March 17th, 2026, My thoughts for the Day


As we age certain events happen to all of us. We age slowly, we slow down, we do less, we lose people we loved and in the end we end up alone. It’s just a fact we all face and learn to deal with as we go along. In the end we make decisions based on what we believe is best for us as individuals, of course. It is important to remember we do not control all circumstances we live thru, we just deal with them as they happen and try to control what affects or does not affect us.

Anyway, lets talk about how I ended up in Westborough, Massachuetts here. I was a resident of Connecticut for most of my life. I left it, when my wife passed, because I could not live in the home she passed in, so I sold it. I needed help to do so and clean it out and to find a new place to live, so, I asked my younger sister to help me thru it all. Thus upon my wife’s passing, my sister helped me to sell the home and all in it and helped me, find a new place to live, supposidly to be closer to her. It is now four years this month, since I move here and frankly speaking it has been a move I regret in many ways. I am alone, my sister went back to Connecticut with another boyfriend, so, I know no one or nothing around me.

I bought a Condo in Dell Webb Chauncy Lake here in Westborough, Massachuetts. I am finding it lonely, isolated and not worth what I paid for it. Dell Webb built these condos and are working on finishing the 14 buildings they started. Everything they do is construction grade from the build to the appliances and even the heat and hot water and Air Conditioning. The Hoa rises yearly due to the newer buildings being built, and of course it is pay or leave, up to each person. Thats normal enough of course, but, the compound as it goes along is quickly, heading toward a project like atmosphere and living space. I know this because as a child I grew up in the projects of Waterbury, Connecticut.

Dell Webb Chauncy Lake here in Wetsborough, Massachuetts looks nice when you come to check it out, Anything new does, but before you buy, make sure you talk to many who live here and spend sometime watching, how it really works. For you will find some very disturbing things here.

I have seen arguments between, people, I have seen, people isolating others, and objecting to the way they act or do things. But, these are normal you would say, but not in my book. I do not need people telling me, I can’t relax and laugh, because I am making too much noise, at a public event. I do not need people asking me who moved in and out daily. I don’t care who leaves or stays. I am also not a very engaging, social type, butterfly. Please do not misunderstand me, I like people, but I suffer from Attention Deiciet Disorder and Hyperactivity also. So large crowds, I can not handle.

Now lets discuss, living in Dell Webb Chauncy Lake Condos here. As they build more the HOA’s rise of course. Repairs become a cost when the appliances they gave you break down, or the Air Conditioning or, Heat and Hot Water Units too. You must save to keep going here period, unless your rich. Now all of that is normal too no matter where you go. What is not normal are the attitudes of the people who move in here, and how they wish to control the enviroment and neighborhood, so to say.

My biggest mistake since my wife’s passing in 2021, was buying a condo here and moving in. What I have found is too many people with nothing to do, rushing to and fro, playing worthless games from sports to mind games, and just being rude to one another, or others they don’t like. I grew up and was brought up by parents who taught me a simple thing all need to learn. I don’t care about your color, race, your heritage, your nationality, your ethinicity. I care about whether you treat others with respect, and caring. If you don’t like someone, walk away from them don’t be rude. If you can’t understand someone, ask questions. If for some strange reason, you don’t like someone, for what they do or say, ask them politely not to do or say it to you again. You don’t just tell someone, tone it down, or you laugh too loud and are disturbing others. You don’t ask others, why someone moved out or in, and think we shall know, because we don’t. Look, I was a child when Payton Place was a Television Show on tv, I never thought I would move into a place that was like it. But, here it is.

Let me say something else, recently, I was told two people committed suicide here at Dell Webb Chauncy Lake Condos. Why, because they became disillisioned and isolated because others would not accept them. It’s not a lie, it is a, fact. When you do not accept others, or treat them with disrespect, people tend to isolate and avoid you. So, if you are intergrated in the community, do plenty of events and items, and you treat people this way, and you wonder why some stop showing up, well here’s your reasons. I know as a man and individual, I do not accept or appreciate people who think their shit don’t stink, or think they are better than me and they try to tell me how to act or not act. So I walk away from them and the groups they are associated with. I don’t care if you are hosting a game or event, or show, or dance or anything else. I won’t go where you go, because I don’t like being looked down on and treated with disrespect.

It happens to many who live in Dell Webb Chauncy Lake Condos here, and the ones that have it happen to them, do just what I am saying. They do not get involved in community events here. They stay alone. So, this causes an isolation problem for these individuals, who end up, alone and of course leads to depression, and issues with self-esteem for each individual.Thus we end up with Suicide cases in our community.

