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Zimmerman Innocent/ Blog Writing/ Love Stories


       Zimmerman found not guilty and let loose.  A Fight did ensue in this case as to who threw the first blow or who approached who first. In the end there is no witness who can say how the confrontation started and what happened except the man who survived it. I feel for the Martins for they lost their 17 year old son in this case, and will never have him back, but, on the other hand the State of Florida never proved their case and overcharged Zimmerman too. Sadly American Justice did do right in this case, and the Jury of six women went over all charges to get there. The third thing wrong with this case that I saw, was it was televised for the world to see from the get go, and it wasn’t needed to be. Three African American Males, killed a Caucasian  girl  while this case went on, yet not a peep of it is in the newspapers, on HLN, CNN or any other station, why? Because crime happens daily and it just doesn’t get shown in that way. Sad isn’t it, that, one case was shown and the other will be solved and tried in a court of law too, but not shown to the public.

       Next subject today,  each day I write blogs, very few really read what I do write I know that, but my blogs are not written to gather readers, but to relived my own PTSD, stress, tension and to show me I can cope with what I live with each day. It’s a way for me to express what I feel and what I see, without hurting anyone. One person told me recently, I was a drooling old man who just writes shit, well, he found he was wrong when I approached people he worked for and proved it wrong. What I am ladies and gentlemen, is a retired, navy Veteran who lives off a Disability check for service connected disabilities of six herniated disc in my spine, Ptsd, Arthritis and Sleep Apnea. Sadly, my injuries occurred defending my country and serving in the Military of the Land that I love. So when you mouth off out there at people you don’t know, because of the way they speak, sleep, walk, talk, or anything else, including their skin color, race, etc, remember one thing we are all human, and should all be respected. If you don’t understand ask is what i say!

On that count i shall stop my rant, I will leave you with some love stories for  all to enjoy: I hope the women can see the feelings in them and enjoy them, they tell of early loves of me as a young man: 

“Angie’s Folly” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“My Maria”——-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“The House on Phoenix Avenue”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D910XBS

 Please enjoy, and have a safe and healthy Sunday/ Fun Day!

 

 

ZimmerMan’s fate/ Is America Dying?


       Saturday has arrived and The Zimmerman case is now in the juries hands and they will decide this man’s fate. As they deliberate and do the process, I remind Americans of all races and colors, whatever they decide is the final answer, no violence or anger or problems should happen. Sadly yes a 17 year old boy was killed, but so have many others been killed over time of all races, colors and nationalities. Justice will take care of the case and there is no reason for an attempted racial war of any kind. For no matter what, we all understand losing a child before his or her time and before we go ourselves, hurts us. We all bleed, we all cry. we all laugh and we all have emotions, feelings, and humanity in us. We all feel for the Martin Family as well as for the Zimmerman family, in one way or another both families will lose not only a son, but their reputation in society. Think about it all ok!

        Next talking about fates, what is the fate of America in the World as it is today? Are we the next great society to go under like the Aztecs,  Mayans and Romans before us? Is America slowly burning itself out as a Nation, Society and Civilization? Good question is you ask me, our economy tanks, our politics stall, and our country loses position in the worlds cultures as we go along, are we dying out?

        My final piece for today is a link to my lil books and stories  on Amazon’s Kindle e-books: I hope in someway my stories of family abuse, romance, military life and more including murder stories will sell and give folks something to read. My Newest story posts are Christmas ones:

“The Flying Christmas Tree”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DV80T9A

“The Importance of Christmas”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DS5LUNA

When you lay your children to bed at night no matter what color, race or nationality teach them equality, teach them love, teach them we are all humans. We all are the same, we cry, we laugh, we bleed, we care and we make mistakes. God Bless all!

 

 

     

Zimmerman’s Trial/ Second LIfe/ Danger in Internet Chats


       Today July 12th, 2013, George Zimmerman‘s trial will hit the six female jurors for a decision. But before it does, I would like to make my comments on the situation and the case in general and in some specifics.

While in bad neighborhoods across America and the world , people formed watch groups to prevent crime in their areas, not all walk around with guns in their belts. But that said, Zimmerman had a license to carry a firearm for the purpose of protection so no biggie there. Secondly, there is no law preventing anyone from watching anyone else from a safe distance and reporting what they see or are worried about.  This is America and freedom is a right earned.  That  said, lets look at the actual case and someone prove to me, how you know George Zimmerman started the fiasco that killed Trayvon Martin? Now let me state it clearly, no one knows whether Zimmerman approached Martin or vice versa, which makes a sad case of no proof for the prosecution.  Trayvon’s injuries show he was on top of Zimmerman, his knees and arms are scraped. In the meantime, Zimmerman’s head was bounced off the pavement at least six times. his nose was broken, and the Doctors all said the same, Zimmerman did not get a hit in on Martin. But the facts are what will determine the result of the case in a court. Six women will get the case to decide on whether Martin attack Zimmerman or the other way around and did Zimmerman do right or wrong when that pistol went off? Before the decision is heard or even put to the jury in this case, I would like to state an important factor here, there is no racial factor here it seems, because Zimmerman is hispanic and Martin African American. But imagine if you would if this was a white man who shot a black boy! Would a racial war start in America if the man was not convicted. probably.  It does go to prove that racial profiling, discrimination and prejudice have no place in America and should be put aside for we are all human, all alive and we all bleed, hurt and die. Interesting point is it not?

