Misty Night a Poem by me!


                

Misty Night
By: William

Was a misty night in October,
The mist rolled across the open fields and hid the trees,
She came through the mist at me,
Her beauty almost drove me to my knees.

Her smile cut through the mist and fog,
Her beauty burned the mist around her,
Making it part,
And from that moment on she owned my heart.

I froze at the sight,
What a delight!

The mist surrounded us and held us tight,
Locked in a stare,
The passions showing in our eyes,
Oh what a misty, October night!.

The Moon was shadowed by her beauty,
The skies parted it seemed to let her through,
Did she know what she could do?

Gently we touched, hands touching hands,
Pulling each other close,
Passions building and hearts beating in time,
I could not believe this beauty was all mine.

For one night in October under the foggy skies,
Through the mist, we touched, we caressed, we kissed.
We let the passions loose, felt the wonder.
Was it a dream or a chance, or a blunder?.

I will never know what it was or how it happened,
But I will dream of that misty October night,
Forever and live in surpise and fright,
For it was indeed, one special October night,
Burned in my heart and mind,
Never disappearing from my minds sight!.

Misty Night a Poem by me!


                

Misty Night
By: William

Was a misty night in October,
The mist rolled across the open fields and hid the trees,
She came through the mist at me,
Her beauty almost drove me to my knees.

Her smile cut through the mist and fog,
Her beauty burned the mist around her,
Making it part,
And from that moment on she owned my heart.

I froze at the sight,
What a delight!

The mist surrounded us and held us tight,
Locked in a stare,
The passions showing in our eyes,
Oh what a misty, October night!.

The Moon was shadowed by her beauty,
The skies parted it seemed to let her through,
Did she know what she could do?

Gently we touched, hands touching hands,
Pulling each other close,
Passions building and hearts beating in time,
I could not believe this beauty was all mine.

For one night in October under the foggy skies,
Through the mist, we touched, we caressed, we kissed.
We let the passions loose, felt the wonder.
Was it a dream or a chance, or a blunder?.

I will never know what it was or how it happened,
But I will dream of that misty October night,
Forever and live in surpise and fright,
For it was indeed, one special October night,
Burned in my heart and mind,
Never disappearing from my minds sight!.

American League Championship/ Controversy/Gun Laws/Heros


      Tonight the Boston Red Sox will host the Detroit Tigers for the American League Championship Series. Both teams have great pitching and hitting and their fielders are great too. The question is who shall win it to go to the World Series, I say Boston will due to Home Field Advantage.  I am pure Boston Red Sox and maybe one of the teams best fans ever, I have been a fan since I was five years old in 1961 and I am 57 today. I stared at the games for decades waiting for a Boston win in The World Series alongside my dad. he wasn’t as lucky as me to see them finally win not one but two World Series. 

       This year on August 2nd, 2013 I was diagnosed with Lung Cancer and I had Lung Cancer Surgery on September 3rd, 2013 they removed my middle lobe of my right lung and samples of my upper lobe too. Eleven days after my surgery I finally got to Fenway Park to see the Red Sox play the Yankees and beat them 5 to 1. I sat 5 rows back from the field and could count the blades of grass, as Jon Lester went 8 inning and won. I find Boston a great City and a pleasure to visit. It was one of my greatest pleasures in my 57 year old life to see the Red Sox live and see them win over the Yankees.  I bleed Red Sox red every time they play and cheer them on daily. God Bless the Red Sox, go Red Sox, Go! Win, Lose or draw I shall always be a Red Sox fan!

          Major League baseball has a large controversy going on now and I am here to speak up about it and say what I think. Alex Rodriguez, of New York Yankee Fame and formerly of the Texas Rangers should be banned from baseball period for using drugs! He enhanced his performance when no one else can or did and gave a black eye to Major League Baseball period. MLB should ban him as they did Pete Rose who was a gambling addict, one kind of addict or the other should be banned if you ban one side. Pete Rose holds many records in baseball yet he can’t get into the Hall of fame at all or even considered for it. Yet Alex Rodriguez gets to stay in baseball and hold records? Wrong! Ban Alex Rodriguez just as you banned Pete rose, if one gets into the Hall of fame and Holds records the other one should too. Period, wake up Major League Baseball!

         No human being on the face of the earth, whether in America or another country should have a semi-automatic weapon of any kind, except the military. Semi-Automatic or Automatic weapons are weapons for killing and mass destruction not for hunting. You want to hunt get a .22 caliber or a shotgun and license them. Gun don’t kill people do yes, but stricter laws on needed on who should have a weapon or gun of any kind. Testing of ones mental capabilities and state of mind are vital. I know all about the Second Amendment and that it states all have a  right to bear arms, but it also states against Militias not just for fun and games. Stop selling guns to just anyone, be more controlling and have greater gun laws and requirements please!

