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Politics Pisses me Off!


      Welcome, and this am my blog shall be about the Political Nimcompops in Congress. You can’t keep fighting the White House and President on everything you assholes, nothing gets done! Immigration sits still, ObamaCare sits still, Veteran’s Benefits still still, the Housing market goe sup and down and you do nothing to stabilize a damn thing. What kind of Leadership so we have in Washington? What is  America becoming due to infighting, feuding and more between political parties? Wake up folks, if the Republicans ever want a President of their own they better change what the hell they are doing, they are angering Americans everywhere!

Talking about Politics, the 2016 Presidential race, will be ramping up shortly and whom can each side produce for candidates, that will stand a chance of winning it all? Santorum, Clinton, Romney won’t be back, nor will Mccain for the Republicans, and the Democrats, will indeed need a good back up to Hillary!

       Next subject, July 4th is on it’s way folks. A celebration of Americans Revolution and Independence, which we do each year. I see our Veterans march each year,I see the flags wave and hear the fireworks and feel pride for our young nation! I feel pride in what we live under, our form of Government and the leaders we have, but mostly of those who serve this great nation! For without them we could become almost anything we don’t want to be.

Finally; My link to another story I wrote I hope some will read them for I am trying to get read and noticed some:“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU

Good day To All

My Poem and a Link to Story I did.


 

If I Die

        By: William M. McCurrach   

 

            If I die tomorrow and my life does end,

            Who would show at my funeral my friend?

            Would they come from my youth, the days when I ran free,

           A boy in the woods, enchanted you see?

           I doubt that they would even remember me!

         Would they come from my Elementary School days,

         Ah even if I wish to know some,

        I doubt it is what I say!

 

       Would they come from the days I roamed high school hall?,

       Carving and writing names on walls, long lost loves and

       Male friends, and all.

      I doubt it you see for I didn’t play ball!

 

        Would they come from my teenage years, when my hormones raged?

         And I had no fears?

         I doubt they would remember me after all these years!

 

         So if I die tomorrow who would come?

         To see a man who always had to run?

        Would my ex-wives show up, or my kids,

        I do not know, for I am a lone wolf and that is my soul.

 

       So as my blood pressure rages, and my nerves get blocked, my heart starts to clog and my life starts

       To Stop,   Tell me Lord who will be there to mourn me when I drop!

“Angie’s Folly”——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC

Depression, Mental Health and Help!


      It’s time to delve into the dark world of the human mind and depression, sadly it affects more human beings than anyone realizes It affects people in every family in some way, somehow.

      Doctors use drugs on people with depression caused by chemical imbalances or severe states. And it works for many people and doctors too, but lets talk depression at an everyday level so to say. 

        Depression is a state of mind many fall into and few know how to overcome on their own. It’s a state of mind where no matter what you say and do you 1) Don’t feel like yourself, 2) Can’t handle things around you that take place everyday, 3) have low self-esteem and 4) Can’t deal with people in general so you hide and become introverted and alone in all ways.

       What causes all of the above for many people is family relationships and relationships with others, because your different than them. The fact of low self-esteem come sinto play each day because  others tell you you are worthless and can’t do anything right or look wrong and outcast you. What can be done to help people who are what I call border-line depressed and can slip into depression so fast the may commit suicide, well, we can reach out to and help these people by making them feel they are worth more than they know or think. Build them up, keep them company, teach them new things to do, give them attention. Feed their self-esteem and make them smile some. Life is not a cherry filled pie so to say, but be there to help them through when needed.

      Depression can be ignited by small factors and large too. So it is not a matter of putting people in a protective bubble, but giving them the skills and mindset to handle anything. It’s really starts at birth and childhood and would carry through to adulthood. Anyway, we all suffer moments of depression, it’s just some of us have the skills and abilities to deal with it better than others. some may never show it to you, but it’s there in the little signs if ya look close enough.

 

 

 

Sunday, Religion, My Belief


     Sunday has arrived and the day brings for many Church and Worship and God.f Long ago and far away as a child I used to attend Catholic Church each and every Sunday, I made Communion and Confirmation too. I have photographs of my Older brother and I in the outfits when we made them.

But as I grew older I was given a choice by my stepfather who was Albanian and a Muslim, if I wanted to go to Church or not. After thinking it over I stopped going altogether,  the reasons why may surprise many but, each of us choose in our own ways.

By the 1960s when this occurred, the hypercity and hypocritical actions of the church had started to become known.  Their Priests were doing things to children even way back then,the masses were always in Latin not english and you got the basket put in front or you every Sunday. The collection basket made the church the richest organization in the world.

But as I grew older i figured out something’s about all of this. 1) The Catholic Church is nothing more than a organization collecting money every week so you can pray and ask forgiveness in thier building they built on your money and decorated in their way too. 

2) The Church will tell you themselves if you ask, the Bible says it too both versions by the way, you can pray and ask forgiveness for you sins any where and God will hear you. So why, do you have to attend church?

Then came the third thing to realize about this religion and church, who wrote the Bible really? The Bible is a book, handed down over centuries through believing families  one chapter after another and added to until it was assembled in full. It is on ongoing story that finally ended, when a member of the clan or family decided it was done and they couldn’t write anymore. Just a fact folks.