Let me say this also, Westborough, Massachuetts, even thou it has a Senior Center and is building a new Community Center is not geared for the acceptance of 55 plus communities. While I believe the Seniors who live here do appreciate the efforts that are taking place, they are far from enough. There are no Movie Theatres, there are no Bowling Alley’s, No Roller Skating Rinks, no Bocce Courts, or even Senior Dances. Westborough means well with all it is doing, I just think it is not aiming in the correct direction to be hosting 55 plus communities, like Dell Webb Chauncy Lake. The town thinks we are thier wallet, to make improvements. We are not folks. We are limited individuals living on Pensions, Disabilities and Social Security and our savings. we can’t continue to pay higher tax rates, to the town or State or Uncle Sam. We have to conserve and save to stay alive and to be comforatble ourselves. Anyone younger is doing the same thing folks, so slow the boat to china so to say, and lets, not tax out the senior communities in town. We are a resourse yes, for knowledge and know how. We are not an endless river of money, you can drink from whenever you wish, Westborough. Please keep in mind, we may be elders, but we are not stupid enough to let you drain us. So, please reevaluate what you are thinking and doing to the Seniors in town and in Dell Webb Chauncy Lake Condos here, we do pay attention and will fight back.

I know, some will read this and go, well if your not happy where you are move. It’s never that easy folks, when your 55 and up. It involves selling, buying, moving all over again. No Senior wants to do that unless necessary and in today’s economy, people who do are losing money on their condos they bought. Some are disabled like myself or worse and couldn’t do so if they wanted to. So, please remember when you say, don’t like it move, your wrong for saying so. Because your have no idea of a person’s physical, emotional or mental condition, do you? Or why they moved here in the first place, you make assumptions yes, I am sure, but, as people who served in the military will tell you, don’t, assume, it makes an ass out of u and me. Wake up.

I was asked to write some blogs more positive and happy. I asked why, when I am not happy here in the first place? My answer remains the same, why, write of being happy, when there is no happiness to be found here? What I found is disappointment, and isolation and anger, here. Not Pleasantries, or happiness, of joyfullness. The problem is, you can build a place to look nice, try to include all the amenities you wish, but, if, the people who live in it, can not get along, be polite and help one another, well it becomes a project, no matter the cost of the build or buy. People make it what it is, not the property. A person can have every materialistic thing in the world they want, but it doesn’t stop the loneliiness, The isolation or depression, that hits them, when they live here, for in life we all need someone, don’t we? Those who get depressed, do so because they are outcasts, from the society they wish to belong too and they don’t fit in. They walk alone, they don’t talk much, they hide and isolate, and become like hermits who only pop up now and then, trying to find their place and not finding it. They recede once more, to ultimately, talk to themselves, and no one else. It’s a problem with human nature and communities like Dell Webb Chauncy Lake, and most Senior Communities, in America. It will remain a problem, until people realize it and do something to overcome it. Thats life isn’t it folks? Sorry, if this is not a happy post or blog, to make you smile. Yet, in order to write a happy blog or post, one must feel the happiness, and in my case I do not feel it. I feel a lose of my wife, a lose of the life I once had. I feel an immpossible climb ahead that is hard to do, because of where I live. So, as I told one person, endings are not always good, in movies, plays or in real life, are they?

Last thing to mention for me. All my life, I have had a belief, the Good Lord put us here for a reason, and purpose. Each of us, were created for a certain purpose of which we do not know. We live on this planet to complete that purpose, it is like a mission. We do not know, what it may be, it can be to change politics, religion, minds, hearts or souls. we do not know. But, one thing is certain, when you complete the mission assigned to you, you pass away and return to, from whence, we came. The old saying of dust to dust, is true. And that my friends, is all I can say to anywho!

I will never be a burden to anyone, a pain in the ass to anyone, nor would i interfear or disturb anyone. It is in my nature to be me, and do it alone. For no one owes me anything, nor do I owe them. we are all responisible, for ourselves, in all ways, are we not? I think we are. No I am not suicidal folks, but depressed and angry and sad yes. For life is supposed to be a celebration, not an isolation, not living like a hermit.

Facts are facts and no one can escape them, can we?


Pain wracks my arm each night I try to sleep. If ya get to 70 never break a bone folks and never fall. It heals way too slow and the tendons are the worse part. The pain as you try to go prone to sleep or try to get bach up is like a pressure pain, and the whole shoulder aches an dthrobs on me. Sucks, but, hopefully, it shall heal soon enough and ease up, it’s now six weeks. Time is all I have now, and according to all estimates it may take a good while. It is a good thing I bought a loveseat with recliners in it last year, it is the only way I can sleep at all.