         I leave you this Saturday wishing all a fine Weekend and good health. I will leave you with a link as always to something I wrote:  National Guard Heros

                  

To Serve and protect the military motto of the United States American Armed Services, will forever be a part of American History and the History of many who choose to serve. This is a life many choose to live, to protect the rights we were given under our constitution and democracy in the world. Freedom is what keeps us going and the military is the way we ensure it. Those of us who have served, do not do it for our own personal welfare or wants, we do it to protect the rights and privileges and the families we left behind so they can grow up peacefully and safe. We do what we do in the military to protect home and family.

I served in three different branches of the United States Military, I started in The U.S. Army, but did not like it, nor did I last in it, I ended up leaving it due to immaturity. Then, went on, to join, the Connecticut Army National Guard, and then finally serving in The United States Navy for 12 more years. So Military life, was and is ingrained in me as a Disable American Veteran.

Naval stories I tell all, the time and people laugh at the ones I tell. I have been told some are good enough for publishing. SO I thought I would attempt to tell a story from my time in the Army and Army National Guard. My first job in the Army was as a M-88 tank retriever driver. I hated it, slushing through mud to tow out broken tanks. My second military experience was in the Connecticut Army National Guard and I became a Machine Gunner Scout then. I learned many tricks in warfare and field experiences from some of the best in the business in my mind, who, were actual Vietnam Veterans. These men were the best America had in my book and helped me mature and grow as a man I served proudly with them in the Guard and would do so again if I could, for they represent the best there ever was.

But like many Veterans, these proud men, suffered from the same thing I now suffer from PTSD, Post Traumatic Shock Disorder. Nightmares, flash backs, inability to sleep and certain circumstances that will make grown men not be able to sleep normally. And yes, I say men, but as we all know, the fact is women are included all so, so I shall say my fellow military Veterans of all sexes and ages and races. Sadly, war, and military life can affect all of us and in the end it also proves we are all equals no matter what gender, race, nationality or any other damn thing.

The National Guard Unit I served in is a small one in a small Connecticut town. We were called weekend warriors, playing war games in case we were ever attacked on the home front. But each, drill meeting or two week camp, each year brought all in the unit closer together and we depended on the senior members to lead and teach us. Among these men, were two, who to this day stand out in my mind and will forever more. Armand and Louie I call them, they were two Sergeants who served in Nam, and knew the ways of war, and suffered for it in many ways.

Once a month we would meet at the Armory and drill and take apart and clean our weapons, and clean jeeps and equipment. Listen to lectures and lessons in war and learn tactics we would need if anything occurred. A typical weekend drill would start on a Friday night for many of us, we would meet at the Amory, and hang out together even sleeping there. Fridays were for the men of the company to get together and have fun, card games and drinking then war games on the weekend. It was fun indeed at times and at other times very serious indeed.

For Armand and Louie, the drills were serious things and put them back into war mode when the real war games began. I remember starting one such weekend on a Friday evening and learning more then I needed to know about these two men who served so proudly and took the time to teach us younger solders things that would save our asses later. It began on a Friday at the Armory with beer, and drinks and cards. As I said we all stayed there together and had fun.

We gathered and ordered in pizza for the evening, laid out our equipment for the next day, and settled in playing poker. As the evening wore on, I lost money and they laughed about it and I didn’t care I was with real men who had served and I learned from them even at cards But I learned even more about these men by the things they mentioned about being in Nam and the nightmares they talked about at the time. At first I didn’t believe them and thought they were messing with my mind till that Friday night.

As the night wore on, we slowly got drunk and the card game ended. We all decided morning would come soon enough for us, and we cleaned up all the garbage and headed for the old sleeping bags and rest. We all slept in the same locker room and it was a team thing.

As we settled in to sleep I remember seeing Louie in his special hat. It was unusual and different then al the ball caps we wore, I only saw it in shows on tv, in movies and that was it, it was a camafloge hat with a wide brim. Louie love dthat hat and even slept in it and I wondered why. I found out that night.

We all fell asleep around 11 pm, drunk and out of it. But, we didn’t sleep long. Around 2 am it began, first with shouts of Run, Down, Hurry!. I woke in a flash when I heard it coming from Louie that night, but I didn’t move,.Louie, was asleep, his hands grasping his hat down over his head laying there, his legs moving like he was running in place. The sweat was running off his forehead, and the lights were on. I didn’t know what o do, he got louder and louder and moved more and more. It had woken me but it also woke Armand, his friend. Armand waited a bit longer laying there like me in silence watching Louie. He told me don’t do anything, don’t get close and whatever you do don’t try to wake him. So, I watched Louie run an dthen finally wake up in a cold sweat, trembling and soaked in sweat. His eyes popped open wide and he jumped straight up out of the sleeping bag ready to kill someone!. I was scared and shocked, but he opened his eyes and I could see it dawn on him slowly as to where he was. He finally relaxed and started to calm down. When he was normal I asked if he was ok, he said yeah, happens all the time and climbed back in his sleeping bag and fell fast asleep. I looked at Armand who, gave me a grin and said I will tell you later sometime.

