Donald Trump has no idea, or business running for President! He believes he can make America Great Again, that is false advertising on his part and a false statement period, America is still great and will always be great!

His plan for immigrants is crazy and stupid too. There is no way Americans are going to stand by as you put a deportation team together to chase down illegal immigrants and let you rip them apart from their children and families. Wake up and The cost would be unbelievable for the country to do such a thing. And one other thing if you think the Mexican Government is smarter than ours that’s fine, but they are also smarter than Trump, no damn way will they pay for a wall between the two countries no matter what Trump says. The Mexicans don’t want or need the wall and neither do we. Silly shit Trump says is all it is.

Trump’s 95 minute rant on Ben Carson, the wall, immigration, Hillary and his republican opponents was stupid, outrageous and foolish. You want to handle the reins of our government to a man of this temperament and attitude, are Americans sick, or just crazy, Wake Up. The way I have seen the Republican Debates, it seems to me it is a circus and the party can’t even find one candidate worth running. Sadly, each one has their own faults, says stupid shit and makes no common sense. If you notice not a one of them can give you a firm plan for anything they talk about, it is all speculation and promises they can not keep. And the biggest mouth of them all DOnald Trump is so far off in his ideas and plans, that he sounds so crazy and outlandish that if he won, other countries would run the other way when they saw him coming.

Sadly Americans will have to face the fact there is no real Republican that can win the Presidency, not in 2016, the ones who are running fail in so many ways to have the common sense, logic and minds to run our country, each one will destroy what exists with no other plan in place Obama Care. That leaves millions upon million without health care period, stupid. I hope and pray Americans will wake up and see the facts for what they are, Republicans want to kill OBama Care, let Medicare and Medicaid go down the tubes and Social Security too. If you wantt o save Social Security Medicare and Medicaid stop borrowing from them to pay other programs and bills and put the damn money back in place.

My Wife now has bone cancer which has spread from her breast cancer nine years ago, It came back in a storm in her body, it is in her skeleton system, in her sternum, shoulder, rib and spine and who knows where else it can be in her body. we have done MRIs and Pets Scans and now we go to a radiologist for treatment plans and treatment for the pain in her back. They say all they can do is make her comfortable with the radiation treatments for her back to ease the pain, but what about the rest of her body where the cancer rages on?

Look I am not unrealistic ok, but, I love my wife and she is now 75 years old and suffering more pain each day, I am doing all I can to take care of her at home, feeding her, helping her wash and dress, but I am no spring puppy anymore myself and I know someday soon I shall not be able to take full care of her, so where do I turn for help? Plus I will need to make arrangements to cremate her at death and sell our home and move and get the hell out of a big home I am sure I will be overcome with grief and miss her big time, plus I will be overburdened with how to clear out and move and resettle for the end of my life too. I am currently 60 in January of 2016, and on veterans disability and Social Security Disability too. What am I to do on my own, where does one turn for help?

My thoughts are simple care for her till she passes, sell everything and get the hell out, and get a place of my own to live and die in in peace for the rest of my life. That’s all I want, is for her not to suffer too much and to help her die as painless as possible when she goes Is that asking too much? I hope not!

Me I want a decent car when she dies, a place I can live with no rent , paid off from the big home we have now and to live my life out in peace and some kind of comfort till I die too. I will fill out paperwork for the Military to bury me on my death, so no one gets any cost from it. Is peace and quiet too much to ask for when your love one is dying of cancer and you have had it too, and you don’t know what to do, because you are overloaded with all that is going on?

I hope and pray, my wife of going on 23 years, will die peacefully and with as little pain as possible and that I can grieve her death in peace and quiet, and then be able to sell all I need to to survive for the rest of my own life alone and in peace till I die too and meet her in heaven.

I have heard it all from Mr. Trump,and The Republican party, I think it should end soon enough. As mr. trump will learn shortly I am sure, his political views and stances as a republican suck. In fighting between him and the other candidates are making it seem like a three ring circus. if the Republicans won’t stop it themselves then I am sure the American People will use it against them at election time.

