Source: January 9, 2016, My View on The Race

           The new year started nine days ago and the political arena is crazy for the Republicans as usual and the Democrats are still poking along. But which is best for America now, in 2016, I personally will say the Democrats. In my opinion Hillary is the answer to our country at least for 4 years. I will tell ya why I think so here.

Hillary Clinton brings experience in many areas no one else has and a built in back-up for decision making in a Presidential husband, who has served us before.  Secondly, Trump can kiss my ass if he is telling us, Bill Clinton’s infidelities, has anything to do with Hillary becoming President. Third Hillary has served as a Senator, a Secretary of State and a First Lady and done so in adult ways and with pride in herself, her country and more. Lets face some facts here folks, Trump, Rubio, Cruz or anyone else out there does not match up in experience period. Bottom line in trouble turn to someone who has a good understanding of what needs to be done and done right.

I know Trump will shout all kinds of bullshit about anyone in his path to the Presidency, but he has no idea what he is getting into. He has no diplomacy, knowledge, or skill in dealing with the American Economy.  Yeah he can say he can create jobs, saying and doing is two different things ask any President of the past. We need a strong figure in the White House and one who is not afraid of making decisions needed to be made to keep us number one in the world. I don’t think a person who attacks women, and other candidates and anyone else he can belongs leading America in 2017 at all.

Mr. Rubio is young, too young for the office of the Presidency period. While he has some good ideas the truth is he needs seasoning. Bernie Sanders is too socialist and progressive for America to elect him. Chris Christy belongs back in New Jersey not Washington, his plain speaking, gang talk ways need to go home and think once more.  Ted Cruz has taken Trumps ideas and tried to pad them to make em easier to swallow, but in the end they are not different than what Trump is offering are they really?

As the Presidential Race of 2016 now comes into full swing starting with the Republican’s first votes coming soon, isn’t it time America we got logical, smart and intelligent in our choice, and  realistic in this mess. IF you got any common sense, logic and intelligence folks you don’t vote Republican, you vote Democrat and give the Office to the woman who really has earned it, Hillary Rodham Clinton. This is no ones opinion other than mine!.

     It is time America, France, Germany, Japan, Briton, and all free and democratic nations including Mexico and Canada and anyone else who believes in freedom of religion, free speech, justice for all and liberty and honor, that we all gather and join forces no matter your differences with each other, to eliminate, destroy and get rid of ISIS, Al Qaeda, and any organization or country that terrorizes people the world over and kills just to be heard and says nothing really at all !  Russia, China should join too, for they are the next targets of this ruthless, non caring organizations killing innocent people for no damn reason other than attention to themselves. If they want attention so much, lets give them what they want, lets locate them, their headquarters and their people and bomb the hell out of them including anyone involved or associated with them. I know it sounds cruel and uncaring, but isn’t it unfair and cruel for the french people who who shot down innocents in San Berindino, California, and others world wide? All were innocents, killed for an organizations attempt to get attention and condemn everyone else who has their own beliefs, isn’t it time it stops? You tell me folks, should one religion or one organization have right to kill innocent people just to try to spread their own fantic and religious beliefs? NO!  My answer, it is time Presidents, World Leaders and NATO and anyone else that reads this, lets stop them now ! 

 Survival they say is hard to do for many like me. I was born with Attention Deficit Disorder and Hyper- Activity. I was raised by parents who threatened me each day of my childhood and who put me away for two years in an institution. I overcame the humiliation of the other kids looking at me in elementary school prior to my graduating with them and moved on to enter a Technical High School, by passing the entrance exam. Yet I didn’t get to stay in the school I wanted because we moved from one town to another and the distance was too much and I was needed at home. Still I survived threats from girl-friends brothers and guys I would call animals in my high school days to go on to serve my country for 16 years. I survived the United states Army, Army national Guard and The United States Navy, only to be discharged medically under Honorable circumstances, with six herniated discs in my back and PTSD. Yet here I still be going on sixty alive and still kicking.

               I would live thru a divorce, my parents deaths from cancer, not one but both of them plus my step-father too. I went on to live and support my second wife thru breast cancer and recovery and then years later went through lung cancer myself and now, my wife has bone cancer due to it spreading from her breast cancer. survival is important and many don’t understand the pain of radiation, and chemo, or the pain of shots and pills and tests left and right. Most don’t stop to think about what it take sto survive in the world.