That weekend we went North to New York for training in the field, as we drove up, we managed to take a side trip at Armond’s suggestion. The neighborhood package store, we took a army trailor pulled by a jeep, loaded it with ice and beer. We had to have something to drink after war games. We set the tents up and lite fires that night and gathered round before sleeping. Drinking the beer and booze we each bought, relaxed us to sleep after training all day. And I was about to get Louie’s full story that night.

Turns out like this, in 1968 in Vietnam, Louie was in his base with is unit. All was quiet and fine in the field that nite according to Louie and no one knew what was coming. So, they set out the guards for the night, and all went to sleep. Louie was in his sleeping bag in his tent when it all occurred. He never knew it at all. Till he awoke and came out of his tent he had no idea.

At dawn the next morning Louie awoke and climbed out of his sleeping bag all dressed and grabbed his rifle to head out. When he came out the tent flap, it hit him, he was alone it was dead silence. Scanning around there were bodies everywhere, his whole unit was dead! Louie had slept thru a slaughter of his whole unit and he was the last survivor!. Sadly, the unit was wiped out, while Louie slept and for some reason they missed him!. Louie survived yes, but would never be the same.

In the end, this is why Louie could not sleep in the dark at any time. He had to have light at all times when he slept or he would awake thinking he was under attack. Armand had known the story far before me, because they were both Vietnam Veterans, Armand told me now that Louie told me his story, he now trusted me and all would be fine, next time. I learned then as I know now, military life can get you in the end and affect you forever.

 

          

           

         

 

          

Budget, Debt Ceiling/Health/Red Sox/Mackey


      It is time, for Congress, both the House and Senate, the Democrats and Republicans to sit their asses down, stop the finger pointing and name calling and blaming and settle this crisis. America has been long enough now without a Budget and we are headed toward a default on the Debt Ceiling too.  How far can you push something before it falls over a cliff, well this is it folks! Pass a Budget, Raise the Debt Ceiling and lets get on with business, or you all can be removed from office in the next election and no one wins!  Rand Paul said it, we can win this, win what asshole, the wrath and hatred of the American People maybe? It’s sick and crazy, because you politicians all think this is a game to win, all of the American People and the world must suffer because you want to play mind games and toy with it all! Sad indeed and each Senator and Representative should now be hanging their heads in shame, because it went this long.  It’s a shame to the American people, and you are losing respect for America all over the World right now and that doesn’t help anyone! We lose status, position, power and economic strength while you all bicker and fight and verbally jab at one another and nothing gets finished and we are stuck in limbo. Veterans, Social Security, Medicaid and Medicare all at stake and more and yet no one compromises or talks, it is Time damn it, Talk, compromise and lets move on. Maybe we should do recalls on The Tea Party Members, and write down names of those keeping this shit going and vote all out next election.

        Ok, my health has improved as far as my operation is concerned with a few problems lingering. One is my rib cage under the surgical wounds. It aches daily and I can’t lift anything at all or I stretch it and it is painful. then I also have my back going in and out and spasming all the time. I can’t sleep on my stomach as I used to , yet if I sleep on my back it goes out due to herniated discs, I have six in my spine from service days. So I suffer daily waking up and wondering how the hell I can even roll out of bed, never mind walk around all day. The Veteran’s Hospital saved my life I am sure by doing my lung cancer surgery and removing the tumor in my right lung.  I still hurt from it today at five weeks after, but I am getting better, on that one. 

           Tomorrow the Boston Red Sox and Detroit Tigers will play for the American Championship Series, and I am sure it will be a great one too. Boston I ray for the Red Sox to win again and get to the World Series and win or lose I will always be a Red Sox fan. I started at five years old with my Dad watching the Red Sox. God Bless Dad , for he lived his whole life from 1932 to 1990 without seeing the Red Sox win a World Series, but I saw them do it now twice and I want to see them win again. Go, Red Sox Go——Boston Strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

             I leave you today with my story I hope you will like it:

              

                                                                     Mackey 

                                                        William M. McCurrach                                                                                                                                              

 

           Hidden inside every human being is that desire to be loved, wanted and needed, but, some never get that attention do they?  Such is the case for Mackey Storm, a boy born to parents in constant confusion and pain, Mackey believed he was alright, at least that is what they always told him, yet as he grew older Mackey knew he was different, then everyone else. His mother seemed to pull back from him when he was around 5 or 6 years old. Why Mackey never grasped or understood and his father well he never got close anyway, always busy, working and doing his own things.

             Mackey began to notice how he was different not from his looks that’s for sure, cause Mackey was always a handsome lad, with bright eyes and dark ebony hair and a smile that made others smile back. No it was when people started to talk to Mackey that things changed. Mackey always seemed to be one step ahead of all conversations and knew what others were going to say, why, Mackey never understood.  Mackey was a straight A student, but he was shunned by the other kids, they sensed he was different.

             Mackey began to realize he was different himself at 5 years old, when his mom told him no about something he wanted and less than 5 minutes later after Mackey stared at her, she changed her mind and gave in.  Mackey got the candy that day and every day.  At least it was so easy for Mackey he would laugh at anyone having trouble with anything. The other kids would try again as Mackey said to and the next thing they knew, as Mackey stared and watched them they flew through it and finished it all correctly. Mackey had that kind of effect on people, he would reinforce them by telling them they could do it and wham it was done. Mackey did this to whoever, he could, never hurting anyone, because he was a good kid.