Meanwhile The Democrats will take center stage with their first debate come Tuesday evening.  Hillary and Bernie and three more will take the stage togive their views and solutions to the nations problems and their visions of the future. when they do I can guarantee the three ring circus that occurred with the Republicans will not occur for the Democrats.

   In the end it will be the American people’s choice who to elect President of The United States of America. I hope and pray the American People will have more logic and common sense than the Republicans have period. Lets make a logical and sense filled decision Americans, don’t let stupidity run the country no more. Lets not only elect Hillary Clinton President lets replace all these dead end republicans in congress who just want to shut down our government instead of work to improve the country.

       Cancer has no feelings, it doesn’t care who it takes or when it takes them. Cancer is not discriminating, nor is it prejudice in anyway it gets all it can. Sadly, it raises it’s head unexpectedly and can attack at anytime. It did in my birth family and now in my marriage.

 It got my Grandfather on my mother’s side when he was 70 years old, it got my real father at 55 years old,it got my step-father at 55, and my mother at 59. It got to me at 57 and I am still here at 59, beat it once but who knows, now it has hit my wife for the second time in her life. Cancer sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently my wife thought she had thrown her back out or something after surviving breast cancer in 2006. Well, it has raised it’s head once more in her, this time it is affecting her spine, according to Doctors who did an MRI of her. Seems it has grown tumors on her spine, who knows how long it will take to fight it or how or what we have to do, she is now 75. Who Knows what can be down, but I sleep on a couch now as she sleeps in my recliner so she can breathe at night. I know she will need possible oxygen tanks to inflate her lungs soon and won’t be able to go upstairs anymore, it’s all too painful for her, She is now medicated on Percs and wearing depends because she can’t control herself anymore. Where she was once a proud women who graduated UConn  with a degree in psychology, her mind is slipping too, her memory is not as well as it was before.  But she keeps aupbeat attitude and keeps moving and trying to keep her spirits up as much as possible.

As her daughter and I now scramble to find Doctors to help her, in a panic hoping we can save her, we also know the odds, when some say the only thing that they can do to kill her pain is radiation. But we will fight on now and see what we can do to prolong her life and keep her with us. But I know if the pain becomes unbearable, she s\will be in a hospital or nursing home some day soon, unless it can be reversed. All I can do is pray and hope, can you pray and hope with me, please?

The Second Amendment of the United States Constitution reads: “A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.” We the people are no longer the Militia are we, we have arm forces to do the job. Citizens of the United States don’t need to bear arms, period, follow the Amendment folks no gun for the public.

   Personally speaking, I am a 59 year old white male, who grew up in a family of five children, with a french canadian mother, my father was a scottish american whose parents came here on a boat in 1919. I was raised by an Albanian Step-father who was a muslim and  I was raised roman catholic by my mother till I was 14 years old. I was raised in the projects of Waterbury, Connecticut in the 1960’s and in Naugatuck Ct in the 1970s, I lived among whites, blacks, hispanics and any other race or nationality you could think of. And yes I get along with all of them too and I don’t care what color, race, ethnicity, you may be, respect me and I will respect you period. I just want to make that clear for all before I start my little speech and what I want to say. I am also a Disabled American veteran who served in three branches, The U.S. Army, The U.S. Army National Guard and The United States Navy.

    I have all over the United States from Connecticut to Florida, to Texas to California, and yes some of each race, culture, and nationality that read my writings and stories and poems. And I listen when others speak and I respond in kind to what I am asked, believe me, but I have a problem with The Black Lives Matter group. All lives matter people period, no one race is more important than the other and the white man, or asian, or hispanic is not responsible for killing off the black people as much as the black people are of killing off their own. The African Americans are killing off their own at a faster rate then any other race cares to kill them off, plus they tend to leave more children fatherless than any other race why is that? I don’t have the answers to it but the African American population in America should stop and start looking for the answers to this among themselves, not pointing fingers at others.