I hope we have hit the end of the ice and snow for now and the weather gets warmer. I fear black ice now and walk very carefully, and try to not trip at all. One good fall once more and it could probally lead me to surgerical repairs, and I don’t want that. Ok, enough on the aching, arm and it’s current condition, all I can do is go day by day with it anyway. Physical Theraphy, twice a week, and see how it goes.

Westborough, Mass as a town, may have been a bad choice for me to moe to, but, I have no choice now, I am here. It lacks things for social interactions for Seniors for sure. The Senior Center is ok, but, boring, when I go there. Interaction is not there really, people tend to read or do exercises there. but, conversations well not so much. I haven’t been to the new Senior center as of yet, where I hear they play Pickle Ball indoors. Someone told me it is pretty nice, maybe when my arm heals more I can try it.

The Taverns and Bars in town are not geared to seniors really and if I go to one, I feel out of place, because of the age difference. Being 70, sucks really and it doesn’t matter, who ya talk to. Age is a factor we all must face, and I tell ya I am not liking it. The body gets tender and creaky, the knees pop and get creaky, The eyes start to go and you forget things you once did know. Thats all part of getting older I gather, and in some ways, it doesn’t matter. I have learned i am not Mr. Popular, Mr. Handsome, or Mr. Personality either. I am usually not taken for funny, when I try to crack a joke and I don’t love crowds at all. People tell me to engage more, go to events and such where I live more. I don’t do it, why, because I don’t feel like i belong here.

On the relationship end of things, I have none with any woman. I never did learn to flirt as I said many times before. I also, don’t want to be taken for money, or abused. I love women, but, the fear is simple, and it is the same they have of us men. They don’t want to be taken for money, belongings, or materialistic things either. They fear emotional commitment also, like we do. We all become more cautious and isolate more as we age. we tend to realize, no one really wants an old person around, so we avoid involvement, so as not to be a burden to anyone else. It’sa process of aging, pride andwanting to be self-sufficent as we carry on. It is a brutal, endless cycle we learn to live in as we get older. For me, I was never a big social person, I always just had myself, a very few close friends, and a woman in my life. Once the woman leaves, I get lost in the crowd, I flounder and and limp along alone. I have basically becaome like a Hermit, living in a Condo and hiding from most. It is a struggle for a person who writes, reads, and does small things to keep busy. I do walk alone when I can, for fresh air and exercise.

My Life these days, involves walking when healthy, doctors, shopping, an dthat it really. I do try to play pool once a week, and I loved bowling when I did it, until I broke my arm. I hope at some point I can do it again for fun. For now, it is like being in a closet, that the door can be opened to, but not much to look forward to once i come out. It’s like a black hole at times, that is suddenly hit with light, when the door does open, and I feel blind an dout of place, if I step out. Maybe it’s just me being parinoid, or scared, but it is the honest feelings I get these days.

Life shall go on, for as long as it does is all I can say. For me it has become a lonely one, and i guess at some point I did something to deserve it. yet I do not know what that may be. we live the circumstances we are handed daily and we go thru the motions we need to survive is all, as I see it. I hope that makes sense, to me it does at least.

I write these blogs out, and it is for my own purpose of course, to try to understand where i am in life. And to try to figure out, why, and how to make it better for myself. What I fail to do is to find the solution to it all. so, it is a struggle and a fight, at the sametime to survive an dkeep moving on. Widowerhood is no fun for sure. You end up remembering, reminicing, and in the end comparing what you had to what you see, and that is unjust to tjose out there, who are single and looking themselves. No one deserves that for sure. So, I don’t do it to people in general and never would.

Living here in westborough in a 55 plus community is like a gilded Peyton Place to me. You carefully walk or move, you try to keep out of people’s business but you are watched and talked about anyway. It is a rough place to live for many of us. we won’t admit it, because we thought it was what we needed when we bought in. So we adjust the best we can, and we squeek by each day, lonely and getting more depressed and isolated. Life is in someways cruel is it not, for you start off alone, when born and it seems you go the full cycle and end up alone near the end.

The cycle involves, birth, and relationships, loves and losses, and in the end, we run short of all. Which leads us to ending process to complete the cycle of returning to from whence we came so to say. What is that old saying, from dust to dust, well here it is. The purpose of being here on the planet begins to disappear for you, as you age and isolate. So, your mind wanders and you hope the pain and suffering of physical type goes away, and the mental type eases, so the emotional type can’t harm you no more. I know, I sound like I am rambling, but, facts are facts and no one can escape them, can we?