                  By the time Mackey hit ten years old, he stood 6 feet tall and he was an imposing figure. Many thought he was tall for his age and they were right.  What wasn’ t  normal were those days when Mackey seemed to control everything around him and everyone too. It was like a magic spell fell over every person within Mackey’s eye sight.  He would just watch and see things done the way he thought they should be. Amazingly, he would stare and his brow would furrow and his eyes became like two pins of light. The next thing Mackey knew, no matter what it was, came out Mackey’s way.

                    When Mackey hit his teenage years at 13, and he noticed girls, he could have anyone he wanted,   they swooned for him and hung on his every word.. It was wild to watch for sure, but Mackey or those who knew him never questioned it, they just assumed he was a popular kid. Never a question was asked why it was all so, it was just accepted by all.

                     Then at 16, as most kids do, Mackey began to mature a bit and see things a little differently and he began to understand this weird power of control he has.  By concentrating, Mackey could make almost anyone do anything and he seemed to see into the future too, he could tell people not to do something cause he could see bad events in the future, in his sleep.

                       At 18 Mackey filled out and his weight went up to 220 lbs. and pure muscle. He never exercised a day in his life, it was natural for him.  Mackey was now a young man, he was strong physically as well as mentally. Mackey’s predictions of the future became more intense and clearer for him. He could now make out faces on the people in his dreams and he heard names and sounds too. His dreams were now, as good as being awake.  After a night of these dreams, he had to go out and find the people in them and try to prevent harm from happening to them. Mackey saved many a person this way in his 18th year. He would run to the places he saw in his dreams and find them in real life and sit and wait until his dream started becoming reality and then step in and change it, stopping the person from getting injured or killed. Mackey begin to believe this was his purpose in life, his destiny to help others with his gift of future sight and control and intelligence. It had to be thought Mackey, why else would he be able to know and do all he did?  But, it grew tiring after a few years for Mackey. Something was wrong with Mackey now, but, he couldn’t tell what. The pattern of seeing, reacting and fixing was slowly wearing on Mackey’s nerves

                        On Mackey’s 21st birthday, he awoke in a peaceful manner, his eyes opening slowly as the light from the window hit them and he adjusted to it. He lay in bed, just relaxed and no aggressive moves or actions did he take, just   lying   there. Mackey thought finally it is over, no more dreams, or sights, no one close by I want to control or even will try to. A peace hit Mackey that day. In his mind all Mackey could hear or see were his own thoughts, no one else’s.

                         Mackey’s parents now older and in their 50’s gave Mackey a 21st birthday party that day, they invited all his friends and relatives, spending a good grand on it all. Mackey got presents and money and lots of hugs and kisses and Happy Birthdays. The party lasted most of that evening and into the night, not ending till 1 am. Mackey was now 21 and he was dead tired, he trudged off to bed now, and fell asleep.

                          The next day, for Mackey was weird, he had no more control over others, his intelligence seemed just normal not high anymore, yet Mackey felt normal in all other ways. He wasn’t dreaming of anything, anymore, Mackey felt scared too, for the first time in decades.  Mackey knew then he needed  help, someone who could answer what happened to his abilities and powers so to say, why have they disappeared? Mackey wanted to know but had no idea where to turn for help, he floundered around looking for reasons and help,  no one came to help him at all.

                          Mackey awoke on his 22nd birthday and climbed from bed, his hair a mess on his head, his eyes half open, and stumbled into the bathroom, looked in the mirror and froze in surprise. The man looking back at him, looked like an 80 year old man!. Mackey screamed and his body shook and shuddered as he screamed and yelled, help me!  But no help was coming, Mackey knew it now as he raised his hands to his face and felt the creases and wrinkles of old age and cried, I am only 22!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                         That afternoon, Mackey laid in his bed, tired again and no place to turn to, he closed his eyes and prayed to dream, but, no dreams were to be found for Mackey now.

                          6 am, the next morning, Mackey’s friend and neighbor came knocking on his door, no answer so the friend kept knocking for the next few days, after three days and no answer, the neighbor got worried and called the police, they arrived within 30 minutes of the call. As the neighbor explained   his worries over Mackey’s disappearance and not answering the door, the police listened. They told the neighbor we will check on him before we leave, then, headed to Mackey’s apartment.

                          Knocking on the door and no one answering the Police decided they needed to look in on Mackey and make sure he was ok. Sending the neighbor for the key from the landlord they waited outside Mackey’s door. When the neighbor gave the key to the police, they went in. A smell came from the apartment as soon as the door opened, causing the police officers and the neighbor to gag at the smell. 