        Next Rant so to say, yesterday I was on the internet in Second Life minding my own and mentioning that I blog daily and that I completed my blog for the day. Sadly, I was told I am a drooling, old coot who blogs daily and nothing else and it led to me defending myself and then reporting it to the clubs owner. Sadly, the person said it, doesn’t know of my 16 years in the military, my serving in three different branches or my injuries from doing so, like PTSD, Sleep Apnea  and six bad discs in my spine, three in my lower back and three in my neck. Nor did they understand the power of the written and spoken word it seems. But that has all passed now it was yesterday and settled, today is a new world and day. But before you judge anyone you do not know, be careful, you may be attacking someone who saved your ass in time of peace and war.

         I live my life today asa Disabled Veteran who can’t do too much in real life and in Second Life I refuse to get into relationships with the opposite sex, for the mind is a thing no one should mess with, and you don’t know if they can handle the emotional commitment or abuse you may give out. I don’t recommend going into Second Life or any other chat program and making relationships with people you have no idea who they may be period. Sadly, it can get them destroyed mentally  emotionally or even physically if it goes beyond the Internet, so be careful folks.

 

Rants on Child Abuse/ and Books to Support and Teach


       I have a passion in life few of my family members know of, I hate anyone who does child abuse, and that includes all kinds of it. I hate physically abusive parents, I hate mentally abusive parents and I hate emotionally abusive parents too. I lived through all of it as a child myself and had to overcome it all as a man as I matured and aged. It is no fun to have PTSD as a child due to it all and have to deal with it when no one knows you really are! I also hate sexual abusers and padophiles of all kinds no matter who they be. The sad part is the world is filled with these monsters and we should eradicate them all or lock them up. They ruin children and people of the future, and make more of themselves, because the victims become abusers, because they don’t know better. Sadly it is a cycle that is sad in life and societies. Laws need to be put in place to halt this disease and problem in American and other societies. The innocents don’t know the difference and follow suit due to the parents who did it to them, they don’t understand what they do, for it is all they know.

Next rant, Wars, I hate wars, I hate hearing Americans are dying for countries who hate us even if we are trying to help them. Say hello to countries like Afghanistan, Iran, Iraq, all Muslims, we don’t believe in their ways so they hate us. Sadly, What they don’t know and will never understand is freedom for all. Now I am not knocking all Muslims, my step-father was a Muslim and he raised me ok, even if he was verbally and emotionally and physically abusive. He taught us not to lie, not to steal, be respectful to all and to work hard so those traits I give to him. Yet his anger fits and hurting of others including the children he raised was far wrong. 

OK, I have ranted enough on those subjects for all to see, I will now give ya links to two stories I did and am Selling on Amazon’s Kindle E-books; they concern abuse that occurred in my family and why it happened, welcome to them and I hope it helps mothers and fathers out there not to treat their children the same, they don’t deserve the pain folks! Link #1—-“Confrontations With Mom”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DC3BQK0

“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6

I hope these stories will save some children pain and suffering at home. they deserve better than this!

 

 

   Family, Wars,Facts and Veterans


        IN every family there is a black sheep they say, in my mothers it was her brother, in my stepfather’s it was a brother, in ours it was me. I never fit in see, I was the Lone Wolf, the one who did it his own way through school and friends not at home. Yet I was force into a position of raise my younger siblings and babysit them until I wa sold enough to finally go out on my own in some capacity.  Sometimes black sheep’s turn out to be the best of all of them, because we learn so much so earlier we begin to apply it sooner and make it on our own, and go back and help our siblings along too. So, being a Black Sheep or a Lone Wolf as they call me and all of us who are one is not all bad, for we do what we need to protect family, friends from dangers and to bring together who we want and love or who may be missing!

       Ok, next subject I have seen the Train Crash in Quebec a place where my grandfather was born and lived. I am saddened by the deaths and the wreckage it has placed upon their city and people. They need help and I am sure we will supply some as their American Neighbors. God Bless the families who have taken the losses and I pray they find more alive.

Next, lets rant some about wars, I hate wars of any kind, and Syria is trying desperately to pull us in, but we will not go, we have died enough lives for people who do not care for us. No other country in the world gets involved in so many wars and problems than America, why is that? We could not police, Korea, Vietnam, nor can we police Egypt, or Syria, nor can we choose the way they wish to Govern their people and nations, when will we learn, we are not the world’s protection force or police force!