Thinking out, being Single at 70


I have reached a stage now, at 70 years old, where I admire women from a distance or even up close but never move or ask them out. I havea total of 40 years of marriage in my past, between two women. Now, when my second wife passed from cancer in 2021, I knew I would probally be alone, for the rest os my life. Because after 28 years with the same person, you are used to certain things and ways, and familiar with one another. To such a point you have ahard time, seperating the memories from realities and determining what to do next or how. Mainly you become someone stuck in a gear that was the marriage and afraid to break out again. I have tried to sit down and break down why I am still alone now, going on 5 years since my wife passed from cancer. and I have come to some conclusions.

First, age is a problem, I am 70, still basically healthy, but, kinda set in my ways. as we age we get used to things we do, and how we do them, and hardly ever break out of those routines that got us to 70. So we get stuck in a mode, we don’t know how to break out of without help.

Second we fear rejection, and we know it will happen so we steer clear of it. By doing so we eliminate any chance of connecting with a woman who is single in our age group, because they can feel the edginess and lack of confidence we carry with us.

Third problem, when ya reach 70, you tend to forget how to flirt period. You haven’t flirted in so many years, your awkward, rough around the edges, and scared to do or say something wrong. In my case i always stop, and walk away before i put my own foot in my mouth. So, there is that lack of confidence and awkwardness, that gets in the way.

Fourth and not least, when I was younger and about and even looking, I have venues I could attend to meet women in my age group. We had dancing, roller skating, and such and would go have fun and meet there. Today these venues are few and far between. I don’t feel comfortable in tightly packed places full of people I do not know. So, I feel unease, and end up leaving quickly.

Yes I know this is not a logical post or blog and to many it sounds like complaining, or bitching. But to me it is not either, it is just trying to figure out what to do next and how to get there, in someway. I do not wish to hurt anyone trying, or compare them to my late wife. I also do not want to be compared to any other man someone has dated in the past. So, there is also that line to watch out for. I don’t know if I am making sense here or not, but in my mind, all of the above contributes to my being alone now going on five years after my wife passed. In someways it feels once again like i am that shy teenage boy, who is a virgin again and lost about how to overcome it and struggling through. I don’t know if that makes any sense but, it is at times, the way, I feel.

As I try to navigate through this, and think it out, I often wonder what to do next. I meet someone, talk to them, like them, and may want to date them but, don’t ask or react. So, I know women expect men to approach first and ask, yet I stop short. I have my own fears of doing so. I fear rejection like anyone else, maybe more so. I know i am not Mr. Handsome, or Mr Charisticmatic. Nor am I Mr. Funny man, or a musician. I am an ordinary man is all. So, I falter, I stop, I walk away and say nothing. I was always taught a woman, would show their interest if interested in their own way. So, I am lousy at pursuing. LOL!

Anyway, I figured i would walk through it, by writing it out and hope it will help me in the end. Yet, I doubt if I can change it, at 70 and at this point in my life. I don’t want a woman for her money, or possessions. I have my own and i am self-sufficient here. I hoped at some point I could find a companion, someone I get along with, and can share life with and make one another smile again. Yet, I find the enviroment in Massachuetts, and my area full of fears and avoidance issues not only on my part, but on the part of the women here too. Money is tight, politics is awful, divisions are not easy to overcome. I can honestly say, I avoid religion also. I know many say go to Church ya will meet someone, no thank you, I will not have the place fall on my head lol. Senior Centers bore me also. I am not a drinker so bars are not for me either. I don’t smoke.

I guess, I am too set in my ways, to ever find a woman to be with opr to enjoy life with again. Maybe it’s because i talk too much, or I laugh too loud. maybe it’s becausei am not handsome, or overly sweet. I don’t know, but I do know what one guy told me may be true, Nice Guys finish last!

Age/ Dating, Fears, Lonliness- 2026


As I age, I wonder why it is so hard to find seniors who are single and needing companionship. I see people daily in stores and walking alone. It seems extermely harder as you age to find someone to spend time with of the opposite sex, I am straight, 5 feet 8 about 180 lbs. and in decent health, clean and discreet. I like playing pool and bowling and walking, movies. I am a non-drinker, and a non, smoker too. I try to maintain myself well and dress decent also if I go out. yet, i find no single women in the age range of 65 to 75, near me interested. I guess, as we age we lose interest in dating or trying to. I don’t think I am alone either for it seems to be aproblem across Massachuetts and the whole country.