                          In the bedroom they found Mackey, sprawled across his bed, a skeleton was all they found. Mackey was dead at 22 years old and all that remained was his skeleton in his bed. Mackey had burned himself out, by dreaming his dreams, following them and controlling others, his futuristic visions and powers had eaten Mackey to death.  Mackey self- combusted from the inside, out, is what the autopsy found, and they never found the cause. He lived his short life helping others with his futuristic visions and his power of controlling others, Mackey will go down in history as a helper and mankind will miss him.

 

Television/ShutDown/Red Sox Nation/Veterans


      Entertainment these days is so far spread and wide and comes in so many varieties it is hard to group it all together in one place. The entertainment I am speaking of  is television and the fact cable and others have provided so many channels it is crazy to try to watch them all. You get over 180 channels with cable boxes and have everything from sports to old movies and old television shows to boat in reruns. Xfinity now has a box to allow you to record 4 shows while you watch a fifth as does Tivo, but who has time unless you don’t work to watch it all?  Choice is what the cable and satellite companies are betting on to stay in business each day and nite. It seems to work for Americans!

        I can remember back to the 1960’s, when television was still black and white, and television station we got were, ABC, CBS, NBC, and the New York Channel that made it here, by way of antennas.  The old shows like The Munsters, The Addams Family, the Original Batman (campy one), Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom, the Wonderful World of Disney, McHales. Navy, My Favorite Martian, and more filled the air waves. There were no swear words or vulgarities allowed back then, the censors controlled what came on and parents controlled what their kids watched. What happened to those days folks, and why can’t entertainment companies and producers, come up with clean comedies, clean police shows like Dragnet, or old style westerns like GunSmoke and Rawhide? What happened to the industry, now it is blood and guts, killings and stupidity on Television, why?

          Next Subject, ShutDown, why? As the American people, veterans and more suffer due to Congress shutting down our government, the Senator and Congressmen and women, get full pay, full benefits and a gym to play in too? Sadly, this is wrong folks, the Republicans and the Tea Party think this is a game of one upmanship or winner take all, it’s not? It’s turning into the worst disaster in American Political History fast. Oh we are spoiled little brats and we lost the fight on Obamacare, so lets make Americans pay, by shutting down the government, taking away social security payments, disability payments for veterans and closing parks and more. On top of it they furlough medical personnel from Va. Hospital and cut back needed care.! Are you people sick, people can’t refinance their homes, they can’t get loans, they can’t pay rent and electric bills, why, because the Republicans act like spoiled children! Wake up! It’s time to end this before we default on our bills period, pass a damn budget, fund the Government, open it up to run and raise the damn debt ceiling, stop blackmailing the American People and President Obama and lets go, you lost, admit it and move on!

         As The Red Sox and their nation await the winner of the Oakland and Detroit Series, I yell go Red Sox!!!! I don’t care who they play next and win or lose I will always be a Red Sox fan, I bleed Red for them!  The Red Sox Nation will support the team no matter what and we are the greatest fans in Major League baseball period. Boston is a special town in many ways and its teams and people deserve the best, take it from a Boston Red Sox fan from age five till 57 and further on. Nothing better than to see the Red Sox win!

         

As a disabled military Veteran who served his country honorably, for many years mind you, I don’t plan on fading into the woodwork or disappearing. But as time goes on I get more and more hobbled and need more and more help to walk.  The injuries from my service time are  now mounting up more or less and removing some mobility from me, now and then. For a person who ran track and played sports in High school days, to one who now needs a cane to walk.

Injuries come in many shapes, sizes and forms, and believe me I have more then a few. I suffer from chronic back pain, caused by degenerative disc disease. I herniated 3 discs in my lower spine, and three in my neck also. Walking is becoming painful and I have had to start using a cane now at 55, which is actually a young age. Never thought I would look at a cane in my life as a device I needed or would even think about using but I am.

Injuries come in many shapes and sizes as I said, sleep apnea starts up, then I get around to PTSD bouts, and then the back goes again. Endless cycles of pain and suffering make me want to disappear from the world in many ways.  I hate high stress and tensions and any pressures being placed upon me, and ultimately this leads to short bouts of depression. Who am I, I am an American Veteran who served his country is who I am!

As disabled veterans all over the country will tell you, we do the best we can under the circumstances we have and normally we do not cry. We have our pride, and we would rather suffer in pain and silence then cry out loud for help, unless we really need it.  Sadly though there does come a time, when we do need some form of help to carry on. It happens to all of us in the end, I believe.

You can only deny or ignore or push thru injuries for so long, before they make you ask for pain meds, muscle relaxers and more. And once you do ask for the help of these drugs, physical therapies, and more, it becomes a spiraling circle of back and forth and in and out of Veteran’s Hospitals. Sadly you can’t escape it anymore, you need the help.

Pride and Determination can only carry a Veteran so far, and we veteran’s we do not like to cry in pain. Each day we survive is a victory in and of itself for us. I am no where near as bad off as many other Veterans out there who lost limbs and more, but it doesn’t mean I don’t hurt, it just means I don’t cry!

       Thank You for reading my Blog! have a Good day all and Best Wishes!