                  In The end here is what survival is all about folks, never giving up, never saying no, never surrendering to whatever you face. It is a feeling of surviving for others not for yourself. A Man doesn’t survive years in the service for himself he does it for the loved ones her leaves at home. He does it for the parents and siblings he has, and his or her partners and children at home not themselves.  Survival is tough, never giving up, never giving up for any reason and thinking as your going thru it all not about yourself but those you love dearly and how they will feel if you give up and die. You Survive and Go Thru the aches, the pains, the misery so you can look at the ones you love so dearly and make them smile because you are still here.  Survival at it’s best folks!

                       When the time does come for those of us who are survivors to leave the earthly plane, it usually is proceeded by depression and that finally leads us to surrendering. Just in case anyone wonders why, we give up this is it. We get depressed because we can’t do much more for others and have become dependent on family and friends. We feel useless and helpless and surrender to the fact we are unable to care for ourselves or anyone else. Or the ultimate happens and the pain gets too great and it overcomes us and our body gives up. But Survival is vital as long as we have someone to survive for, always remember that folks.

JFK’s Assassination
Why Hide It! 
By: William M. McCurrach

The trail always leads back to where it should have begun if you follow it carefully. History twists and colors and changes the truth to hide it from the world and its population. 
On November 22, 1963, such an event rocked the world and the United States of America, as John F, Kennedy was shot dead in Dallas. Texas, his head blown apart, on public television as his wife Jackie, crawled over the back of the trunk hood of the limo, trying to scoop up his brains. The film is played across the world daily maybe a hundred times a day and on American Television it is all a part of the history channel and other channels as all tried to figure out, what happened and who was involved.
As American and World History tell us today in 2012, President Kennedy was shot by a lone assassin Lee Harvey Oswald, a loner, and an ex-marine. Were we really told the truth by the Warren Commission, or by the Commissions since headed by others? The only Commission to hold up the lone assassin theory of this killing was the Warren Commission, but did they tell the truth, was their whole magic bullet theory correct? I think not, I think the investigation if it was done proper at the time, would have led to other conclusions. The conclusions I speak of could involve Fidel Castro, The Bay of Pigs, Lyndon B. Johnson, and even the Mob led by Carlos Marcello and Santos Traficanti. Yet how would one prove such a theory all these years later, how can you really dig into the past so far back and find the truth? That my friends is what I wonder, but I can only give what I think a shot and let the American People think what they want and respond, can’t I. The theories abound each day and year that passes, information slowly trickles out of the Government files and FBI records and more. Yet no firm release of all the records has been done and still you get the sneaky feeling, Uncle Sam is covering something up and only giving us a little at a time. Why is that, most likely because it is true, the American Government worked overtime to hide the facts, the people and avoid the truth of that shooting in Dallas. Jacob Rubinstien AKA Jack Ruby said it before he was jailed and again at his trial, no one shall ever know the full truth of what happened on November 22, 1963, if I don’t talk. He begged the Warren Commission Members, Justice Earl Warren and Representative Gerald Ford to take him to Washington so he could speak freely. They refused, why? What did Jack Ruby really know that the Commissioners were afraid of letting public? What did J. Edgar Hoover hide and why? These Questions all end up centering on some very mysterious and ruthless figures all connected to Jack Ruby. Carlos Marcellio, Santos Traficanti, David Ferrie, Roselli, and more, names remembered in Mob history for sure. Did the Mob really kill Kennedy and get away with it? I think the evidence may show it did if the investigation can ever be pushed forward and the truth can come out to the American People. Fear divides and halts so many, that even today in 2012, the Mob is silent killer and controller of many things, yet, as we know it shall never disappear will it?
We all know Jack Ruby was from Dallas at the time of the Assassination in 1963. But where did Jack come from, who helped him pay his bills for his clubs and what the hell was all that phone activity on his phones prior to it happening? How did Jack Ruby end up in Dallas, when he was originally in Chicago, prior and running guns to Cuba? The answer to Kennedy’s Assassination is not through Lee Harvey Oswald it may indeed be through Jacob Rubinstien AKA Jack Ruby.
Ruby ran guns, did odd jobs and more in his younger days for people like Capone and others. He ran the books for horses, and got money from criminals to keep his clubs going. He messed up Chicago somewhere and was banished to Dallas for a mistake and told to run the clubs there. His reputation in Dallas was as a club owner and punisher, a man running strip clubs, why? History shows Jake Ruby ran guns to Cuba, dealt with Mob bosses left and right and at one time as being a strong man for some of them and an errand boy too. The solution to Kennedy’s Assassination is through Jack Ruby, the connections dangle off of Ruby in many ways, and do you really believe the nonsense statement of, I shot Oswald to save Mrs. Kennedy pain! Come on Ruby wasn’t emotional really he acted well at the time to preserve his own family and more. The truth needs told sometime, doesn’t it folks, are we really dumb enough to believe the Magic Bullet Theory, or the Lone Assassin Theory? How many Officers were in Dealy Plaza that day, how many radios were open and how many people on the grassy knoll ducked at the sound of gun fire and ran to the knoll verses the Book Depository that day in Dallas? Look at the films folks, look closely immediately after the shots where people run towards first. So many unanswered questions arise regarding that day in Dallas and the days following and years too. Who benefitted most from Kennedy’s death, well we can look there too. Lyndon B. Johnson became President, Carlos Marcellio stayed in the USA and got out of deportation, and Jimmy Hoffa rose to heights in the Unions and then disappeared for his big mouth. Silently across the America of the 1960s, mob bosses lived comfortably and without threat from Uncle Sam. Even Fidel Castro got stronger and steadier in Cuba, why? The decades have passed now and the records and files from Kennedy’s Assassination are still closed off to the public, they were sealed for fifty years after his death, why? What is hidden by the American Government, from the American People regarding Kennedy’s death and why? Will we ever know?