      Next subject, I am a liberal individual who leans toward the democratic side but prides himself on being an independent in all ways. Yes I approve of women’s rights, yes I believe in abortion in the cases of rape and health reasons for the mother and child. I believe in Education for all, no matter what color, race, or ethnicity. Yes, equal rights and equal pay for all work, and yes Social Security should be fixed and extended for all. Medicare and Medicaid are both needed as is Obama Care, or if you are going to change Obama  Care you better cover all it does and more to do it. That’s my opinion. I also believe all American Veterans deserve full medical and dental benefits and that the disability payments for disabled veterans should rise at a rate better than they do today, better than the cost of living please.These men and women who served did so voluntarily at the cost of their own lives and health to protect and defend our country and you and me, lets give them the benefits they deserve! AM I too liberal, am I wrong, if you think so fine, but in the end, we the people will be electing the next President, the next Senate and House and it is about time The Politicians and candidates of both parties understand they are elected to accomplish things for the people not deadlock the government. Speak loud and clear this election folks, if they were part or are part of the current deadlocked congress and senate than they need removed and replace by people who will accomplish things for all of us. Make it So!

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Top Ten Reasons Trump should not get the Republican Nomination

1) Arrogant in all ways.

2) Obnoxious individual.

3) Has no experience in office period.

4) His Ideas for foreign policy are not realistic and he has no idea what he would be dealing with.

5) The way he talks about and to women,is a) rude, crude and indifferent b) insulting to all women and their families.

6) He has had to file for bankruptcy on four casinos he has run and they all failed!

7) The  amount of his divorces, is only exceeded by the number of times he has filed bankruptcy in business.

8) If he should win the Republican Nomination, the fact is the Republicans will lose in the general election he is not electable as a President!.

9) Ever notice when Trump makes a mistake or insults someone he  always makes  up  a line to say he loves them, why is that?

10) Politics is not always the art of negotiation, it is diplomacy too and the ability to listen to others is big, Mr. Trump fails in both areas!

And one more thing Mr. Trump is not always right and never admits when he is wrong, you can’t be President if you can’t change your mind and listen to others, period.

      It is now time folks for the Donald J. Trump Fiasco of a Presidential run to halt! Are Americans actually thinking about making this man the President of the most powerful nation in the world, come on now!

Do you really want to trust your economic, military and moral fate to a man who has been divorced three times, committed bankruptcy four times, and we are gonna count on him to create jobs, help the economy and the average American, come on now! Do you really believe his horseshit about building a wall across America’s southern border to keep illegal Mexicans out, if you do your more gullible than a 6 month old baby! And what makes him even think Mexico cares what the hell he says and will allow him to build his wall and them pay for it, never will happen I tell ya. This guy talks good shit, but the fact is he has to deal with not only the world’s leaders if elected, but a thing called Congress! You know those Senators and Congressmen and women. What makes him think he can overcome the Bill of Rights And Constitution  regarding the laws of who is an American Citizen or isn’t?  Our forefathers who wrote and produced the Constitution and those who wrote the Bill of Rights did so for good reasons and those documents are not only honored and respected by Americans but also by the world, just ask the legal and illegal immigrants trying to come here, including Mr. Trumps ancestors and yours and mine. So Wake up!

 Mr. Trump show me how you will create jobs, how will you get them back from other countries, come now I want a clear plan not an oversight, facts, steps and more. Show me how you will negotiate a wall with Mexico and our own land owners along the southern border and make Mexico pay. I don’t want the bullshit line of how great a negotiator you are are, how you have hard liners to discuss and settle these things, for we all know talk fails don’t we Donald! I tire of hearing all of this from you while you bad mouth women out of one side of your mouth, and out of the other side claim to back them one hundred percent in health issues. Your full of shit man, you couldn’t save your self and your companies from bankruptcy  four times or your marriages three times, be real.