 

 

End of the Republic?/Red Sox Win!/ Story/Poem


        The rise of the American Republic came about due to people who were brave, heroic, smart and in the end tough enough to make a stand. Today I am watching people elected by the American people fail to make a choice, stand tall and support what is law in ObamaCare, and open the US Government back up. Why, because they lost the battle over ObamaCare it is law,and there is no votes to repeal it in progress, and they want to blame President Obama for the Government Shutdown And the coming and looming Debt Ceiling failure, wrong! President Obama didn’t cause this mess or standing on the brink of a cliff, the Republicans did and if we go over the edge and lose the credit rating we do have America will not be the leader in economic matters or power anymore. In the past, other Republics and Countries who were leaders during their times failed and fell from the top for the same damn reasons, no communication, failure to cooperate and compromise and the leaders getting too big headed. Is America next to join the racks of The Aztecs, Peruvians, Romans and more? Will America fall due to stupid pride and arguments? Someone needs to wake up the Republican Elected Officials and Washington and get them to end this crap.

Next Subject– My Boston Red Sox won last night to advance to the American League Championship Series, to face either the Detroit Tigers or Oakland As.  As to Detroit or Oakland I do not know which the Red Sox would match up against better or worse, but I do know The Red Sox did a great turn-around this year by going from worse to first. I also know I got to go to Fenway park this September 14th, 2013 and will always remember the warmth off the Park, the Players and yes the Fans.  So Thank Yous to My Sister April, her man Arman, and The Home of the Boston Red Sox, Fenway and Boston for making it a great experience for me. It took me 52 years of being a fan to get there, and I still couldn’t do it on my own, so my sister and her man took me 11 days, after I had Lung cancer Surgery, and a half of lung removed. But it was worth it all to see the Red Sox live and in Fenway Park. I even got a Dustin Pedroia Red Sox shirt, I will treasure forever.

Final thing today folks! I write when I am well and when I am not I tend to not write, and I will still post some poems or stories till I do again. So please bear with me till I get back to writing and enjoy some of the poetry and stories I already did. Thank you all!        

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Why Must the Days End?
By William
Why do the days have to end?
Why do the nights have to come?
The Darkness rolls in,
Night reminding me,
Of, my past, my sin.
I didn’t know what you wanted or needed,
You refused to say,
So now I wonder and think,
All night and through the day.

I go thru life, a statement reverberating in my mind,
It’s one I carry with me,
And shall for all time.

My father, laid dying on his bed you see,
And these are the words he said to me:
My son he said my days have come and gone,
I shall leave you before for long.

But live you life to the fullest and enjoy,
Do today what you love the most,
Enjoy life to the fullest, and love those around you the deepest,
For though I be gone and you may cry,
Please remember these words, I give you to keep and hold.
Live your life with honesty and truth,
Be happy, be true, be honest and be bold.

As I leave you now he said:
I shall be gone and you will cry,
But remember this is not really goodbye.

We are all put here for a purpose, yes a plan.
When we fulfill that purpose our time has come,
And our life is done, and I am just a man.

The days will pass, the weeks will come and go,
The weeks, will turn to months, the months to years,
And over time, you will, have cried all of your tears.
But live your life for each day you are here,
For the calendar will continue to roll,
Time will pass before you know,

In the end my son,
We all eventually do what we have been put here for,
And our time is done.

Then he rolled his head, in his bed,
The vomit came, his eyes rolled back in his head,
And peacefully, and in silence he was dead.

I remember that day oh so well,
I remember the fishing trips, the pizzas, the laughter and the tears,
And have carried his words, with me and lived them for all my years.

 

          

 

Aging and Anger/Red Sox!/Pain/Poem


      Aging is a pain in the ass! We all wear out our bodies and spirits as we age, we are so busy living and having a good time, we don’t stop to think, what it may mean for ourselves, in our over 50 times. We bruise ourselves, we cut ourselves, drive ourselves beyond our limits to reach goals and in the end, we all end up the same, injured  disabled or at least sick in someway. The driven person does this to get where they want to be and to build a reputation to make the God Given American dollar! Then Congress and the men and women we elected to it can’t even agree on a damn budget and now want to use the debt ceiling to get their way? What the hell kinda bullshit is Ted Cruz pulling in Washington, and why? Stop the GOP, Stop Ted Cruz, stop the goddamn shut down and lets get on with the American Government and business, please! There is no excuse for the GOP doing this at this time, nor for Ted Cruz to keep this up, Stop the bullshit GOP, lets put America back to running once again. Write Ted Cruz online and tell him enough!

       Next, The Boston Red Sox go to Tampa Bay today to play game three against the Rays. Go Red Sox, Go is all I can say, open up and hit, hit, hit , score, score, score and win, win, win!

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        My Recovery had a recent set back. I lifted a dehumidifier upstairs in my home and think I pulled tendons or ligaments in my rib cage over my surgery wounds. Now it hurts to breath and walk because my chest sags on that side a bit and makes it harder to keep breathing. I know it will heal, but the pain and pulling just makes life miserable for me. Ia keep taking tramadol and ibuprofin to kill the pain is all. All I can do is hang on and hope it heals.