Donald Trump has no idea, or business running for President! He believes he can make America Great Again, that is false advertising on his part and a false statement period, America is still great and will always be great!

His plan for immigrants is crazy and stupid too. There is no way Americans are going to stand by as you put a deportation team together to chase down illegal immigrants and let you rip them apart from their children and families. Wake up and The cost would be unbelievable for the country to do such a thing. And one other thing if you think the Mexican Government is smarter than ours that’s fine, but they are also smarter than Trump, no damn way will they pay for a wall between the two countries no matter what Trump says. The Mexicans don’t want or need the wall and neither do we. Silly shit Trump says is all it is.

Trump’s 95 minute rant on Ben Carson, the wall, immigration, Hillary and his republican opponents was stupid, outrageous and foolish. You want to handle the reins of our government to a man of this temperament and attitude, are Americans sick, or just crazy, Wake Up. The way I have seen the Republican Debates, it seems to me it is a circus and the party can’t even find one candidate worth running. Sadly, each one has their own faults, says stupid shit and makes no common sense. If you notice not a one of them can give you a firm plan for anything they talk about, it is all speculation and promises they can not keep. And the biggest mouth of them all DOnald Trump is so far off in his ideas and plans, that he sounds so crazy and outlandish that if he won, other countries would run the other way when they saw him coming.

Sadly Americans will have to face the fact there is no real Republican that can win the Presidency, not in 2016, the ones who are running fail in so many ways to have the common sense, logic and minds to run our country, each one will destroy what exists with no other plan in place Obama Care. That leaves millions upon million without health care period, stupid. I hope and pray Americans will wake up and see the facts for what they are, Republicans want to kill OBama Care, let Medicare and Medicaid go down the tubes and Social Security too. If you wantt o save Social Security Medicare and Medicaid stop borrowing from them to pay other programs and bills and put the damn money back in place.

My Wife now has bone cancer which has spread from her breast cancer nine years ago, It came back in a storm in her body, it is in her skeleton system, in her sternum, shoulder, rib and spine and who knows where else it can be in her body. we have done MRIs and Pets Scans and now we go to a radiologist for treatment plans and treatment for the pain in her back. They say all they can do is make her comfortable with the radiation treatments for her back to ease the pain, but what about the rest of her body where the cancer rages on?