Some recommend trying web site/ dating sites. I disagree, they eat your money and most get you no where. Too many fakes and silly profiles. I looked thru Match, Plenty of Fish, Silver Singles, and more. I find nice converstaions at times, but very few who are real or wanting to actually meet or get together. Fear of being taken for money, or belongings, or fear of stalkers, iare main reasons. I get it I do, but, in the end, it leads to just more lonely people stumbling thru life, trying to get along on their own. I don’t see, Singles Dances around at all, like back in the day when I met my wife years ago. I don’t see many events made or geared to people finding love or companionship either. Most are now, Dating Sites that take your money and get you no where. So what does a Senior person do these days? I have no idea.

I do live in a 55 plus community, but, I will not date a woman here, no matter what Ithink of her. Why, simple, these communities are like Peyton Place, everyone talks. everyone is in everyone else’s business all the time. So, if your a man and date someone here, and it goes wrong, your whole reputation and life gets ruined, because you will be judge as the reason it all went bad. Just a fact folks. So the real question is what does one do, in this situation these days?

Basically, I see no solution, because of fears, economy, and many avoiding dating, due to all. My guess there will probaly be more Lonely senior like myself as time goes on with the same fears and worries. Will it change I doubt it, for the older you get the worse the possibilities get too.

My thoughts Feb. 9th, 2026


Morning all! I broke my dominant arm back on Feb. 4th and it is still healing, after almost 6 weeks. The Black and Blueing is gone, the bone has knitted, but the tendons are shot it seems. So I start Physical Theraphy today, for 15 sessions that I know of so far. Now, I know it will take time to get back to the things I like to do like pool and bowling, and I understand it, but, it doesn’t make it any easier to miss what I like to do. yet, when ya break an arm ya live with the consequences, until it heals. The worse part of it is the tendons, they do not heal easily and hurt like hell and interfear with my sleeping, waking me in pain nightly. I sleep in a recliner these days, because i am afraid to sleep in my bed, due to rolling over. The pain is worse when prone at all times. So I try to sleep at a 45 degree angle. Doesn’t always work and i wake up twice a night in pain. They say it wil heal in time, I just wish it would hurry up, the dull throbbing pain is awful.

Anyway, life goes on and I do everything I can by myself. I still cook, eatr, clean drive and do my things i can do, broken arm or not. One has to struggle thru and hope to get better is all.

Enough of my pain and misery here lol! As momma once told us all, ya can cry all ya want, it doesn’t help ya, and no one cares really. They just sympathize and shake their heads and move along. Life isn’t easy for sure, but I have lived over 70 years now, so I get it.

I am not happy with our economy, nor am I happy with our involvement in a war in Iran we started at Trump’s whim. We are losing munitions, and now people too. Trump gave no reason for the war that makes any sense and he never even cleared it with congress. Sad really.

Ok enough of that too, for no matter what I say or do, it won’t change the facts.

I can’t change much and I have learned all one can do is live with the circumstances and times we are in today. Society changes and so do the rules between the sexes and for dating purposes too. I think, as i age i have come to avoid dating these days. I don’t like dating apps online, and i never ask any woman out, any more. The last woman I asked out wa smy wife way back in 1992. And we last 28 years together, til she passed from cancer. Miss her in many ways, and I would never trade one day of those years for anything. But, she has been gone now since August 2021, and the loneliness syndrome has hit me big time.

I don’t ask women out, no matter how much I may like them these days. I am 70 so most women laugh at me, due to my age. No woman wants a 70 year old man. Secondly, I hate rejection and fear it more than anything in life. No one likes rejection and yes we all suffer it at one time or another, yet, in my case, I do not have the nerves or ability to handle it anymore. I remember, even in my teens I was a quiet guy, and kept to myself, some called me a loner, they may have been right. Never thought I was funny, or handsome, or even cute, I am just an average guy and most women look once and then never again, at me. I blend in or I stand out too much. Never did learn to flirt at all. Guess I never will either.

Anyway, time is flying by, as I age so many changes in dating I could never keep up. Which apps to use, what to say, how to approach, when to approach, what to say or how to act when you do. Complicated and not the same as when I grew up, in the 1960’s and 1970’s. Funny how you date ok in high school years, get married in you 20’s, and then bam one day your married an dthe next divorced. It doesn’t work out always. I was a lucky one, my first marriage went 12 years and two daughters. The second I managed 28 years and enjoyed it all. So, make it a total of 40 years being married out of 70, not bad ya ask me, I did ok. But, the hardest part of life, is when you lose that mate, or spouse, and ya get lost in it, and grieve away for years. Yet we all do it, don’t we folks? It’sa natural progression of losing one ya loved and were so close with, it’s like losing a wingman if ya a pilot. LOL

Todays dating scene is not for me I think, Why, well, lets see, women are tougher, they are smarter, they are not easy to get along with either. They have things they want and if you don’t provide it, bam your gone.I just know i don’t want a woman, who just wants my money or what I own. And i don’t want theirs either. I don’t looka t materialistic shit, don’t care really. I don’t search for Marilyn Monroe or Raquel Welch either. Ya might say I am not like most men. While a woman has her curves and charms an dthey are greta to see and enjoy, those alone wil never get me. I look for intelligence, humor, caring, passion and adventuriousness. Some one who can laugh, hold a decent conversation and shows empathy too. In my mind thats what all should seek really, someone ya can enjoy life with, through the ups and downs is all. Material things come and go, money does too, but a real friend and companion is forever.