All of the above said, I wish to leave you with a story today. It is a small story I wrote and made into a very small book at a cheap price on Amazon’s Kindle E-Books, I hope it makes sense to you all:

“National Guard Heros”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU

Tells the tale of two Vietnam Vets who stayed military, came to the Guard and taught younger people and showed their PTSD and faults too. I call them Heros!

Rants on LIfe, Death and Story links


      What most do not understand in life are a few basic facts, for all to learn. 1) Just because your family doesn’t mean you will all get along! 2) Life is really short in time for all, so if you never say I am sorry or admit you’re wrong, you will live a long lonely life. 3) Loneliness is caused by people refusing to tell the truth, lashing out in anger or just plain being stupid, wake up!

       People do mature at different rates both females and males alike. One day your playing with dolls and cars and the next you’re playing electronic toys then finally you out grow it all and relax and don’t care about keeping up with the world!  It’s all in periods of your lives if you allow life to happen.

      People fear death in the world for it is not what they expect, but we all will face it. Go calmly when you do, be peaceful and kind and who knows what you will find on the other side. No one can remember it thats for sure, because no one survives it to tell us what it is like. Is it lights out, is it fade to black, is it a heaven and hell? We shall never answer such questions while we are alive is all I can say. Story LInk:

“Children center Lesson and Years (Hamden,Connecticut)”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D6VAS6Q

“The Chase and Ending”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D6GD8ZY

 

      

Memories, Stories and Quebec’s Disaster


      A new day and a holiday gone by, new family met, and fun times had, and thru it all we laughed, cried and had a ball, one heck of a fun time. Sparklers, cakes, burgers, dogs and laughter, ya can’t go wrong!

I have seen and cried for those burnt to death and destroyed in the Quebec oil burn-up. Sadly accidents do happen and since my moms family came from there and I have visited it, and I am part Canadian french I hope the Quebec’s well and hope they recover quickly!

War, poverty, pain, and more are everywhere. We suffer in the world for the sins of our forefathers and others as well as our own. Life and the way you live it doesn’t have to be attached to  the church or religion, it does have to be attached to truth, honesty, caring and love. And that is the most important thing to remember at all times!.

That said, I will today leave you with a reminder of what family is and means with some stories I have written and am selling on Amazon’s Kindle E-books:“What Really Happened to Alex?”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0

“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952

“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS

“UnWanted—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CEKO3KW

July 7, 2013


      Had a great July 4th and Holiday with long lost relatives and my sis and more. My daughter the kids and her hubby too, was one hell of a party!

       My back is out of sorts from the activity, yet I shall survive a long time, I am not ready to leave the earth yet. Pain rules my world these days, and it seems fun is few and far apart, but I do what I do with all my heart. I write stories and poems and tales you see, all about my loves, my life and whom I be. The things that I love are important to me, God Bless them all for , I love them for free.

        In closing on this 7th of July and my holiday with my grandchildren and daughter and relatives comes to an end, I hope they all realize this old man is not just a relative who loves them all, but also a friend.

         I leave you with a story to read of family and passing on the love and respect all need: “Passing on……………………”——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952 This is the kind of story my grandchildren should know andlove for it tells them material things are not important but the things of love and the soul are!

 

       

July 6th 2013, Saturday has arrived the day


July 6th 2013, Saturday has arrived the day begins with coffee and a lil grandson to talk to and play with for the first time in my 57 years. Kids are great and fun and more and I am glad I have six of them now as grandkids.

Anyway, due to company and the Holiday Season of the Fourth, I leave you today with my poem, which may break hearts, hit emotions or you may even laugh at, but it is true enjoy!  : 

         If I Die

        By: William M. McCurrach   

 

            If I die tomorrow and my life does end,

            Who would show at my funeral my friend?

            Would they come from my youth, the days when I ran free,

           A boy in the woods, enchanted you see?

           I doubt that they would even remember me!

         Would they come from my Elementary School days,

         Ah even if I wish to know some,

        I doubt it is what I say!

 

       Would they come from the days I roamed high school hall?,

       Carving and writing names on walls, long lost loves and

       Male friends, and all.

      I doubt it you see for I didn’t play ball!

 

        Would they come from my teenage years, when my hormones raged?

         And I had no fears?

         I doubt they would remember me after all these years!

 

         So if I die tomorrow who would come?

         To see a man who always had to run?

        Would my ex-wives show up, or my kids,

        I do not know, for I am a lone wolf and that is my soul.

 

       So as my blood pressure rages, and my nerves get blocked, my heart starts to clog and my life starts

       To Stop,   Tell me Lord who will be there to mourn me when I drop!

My Short Christmas Story for Lessons for All


 “The Importance of Christmas”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DS5LUNA

A Tender story of a childhood christmas and why it meant so much!