Look I am not unrealistic ok, but, I love my wife and she is now 75 years old and suffering more pain each day, I am doing all I can to take care of her at home, feeding her, helping her wash and dress, but I am no spring puppy anymore myself and I know someday soon I shall not be able to take full care of her, so where do I turn for help? Plus I will need to make arrangements to cremate her at death and sell our home and move and get the hell out of a big home I am sure I will be overcome with grief and miss her big time, plus I will be overburdened with how to clear out and move and resettle for the end of my life too. I am currently 60 in January of 2016, and on veterans disability and Social Security Disability too. What am I to do on my own, where does one turn for help?

My thoughts are simple care for her till she passes, sell everything and get the hell out, and get a place of my own to live and die in in peace for the rest of my life. That’s all I want, is for her not to suffer too much and to help her die as painless as possible when she goes Is that asking too much? I hope not!

Me I want a decent car when she dies, a place I can live with no rent , paid off from the big home we have now and to live my life out in peace and some kind of comfort till I die too. I will fill out paperwork for the Military to bury me on my death, so no one gets any cost from it. Is peace and quiet too much to ask for when your love one is dying of cancer and you have had it too, and you don’t know what to do, because you are overloaded with all that is going on?

I hope and pray, my wife of going on 23 years, will die peacefully and with as little pain as possible and that I can grieve her death in peace and quiet, and then be able to sell all I need to to survive for the rest of my own life alone and in peace till I die too and meet her in heaven.

I have heard it all from Mr. Trump,and The Republican party, I think it should end soon enough. As mr. trump will learn shortly I am sure, his political views and stances as a republican suck. In fighting between him and the other candidates are making it seem like a three ring circus. if the Republicans won’t stop it themselves then I am sure the American People will use it against them at election time.

Meanwhile The Democrats will take center stage with their first debate come Tuesday evening.  Hillary and Bernie and three more will take the stage togive their views and solutions to the nations problems and their visions of the future. when they do I can guarantee the three ring circus that occurred with the Republicans will not occur for the Democrats.

   In the end it will be the American people’s choice who to elect President of The United States of America. I hope and pray the American People will have more logic and common sense than the Republicans have period. Lets make a logical and sense filled decision Americans, don’t let stupidity run the country no more. Lets not only elect Hillary Clinton President lets replace all these dead end republicans in congress who just want to shut down our government instead of work to improve the country.

       Cancer has no feelings, it doesn’t care who it takes or when it takes them. Cancer is not discriminating, nor is it prejudice in anyway it gets all it can. Sadly, it raises it’s head unexpectedly and can attack at anytime. It did in my birth family and now in my marriage.

 It got my Grandfather on my mother’s side when he was 70 years old, it got my real father at 55 years old,it got my step-father at 55, and my mother at 59. It got to me at 57 and I am still here at 59, beat it once but who knows, now it has hit my wife for the second time in her life. Cancer sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently my wife thought she had thrown her back out or something after surviving breast cancer in 2006. Well, it has raised it’s head once more in her, this time it is affecting her spine, according to Doctors who did an MRI of her. Seems it has grown tumors on her spine, who knows how long it will take to fight it or how or what we have to do, she is now 75. Who Knows what can be down, but I sleep on a couch now as she sleeps in my recliner so she can breathe at night. I know she will need possible oxygen tanks to inflate her lungs soon and won’t be able to go upstairs anymore, it’s all too painful for her, She is now medicated on Percs and wearing depends because she can’t control herself anymore. Where she was once a proud women who graduated UConn  with a degree in psychology, her mind is slipping too, her memory is not as well as it was before.  But she keeps aupbeat attitude and keeps moving and trying to keep her spirits up as much as possible.

As her daughter and I now scramble to find Doctors to help her, in a panic hoping we can save her, we also know the odds, when some say the only thing that they can do to kill her pain is radiation. But we will fight on now and see what we can do to prolong her life and keep her with us. But I know if the pain becomes unbearable, she s\will be in a hospital or nursing home some day soon, unless it can be reversed. All I can do is pray and hope, can you pray and hope with me, please?

The Second Amendment of the United States Constitution reads: “A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.” We the people are no longer the Militia are we, we have arm forces to do the job. Citizens of the United States don’t need to bear arms, period, follow the Amendment folks no gun for the public.