Anyway, just figured I would write this out and see how i feel when done. LOL! Just my thoughts at this tim ein ealy morning here. Have a Great Day all!

We can not allow, one man to destroy what it took 250 years to create and put in place.


Welcome to March 1st 2026 folks. Is cloudy and overcast here in Westborough, Mass this am and chilly. But thats how it is here isn’t it?

Now, first things first, lets discuss our President his actions and inactions and avoiding the Epstein Files. Number 1, no one has Excused Donald Trump of anything. Nor has anyone said he is innocent. The photos alone show he was in his underwear and nothing else with young girls of all ages and they are numerous. Secondly, he is the most mentioned name in the Epstein files period for many reasons. Tello me, what is the purpose of a man, full grown being in his underwear around children who are 12 to 15 years old, that are female? What kind of a man does that and why? Lets get the Epstein Files opened totally and lets see the full story! I remind all, Pam Bondi is mentioned in said files also and she is protecting herslf and Trump from Prosecution and more. What about Steve Bannon and others also, Bill Gates and more. Why were these rich and powerful men, hanging around Jefferey Epstein and these young female children? Please explain!

Next I remind all Trump is a 34 times convicted felon, a pathological liar and con artist. he will do or say anything to stop himself from being arrested or put in prison. The Republicans are protecting Trump because they do not wnat to see an 80 year old go to prison. Trump wouldn’t last long in a prison cell.

The Iran War Trump has now gotten us into is totally illegal according to our constitution. He has no right to order air strikes, without Congressional approval. It’s illegal and misuse of power in everyway possible. We need a war powers prevention act signed into law now. Leaving it open for Trump to start wars at his own behest and liking, is dangerous as all hell. Yet, Americans take no action to stop him, nor is Congress Why? Whether Trump took out the whole Iran Leadership or not, he did so without Congressional approval and is putting American military personnel in harm’s way.

Trump is in my opinion mentally unfit to hold the office he is in currently. He is dangerous in many ways, for his convictions he can be blackmailed, for his pedophile activities with Epstein and more. He speaks likea racist, deranged individual, bigotted too. His Border pOlicy is ok, but his deportations are dangerous and illegal in the way they are being carried out.

He has not fixed The American economy as he said he would either. He has no right to ballots from prior elections in each state. His Ice Agency should not be in the states policing and taking people off our streets, this is America, not an authorian state, or communist country. What is wrong with Americans today, that you all are so permissive and allow this bullshit to happen and not react? Iran will never becomea democracy, no matter who Trump killed. In order for Iran to becaomea democracy, it ust start with it’s people, who must rise up and oust the current leaders there. Wake up folks!

As the year goes forward here in America, Trump will become a dead duck president soon enough. The Republicans will loose in November in the House and Senate. Why, becaus eof illegal acts by Trump, His convictions, his involvement with Epstein, and pedophile activities and more. His failure to correct economic woes. create jobs and his killing of medical benefits and insurances too. Too many are suffering and trying to survive and now, you stick us into a war with Iran? Wrong answer!

I have now lived 70 years folks. I served my country for 16 years before I became a disable veteran. The persecution of people because they disagree with Trump and his policies should not be allowed to continue. he can say what he wants, about his enemies, but they can’t speak about him? Wrong answer folks. The news and Media are not his to run as he pleases or control as he pleases. We have freedom of Speech folks, and we need to keep it. we have the Right to Bear arms also. We have constitutional rights and more. We must abide to them in all ways. Wake up folks, one man can not rule America likea king or dictator, and never should, we were not created as a nation in that way, and the Forefarthers would go crazy if they, saw this today.

Let me close with this, the above blog/ write up is mine and my opinions. I have Freedom of Speech and i us eit, wheither some like what I say or not. We can not allow, one man to destroy what it took 250 years to create and put in place.

Epstein Files and Prosecute all and make em testify!


Well, as Feburary 2026 rolls to it’s close, when will the Epstein Files be all released, and all who were involved in abusing, raping and destroying female children, shown to the public? When will they releasea full ist of all who were involved with Epstein’s pedophile service?