Jesus Christ was a man who lived and died, trying to preach to the world pacifism  a man who had strong beliefs against many things and preached them, but died for them too. He was human folks, and they wrote stories about him and his friends and combined them to make the Bible. Sprry but, I don’t buy a God who would allow murder, mayhem, thieves,wars. and illness to kill the people he made and protected. If so none of us would die, would we, but we do. I don’t believe in any other church or faith either, although I do believe in a Supreme Being who made us all in some way.  Will we ever know who or what it was that created the earth and mankind, I doubt it, for if you do answer that question then answer me this where would that Supreme Being have come from too?

     Attached a link to my “Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC, on Sale on Amazon Kindle- E-Books.

      Saturday June 15th, 2013, decisions


      Saturday June 15th, 2013, decisions always have to be made on a moments notice it seems, don’t you wish you could have some time to think them out? I hate making decisions first thing in the morning and I hate being nagged before my first coffee. There are things some of us are just not made to take early in the morning. Some it is too much talking, others it is touching and yet thirdly it is yelling, but each of us is different.

       In the meantime, as I wake up slowly my mind goes back to the early days with my step-father. He would tell all of us two things each day as we grew up, that were positive, 1) A hard days work won’t kill you and it will make ya money. 2) The most important thing he ever said to any of the five kids he raised: You can do anything you put your mind to, if you want it bad enough. 

       So, my quote for the day today is what my step-father said every time he had a chance to his children he raised: You can do and be whatever you want to be, if you put your mind to it and stick with it.

        That said and done for today; Take a look at my little book on Amazon Kindle’s e-books; “Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38

                    

 

         

But that is life is it not America!


       Lets talk Government of the People, and for the People today. Lets talk right given out by the constitution and The Bill of Rights. Yes Americans we all still have our 2nd Amendment Rights to bear arms. Yes, you are allowed to own a gun to protect your home and family, no you are not allowed to take that same gun and go out and kill innocents in the streets and stores and parks, and anywhere you please! What the hell is wrong with the people who do these things and why would they continue to exist in American culture and life?

While our Constitution put forth by Our Founding Fathers, is a guideline for the life America leads, it is not written in blood or iron. It can be changed, by the process in Congress and made to read as Americans see fit or believe in for the welfare of all Americans. We need to protect our families, our lives and homes true, but do we need semi-automatic weapons to do so? Hell no! We don’t need weapons that fire that many round at once, we are not in war with each other, we are home here. Those weapons are for military purposes only and war zones, not American Society on a daily basis, the laws that govern them should be stronger and fully enforced in every way.

That said, I ask how many Americans today realize that this country is being protected by real heros daily. They Volunteer and walk into harms way to protect our interests, our beliefs, our way of life. No one asks them to do it, and yet they come home victims of PTSD, war wounds and more and Americans ignore or forget to help them when they need it, it is sad. 

Finally as a closer today, as a man, a Disabled Veteran and American, I just want to say I support all American Troops. Secondly, I can’t do much these days because my injuies from my time in service cause me pain each day and distract me. I don’t sleep right half the time, nightmares wake me in my sleep, I jump from my bed in the still of the night, I have to sleep with machine to breath, my spine is messed up from a fall aboard a navy ship. All I have left now is to be able to take care of my own home and to write as well as I can to earn a few bucks, to have anything extra. But that is life is it not America!

I now sell small stories as little books on Amazon’s Kindle E-Books, they include poems, military stories and mysteries. A Sample is attached if anyone wants to see my work; this is the addy of one of them:

“National Guard Hereos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU

My Quote for the Day and a Love Story to be told!


       If Survival of the Fittest were easy the Dinosaurs would still be here! And If Mankind does not watch out we will go the same way they did. We take, take, take, and never give back. We will deplete the planet’s resources and be dead before too many generations go by soon enough. 

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU “Unattainable Love”

The story of a Forty Year Love Affair from a Distance and the reasons it never was fulfilled!

Quote for the day and My Latest E=book


Live for the future, you can’t change what happened in the past, but you can accept it and learn from it and move on to a better place!

“Confrontations With Mom”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DC3BQK0

My battles with Mom revealed and explored

 

 

The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres


The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres 

This is the opening of the book as a sample:

             Long ago, they called him MAC, just Mac is all they would call him, his real name was not known to many except his relatives and people just automatically assumed it was his rightful name. His real name was Mark Anthony Cooper, a Detective who was great at his job and known for hunting down the worst killers in the cities’ history. He solved some of the worst murder mysteries by being patient, and persistent, plus studying clues.  But his greatest tool was communication and control, Mac, never lost control on his cases even if, they drove him crazy, his cool calm, exterior and mind set made him a Detective who all wanted to be like.

Why Do I write!


        I have been asked before, why would you write, what makes you think you can and are your stories true?

           Well, #1) Being a disabled veteran with military stories in me from my 16 years, helps me with my PTSD I suffer from.

                     #2) I try to write about romances unfulfilled or make up stories of murder, to entertain. Mostly I based some truths in these, but not 100 percent.

                      #3) If I use anyone for a reference or anyones name, I try to make sure they can not be identified through the story and yes I do mixed Non-Fiction with fiction at times to make a story better.

                      #4) A disabled Veteran can’t do much physically or at times even mentally if they are like me, we need a way to relieve pressure and surviving.

In The end writing is like a way of getting out the things that bug me and getting heard in a positive light mostly. And to warn others on family lives gone wrong and what shapes people as they grow. I hope it helps others understand life, also my blogs try to cover the current topics in politics, wars,Congressional bullshit and laws. In the end I hope some can go yeah he said that right is all.