Mr. Trump has no diplomatic abilities either! Can you imagine him going to Germany, Japan, China France, Spain or any other country who may have female Presidents and Dignitaries and calling them fat, ugly, over weight, stupid or not tens! Come on really, I can see the German Chancellor kicking his ass out of her country for his mouth, he just totally disrespects women every where he goes, not just Rosie O’Donnell!  Sad isn’t it, when Americans are looking for a new leader, and actually thinking of voting for such a man just because he knows how to control the media outlets and act well. This is not a television show Mr. Trump just because you can point a finger at someone on television and say You’re Fired doesn’t mean you can run a  country! And America you are a sad country if you elect this man President, while he talks a good game the facts are it’s all bullshit and he could never pull it off and he knows it too, whether his hair is real or not! lol! 

So while you watch the Election period grow and time move on Americans, you better be looking further and far beyond Mr. Trump for a President and get into the nitty gritty of who can really get things done and fix the mess we have. Donald John Trump is not the answer for America, or the World, believe me folks! 

          

             Ever get to the point of who cares or  give a shit? I have many times and more so than most recently! When you don’t want to get up in the morning, cause you know your day will not go well or you have nothing to do, but sit around all day. Well welcome to my world!

Welcome to world of I don’t give a shit and who cares is what I say, I live it each day, same thing each day, get up have coffee,check a schedule for Doctor appointments, no Doctors then what the fuck to do hits.Then I live with a wife who doesn’t like me tone anymore, gets mad when she can’t hear and I raise my voice to make her hear. I see no one at all in my home except who lives here period. My best friend doesn’t come over anymore or even call cause he is afraid my wife will try to sell him Insurance thru primerica, sad huh! I know it sounds silly but it’s true!

My day goes as follows I get up, have coffee play a few games on Second Life and read news, Then my wife gets up says morning, stares at me for a few minutes tires of it and leaves to get tea. I have coffee and then we both sit in front of our computers her playing video card games and me, on second Life no one talks unless it is about the Bachelor Series on ABC TV. I used to DJ to big crowds every day in a club in Second Life called WildCat Country but now I don’t anymore my wife said I was doing it too much so I stopped. Sad huh? SO I try to play X-Box One once in a while can’t do it daily or without headphones my wife hates the noise. So that I do seldom now too.

I do the grocery shopping and costco shopping now, I get the mail daily and something out of the freezer for supper after I ask her, if I don’t ask then I am wrong for picking something out myself! can’t eat just pizza or fast food either she doesn’t want it, and she has to have potatoes every day for supper and some green veggie, guess who has to cook it each day? Yep, me! Fun huh?

Each morning she assembles our pills to take hers and mine in four little separate containers and hands me mine. I swallow mine with water, coffee or soda and go my way back to second Life on my PC and he rto her card games and news on hers. we sit less then ten feet away and if I make any noise so she can’t hear her game or the tv news when it is on I am told to be quiet so I don’t talk anymore. Sad huh!

In the meantime I get notes from her on little square pad paper, check the oil level, check the tire pressure on the cars, change the water filter or do the garbage and recyclables on Thursdays. I get twenty dollars a month for pocket change and I am not allowed to buy anything without asking her. Fun right?

Each day i wake up thinking what would be the easiest way to commit suicide and the least painless way to do so! I think hmm gun, no messy, knife nope hurt too much, suffocation nope, involuntary reaction kicks in and saves me. Drowning nope I don’t go near water, so thats out and I don’t own any weapons really. Pills is the next thought yes I can drug myself to death and go to sleep and never feel a thing again! Ah what a way to live huh, am I depressed folks you tell me?

Is this a way to live a life? I write blogs now and then and short stories from my life and the better or worse days I have lived thru. I have a lobe and one third less of my lungs due to cancer and am still kicking. My wife had breast cancer and I stayed and helped her survive and take care of her the best I can each day.She needs me to dry her feet after a shower I do it, she needs me to stand by while she showers I do it, she needs depends picked up and medication from the CVS I do it. she needs to go to a Doctor I take her or to her daughters or sisters I take her. In the meantime, I stay online in Second lIfe doing music and playing Greedy or playing X-Box one games and reading or doing puzzles. My excitement for the day is if I have to go shopping for groceries or to Costco, Nice huh?

Ah well, I shall see how long I can keep going this way is all, and who knows what will happen next! Not me!