I watched as Congressional Committees call in the Clintons and i agree have them testify. But I also belive anyone who was on Epstein’s Island or at his parties or offices and with him, should testify also. It includes anyone and everyone involved. I don’t care if your Republican or Democrat, you touched abused an dused children and destroyed their live, you deserve what ever happens to you.

The Department of Justice is now run by Pam Bondi, a friend of epstein’s and Trump’s proven by photos of her at parties with them both. Other Administration Officials who were trhere need called to testify too. Bring in Melania tzrump also she was there and a girlfriend or victim of Epsteins also, and had sex with Trump for the first time on Epsein’s plane. If your forceing thje Clinton’s to testify, then lets supenoa, Donald Trump, Melania Trump and all who were involved.

Now let me say this clearly for some who think I hate Trump, I don’t I hate him, what he is doing to America as a nation and on the world stage is what I hate. JUst to clarify it for some. Now, lets Ivestigate all the Epstein ring and users and abusers of these young women.

Let America, decide on the Facts!


As time marches on, this year of 2026, I have many things, I wonder about. Health is one as Medicare and Medicaid come under attach, Social Security is looked at once again, and now some want to dock Vetern’s Payments and benefits. Don’t go there folks, those who have these benefits deserve them and earned them. It’s sad when your own Government tries to turn on you, it tells you the rich and elite are running the show, not the common man or woman.

Next, let me address the current political mess in Washington DC, and under Trump’s Administration. The decision by the SUpreme Court to stop Trump’s Tariff’s is being Applauded by other nations and business owners across America. Someone must keep a check and balance on Trump, I an glad to see SCOTUS stepping up, somewhat now!

As soon as Trump’s tariff’s were blocked, The Stock Market rebounded upwards. That in and of it’s self is a plus for the American economy. Now, there is a build up of our Military by Iran, because Trump ordered it to pressure Iran. I can say this if Trump attacks without Congressional Approval, he is done as President. He better show Congress his justifications for doing so. While I agree the Iranians should not have nukes, We can not attack a nation, without full agreement, from Congess. Anything less is and will be looked at as a Autocratic action by an American President! And it puts, American Military personal, and our sons, daughters and relatives in danger. It also, places us in a no win situation in a war in another quagmire, like Vietnam.

Next subject, the money collected by the Tarrifs Trump did illegally, should be given back to American Business’s period. There is no other legal way to disperse said funds. And Congess and all legal authorities in America shold watch closely to make sure is is not diverted to Trump or Republican coffers.

The Immigrastion and deportation mess has gone too far. Ice should be shut down and restructured. Take them off the streets of America and allow our country to return to normal. Trump proved his point, but went far too far, and killed innocent victims in the acts he took. Secretary Noem and yes Gabbard too should be fired. The saddest and biggest mistake in American History, was the Election of Donald J. Trump twice. I am embarrased by it and humiliated and disgusted by it all! Americans are now laughed at world wise, our allies are walking away, anf even the nations on our own continent, Mexico and Canada are pissed at us.That my fellow Americans has never happened until now in American History, 250 years. It is sad to see.

Last but not least, at some point, Trump himself must be dealt with. From his 34 felony convictions, to his involvement with Epstein, and pedophile accusations and so much more. When, he is mentioned by name over a million times in the files, pictures of Trump with Epstein and Maxwell are across the internet and many with young girls, when will Americans and Congess react properly and give real justice to the real victims? Stop protecting Trump and the rich pedopiles now. It’s time the female victims of Epstien anf Trump and others get justice!

Last comment for today from me. Many will try to block this post, including, X, Facebook and others. If so they are braking the laws and my right to free speech, and voicing of my personal opinions. I say let all Americans see the facts and decide for themselves.

When will Congress and America react?


I have a huge problem, understanding die hard MAGA Supporters in the world we live in today and Trump backer/ followers! I never voted for Tarump for anything and never would. I do not understand how Americans did! I find it totally aasine and stupid how people like Scott Jennings can blindly follow and back everything Trump and his Maga people do and say. That being said, there is no economic boom under Trump as his people want to claim. The Immigration Deportation Plan by Trump and his Ice Agency and Agents, is dangerous and people got mudered by it already.

On top of the above, lets discuss, Trump’s 34 convictions, his assoication with Epstien and pedohile activities. In the Epstien files alone Trump is mentioned over a million times, the photos of him with young female children and Epstein and Mazwell are damning in all ways. If he is not guilty as he states then why was he there, on Epstien’s plane 28 times, why is he in all the photos with young females and ZEpstien himself?