        I haven’t been writing any new stories folks, due to trying to recover. My poems and stories are all on Wattpad and Amazon’s Kindle for all to read and I hope buy. My writing is kinda on hold due to all of this lung cancer surgery and it being too much to sit too long in front of my computer to do so. So please forgive me for not, writing at this time.

       Today I shall leave you with another of my poems, I hope you will like it!

       

                    Special Angel

                       By: William             

 

She graces us with her presence each day,

Each of us see her in our own way.

 

She is here though, in all ways for us,

A beauty with charm and grace,

An Angel that brings light,

To, all of our hearts, right down, to our deep, dark parts.

 

Her presence is mostly in silence and strength,

But her beauty shines through,

Each word she speaks causes a pause,

Each laugh an applause.

 

She knows not that she is the Angel we adore,

Because so many of us don’t say it enough,

Of that I am sure!.

 

We appreciate her polite ways,

Her style, her grace,

The smile, on, her face.

 

She is like the hostess from above,

And she brings hope and love.

 

Heaven sent her down to us from above,

An angel with peace, intelligence, humor and grace,

It beams from the smile in her voice and face,

And she spreads her love all over us in this place.

 

We don’t tell her we notice or that we care,

Well this is my way of saying to you, you angel,

That we do care, and my way of letting you know I do share.

 

 

ShutDown/MLB/Recovery/Story Link


      As the Shutdown of the US Government continues, at a cost of 300 million dollars per week, and damage to our international status on the monetary front and economic front period, it is also affecting our status on the leader front. Other countries look at us and go they elect officials that don’t agree with one another and can’t get a damn thing done? What is wrong with Congress, the House and Senate?  And yes I have heard it’s ObamaCare or the new Healthcare Law, but in fact it is not! What it is , is the Republican Party and Tea Party  playing a game of chicken to get attention is all! We are the Tea Party we want to be noticed, well we notice you all already, and if you keep going we will notice you more and kill the Tea Party by never electing another one of you! Enough is enough,  Stop the ShutDown and lets get moving along, next will be the Debt Ceiling Argument and that will be a pain in the ass too due to these stupid political and childish games you’re all playing in Congress! Fix this or get the hell out of office I say, it’s not a game it’s America’s business not yours!

Next subject- The Major League Baseball Playoffs have begun on the Divisional Level. My Boston Red Sox won the first two games of theirs in Fenway Park behind Lester and Lackey, next up in Tampa will be Bucholtz the young man who can win the third even in Tampa in my opinion if he holds up well. Go Red Sox Go!

One More comment on Major League Baseball— If a Drug user can stay in baseball and keep his records intact as in  Alex Rodriguez of the Yankees, shouldn’t baseball lift the ban on Peter Rose and let his records and name in the Hall of Fame?

Ok, my surgery went well on September 3rd, as all by now know, my middle lobe of my right lung and samples of my upper lobe were taken out and a 2.9 centimeter tumor was removed with the lobe. My Breathing and surgical wounds are healing nicely except for a cough I get that makes me hack now and then. I believe it will let up sooner or later and I will be fine, if it doesn’t I will go back and see the doctors and have them help me get rid of it. The only other complaint I have on this point, is an incision my surgeon did located over the bottom rib of my right rib cage. It cause a lump there and I sleep on my stomach and it gets painful and wakes me up at night. It also causes a pulling motion during the day and a discomfort with any shirt I wear. I suppose it will heal and go away soon too.

I did a lousy job predicting Football last week so I shall not be doing it again!

Next I shall leave you with a link to my Story about me as a child, I hope some will read it and see we do not all grow up equally in America, just because we are in the land of the free. Some of us have medical reasons, others family reasons, so here is the link to my story;

“UnWanted”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CEKO3KW

Thank you to all for reading my Blog and Happy Sunday folks!

Stop the Shutdown/Red Sox/My Writings/Poem


        As we enter another day of the Government Shutdown at a cost of over 300 million a day, the Politicians in Washington sit around the House and Senate and point fingers at each other, blaming one another for the shutdown and mess the country is in! Why is that? Because they are all full of themselves and so big headed and stubborn that they just want their own way, how about growing up and figuring out there is no your way or my way, there is the USA Way. How about thinking oh, I don’t care if I lose face or if anyone points at me and says I am wrong, I am doing this for the American People and getting the Government opened is more important! Millions of people are hurting in an economy that needs help to deliver jobs and circulate money, and you people in Congress just want to argue over a law that was passed 3 to 4 years ago and is already law and now in effect? Wake the hell up assholes, you are arguing for nothing now, it’s done, over with and will never be repealed, move the hell on, pass a budget and raise the damn debt ceiling before you topple us from the number one country down the ladder to about number ten or twenty! What would Washington, Jefferson, Franklin and Adams have done in this case, surely not let the country they built go to ruin!