As America bends over backwards to protect ZTrump, England arrests the former Prince Andrew and takes more action againt their officials in the Epstien cases. Americans look like total assholes and fools protecting Trump, and others named in the Epstien Files. How is it, that America has not fully released these files, all asssociated names and given justice to the victims. America Jusice is now looking pathetic and weak. We look like we the American People will go great lengths to protect pedophiles and criminals because they are rich or politicians. So, if you have political power or money in America you grt away, with it all?

Wars are not, being stopped as promised by Trump, he heads into other pssible wars by threats and misuse of Military power. We close in on possible war with Iran due to Trump’s belief he can use our military without Congressional approval, why?

The Trump Presidency is a laughing stock and scorned all over the world now. Our allies want nothing to do with us and even Europe is forming their own alligiences among their own to go it without us. Add in Trump’s Tariff’s, has aatacks on Cananda, and Mexico on our own continent, and you can clearly see, Trump’s Adminisration is fully failing in all ways.

My only Question now, is when will Congress react and act to shut down Trump and his policies and actions? How far wiil Congess allow Trump and Mage go, before they impeach or block hid policies and actions and save our country? You tell me American and Congess, Please and soon!

My opinions and injuries and Shameon MAGAs


Febuary 17th, has arrived my friends. As time passses slowly, so does my right arm heal very slowly. 70 is not a good age to break a bone at for sure. The older one gets the longer it takes one to heal it seems. Pain does not cease easily as one ages for sure, it is harder to sleep and one has to be extremely careful on positioning at night. I can tell it is healing for the black and blue has now nearly disappeared, but the muscles and tendons hurt like hell, when trying to move the arm. The pain returns anytime I go prone or close to it and try to sleep. I know I have to face physical theraphy for a length of time, how long is the question. As it is now, it feels like it will be a long process, before I will be able to bowl or play pool again.

Enough on the injury and pain. The bigger injury and pain these days is the Trump Presidency and Admimistration. We get to pay his tarfiffs and he gets richer. Our jobs disappear, people lose homes, health insurance and more. The Trump Aministration is a circus in more ways than one. Prices rise, for the middle class and below,and Trump calls it a great economy, what a bad joke this is, on the American people and the world.

Russia beats on Ukraine, and Trump brags on stopping wars, he sucks at it. Putin has Trump’s number, Hillary Clinton was right, he is Putin’s puppet! We drop in world status, Europe is backing away from us, Canada and Mexico run from us and Trump laughs and raises his tariffs more. It’s a spiralling fall in all ways. We are closing in on becoming a autocratic nation now, and falling into third world status as a nation.

Violence in America is growing, anger is rising between the political parties and Maga is making it worse. Death tolls rise from murders,and violent crimes do too. To me, this is the worse America I have seen in my 70 years of life. But as I told someone else many times, this is my blog, my opinions and I have my right to voice it, as I please, here.

Elon Musk bought Facebook, Messenger,And even this site Word Press it seems, and now censures all. He owns X also it seems now, so if you mention, Maga, the Republicans mess or Trump or his crimes, you get censured to a point. It’s sad to see that the richest man alive has bought out anyway to oppose, isn’t it? It seems under Trump and his people they will do anything to stop, anyone who disagrees with them.

The Epstien Files are now a fiasco the American people see and hear about daily and so does the world. Other nations ban and shame and prosecute members and friends on Epstien’s list, but in America, our Attorney General protects the people on said list. Why is that folks? I have to give it to Trump he stacked the Supreme Court and the Justice Department in his favor when he got reelected. Now they all kiss Trump’s ass and protect him, nice huh? The names coming out from the Epsten list/ files are powerful individuals world wide, and they are escasping justice. My Question is simple, when will the Epstien victims get their justice? The world is watching and shaking it’s head at it all, and going when will Americans wake up? Sad to say, Americans elected a vindictive, assine man, and have allowed him to corrupt our country. 34 times a convicted felon, a twice impeached President in his first term, mentioned over a million times in the Epstien Files, phographed with numerous young girls, and Jeffrey Epstien himself. Denies he visited the man’s island yet is on his passenger list on his plane at least 28 times. And MAGA says he is innocent? I say bullshit!

Let me finish this way today. America made mistakes reelecting Trump. As time marches on even Trump knows he is heading for more impeachments. Between the bad economy, the Ice killings and misuse of their power, trouble, builds Even Maga supporters are bailing out now. Yes Donald Trump is correct, lose the mid terms and he will be impeached again. He knows it is coming and there is no denying it. The Worse American President in history will go in shame and disgrace.