Next subject, The Boston Red sox begin the Playoffs today in the American League Divisional Playoffs at Fenway Park, versus The Tampa Bay team.  As a Diehard Red Sox fan, I support my Red Sox in every way and know  they will give the Playoffs their all. Win Boston Win, Lets go Red Sox! One game at a time and keep the bats smoking and the pitchers hot. Lets roll through, and see how far you can go this year! I love my Boston Red Sox, and I am glad I finally got a chance this year to see them play in Fenway Park and beat the Yankees too on September 14th, 2013. Was  a Perfect day to see my first Red Sox Game and Fenway Park for the first time in my 57 year old life. Yes 11 days after my lung cancer surgery, I got to sit 5 rows back from the field, almost next to the Red Sox Dug Out and watch Jon Lester pitch 8 great innings of baseball and beat  our rivals the Yankees. One of the best treats of my life ever.

Last note for the day, I have been told some of my stories are disjointed and confusing to some, and my poetry is pretty decent. As I try to write new ones in the near future, I will be reviewing all I do write and trying to make it all more clear and readable to all. As a writer I try to express feelings and emotions in what I do write, and pass it on to the reader without dragging it all out, thus the shorter stories I do. I hope to  make them easier to read, more engrossing and more detailed too. Plus invent much better plot lines. As to my poems I tend to write them from my heart and pass them on as I go along I hope they work for all.

Last thing a Poem for all:            

Hot July Night
The sun burned all day against her skin,
The body shined with perspiration and sweat,
She swayed to the music of the night,
And I watched and wanted her all night.

I approached with careful looks and gently you see,
To, find out if she would accept me.

Her eyes were coals of black staring back,
And I swear my heart had an attack.

We whispered in each others ear,
As hands roamed over each over,
And to each others rear.

The passion grew as we held each other tight,
Breathing coming in large short breaths as our passions rose.

I playfully patted her on her ass, and she whispered more,
So I applied more swats and smacks for her and saw her hold her shudders back.

She whispered to me, she wished to be alone,
Let’s go to my place, my home.

In we walked passions high, and our bodies close,
She whispered to me, I want you the most.

I pulled her close by her hips,
And gently kissed her with my lips,
Our tongues entwined and a fire started inside to burn,
For we both had a passion that needed to be met,
And she wished to be mine and a pet.

I gently ran my fingers in her hair, as second hand grabbed her by her rear,
I squeezed both cheeks and smiled, then smacked them as the clothes fell to the floor,
Wait she said, I must go and lock the door.

With baited breath, and a tingle in my loins I awaited her return,
Yes we had a passion that burned.

Each touch, each caress, caused our passion to rise,
And I could see the passion in her eyes,
For to her each smack, each swat, each touch,
Raised her passion oh so much

She swayed and moaned, breasts hanging down, breathing hard,
Her moans growing louder and louder, her passion showing prouder and prouder,
The moment had come you see,
She wanted all of me.

Slowly I laid her back, and started my attack,
Licking slowly down her body, and taking in each inch of her satin skin,
Licking some places harder and softer, and hearing her moans once again.

Gently I grabbed her by her ass, and spread her thighs oh so wide,
Plunging my manhood deep inside.

As we made love so slow and then faster and faster,
I heard her scream as she came, I love you, you bastard.

What a special night it was, both all out of breathe you see,
And knowing I belonged to her and her to me,
All, on that hot July Night!

        

 

 

ShutDown Solution/Recovery/Thank you!


      The Shutdown continues and not one politician has any idea on how to stop it? What the hell is this folks, it’s a game of brinkmanship and childish behavior that has to end! While these politicians play who will give first, and what will we get if we give, millions of Americans suffer and chance losing homes, losing jobs and livelihoods and the Veterans are angry because their benefits are at stake now, the elderly are upset over possible loss of Security and Medicare and Medicaid, and these people ho hum it all in Washington not doing their jobs. What we all need to do is vote all of them out of office in 2014, and redo it all !. Sadly, they are doing this in between election periods, and there is not much one can do is there? Recalls can be held on certain people elected to office always remember that folks, so I suggest Americans get together find all the Tea Party assholes, that were elected causing this mess and do recalls to have them replaced in office.

My recovery is going along well folks in case anyone wants to know. I am walking, and breathing better after one month, from surgery. My lungs are clearing up and the surgical wounds are healing well. My coughing is still here at times I believe not from my surgery, but from sinus drips, which I hope shall stop soon. I hate hacking and never had it before the two surgeries, I had this year. The first was a sinus surgery in January, and now the lung surgery in September. So, hopefully it shall all work out soon!

Next, I want to Thank all who read my blog for doing so, and to inform all I shall be writing new stories I hope in the near future as my health increases. I have more bottled up in me than many would consider or think about. My life has ranged from my immediate family, to Institutions, to teenage years filled with romances and hate, and separations, to surrogate parents who helped raise me and on the military and more. In the life I have led I have been married twice, had two children, and lived and traveled as much as I can. So I am hoping I can pass on some of those stories, and even some I can fabricate and make up also. For now I shall see you all next time, when I hope to give more thoughts, ideas, rants, raves and yes poems for all to read!