Mother’s/ Fathers’s and the Wrongs done!


     In the past I have written blogs that dealt with politics, candidates and elections, lack of service or care from some companies in the market place, and of course my stories and poems I have written over the years.

      Most of my stories and poems are based on real life issues and events that happened to me or around me and helped form who I am as an adult. many of them, if people could understand will not leave my mind or unconsciousness untill the day I am dead and then buried, or in my case cremated as I want to be, by the U.S. Navy. The critical thing for many to know when you read my stuff is my family is a family that was divided from the day I was born and still is mostly today. Most of this division has to do with the treatment we received from two people in our lives, the primary parents we grew up with. Notice I did not say the real parents but the ones who were primary in bringing us up and raising us. Their differences and beliefs and styles left much lacking when raising children and almost destroyed all five of us all children and adults. Again notice I said almost because a few of us made it through damaged of course but still we survived and made it to adulthood on our own.

        Some women should never be mothers, because they have no mothering instinct at all. And they are too busy with themselves to be any good to children they have and they have no way of really showing love. Such was my mother’s ways, and unless you know her childhood or why you would have never guessed it unless you listened to the men she married. I did that and much more over the years even after she died and found facts none of her five children knew for the way she was.

       But those facts are for another time and place and story. The truth is some women are born not to be mothers period and that’s a sad fact, in my mother’s case I honestly believe that one. There were five of us, four boys and one girl and in America‘s society today, not a one of us really fit anymore, nor ever did.

         The eldest grew up estranged not only from his primary family because he hated his step-father in more ways than one and for more reasons than one, but because he was lost and still is today at 60 years old. All because of lies told by one woman his mother, sad isn’t it. Than we have me, I was a fighter in my own way a rebel without a cause as a child, because I knew the man who was raising me was not my father, and wanted to see my father at least once. Mom of course refused hiding his location, his idenity and location period. I found his picture in a photo album in her closet she never got rid of it period.

       So there were more than two men in my mother’s life over the years and that has become very clear over the 21 years since her death and cremation. It seems my mother had three men within the years 1953 to 1957, and had children by each one. The eldest belongs to an italian truck driver out of New York, she never saw again, me I belong to a man out of New Jersey who married her and gave her unnamed child his name and had me by her. By the time I wa nine months old there was a  change again and my father was gone and along came number three. who she married had three kids by and ultimately stayed with the longest, decades.

         In the end we had five of us as siblings growing up under one roof and the two eldest always questioning who they were till they found out decades later . So, for a subject today I tell this to the world and mothers and fathers everywhere. 

        To the Mothers out there having children make sure you tell and show your children who their father really is, identity loss or not knowing can kill someone.

           To those who Father children and then run away or are pushed away due to circumstances, make a stand, demand to see your children, demand to be a part of their lives, and let them know you and your family history. Don’t run because the mother is emotional and upset and acting crazy, hang in there ride it out for your child and give them the identity they need to make it in life. Be a factor men, don’t dump the child you made because you don’t want them, they will not always make it to be normal or a healthy part of society without you.

A Life well Lived when you Give!


     When your young the days pass so quickly and time flies by, the summers seem so short and winters so long. Seems like all you want to do is grow up and be yourself and have freedoms you couldn’t as a child. But then things change as you grow older.

        You reach your teens and you then realized you have things to do and people to take care of and who take care of you. Responsibility comes on you then and slowly you become a woman or a man. You age a little bit more and the urge to reproduce comes along, and sooner than you know, your married and your offspring has sprung. Your suddenly a mother or a father and raising little ones and before you know it those days have gone by and are done!

      Then you live on to see the grandkids come and slow down to play and laugh with each one.You have your aches and pains and memories and scars, but you don’t seem to mind as long as they don’t get away from you too far.

        Then you find yourself with the one you loved and built all of the home and land and  children with and finally have a little time to spend together. You gather round now and then, and have all the children and grandchildren around and play with them till the days do end.

       In the end you find yourself with your lifelong partner and friend, holding hands like school children once again. Slowly you while away the hours and days and years you see, until all that is left is her or me. Then the slow decline takes place you see, as your life ebbs away one day at a time for you and me.

       So when your young and full of life, spend the time with those who love you right. Tell them you care and want to share, and do so out of love and never fear. Enjoy life while you can for all of us, are only human.

     Make you life one to remember, do what you want to for a long as  ever. But always remember someone out there will miss you when you go and are gone. So family and friends, loved ones all, live life fully and have a ball! Aging makes one look back and you want no regrets before that end does come, for that is how life should be done!.

America’s Dream, is it Real Anymore?


America’s Dream, is it Real Anymore?.

America’s Dream, is it Real Anymore?


Is the dream that brought out forefathers here in AMerica still alive today? Or is it really a fading glory and civilization like many others before us?

       America was created on the principles of freedom for religion, freedom for enterprise and freedom for all. Is it still that way in America, well yes to a point and no to another point of it all. America still shows a promise for those who will work and make ends meet and contribute to its ways and style and actions. But for those who can not find jobs, possibilities, and promise in America, you must be persistent and reliable to get anywhere. The other thing that is killing the American Dream is somehow, somewhere along the way we seem to have crested as a society and country and as a Republic. It seems we crested in the 1960s and 1970s, and began the downfall of America from the ranks of great nations at the beginning of the 1980s and have not been able to turn it around yet. Will we,, well I am beginning to think, like the Aztecs, Peruvians, Incas and Romans we peaked after a little over 200 years in existence, funny as that may sound the glory that was America in the old days is now gone, it has faded like a hue off a light cover and become bland and not interesting anymore. The American Indians had their run, the Aztecs and Incas and Peruvians theirs too and one thing history has shown proof of is the rise and fall of nations, governments and people, period. Are we next to fall and disappear into history, as so many other governments and societies before us? I believe the answer is more likely yes, than no. So as we go on in history and time passes American’s need to remember the greater days and return to some of the things that made those days and times so great once more.

To All Connecticut Landlords


I have full photos of all damages produced by MaryAnn Boyne to the apartment she rented  from me for a little over a year. She left dirty cat boxes filled with cat shit, food, and many items that should be and will be taken to the dump.I have 40 photos of it all. On top of this she could not pay the rent and gave us a check for half of it at 378.00 dollars and then stopped payment at the bank tp prevent us cashing it, so she could use the money to move.If you are a Connecticut Landlord please watch out for this woman, she is hysterical, and unbalanced also, in my opinion.

Obama Care Became Law and Politics


On June 28th, 2012 Obama Care became law of the land all must purchase some form of health care insurance and take part of the cost of helping others who do not have it. As Americans struggle from lack of jobs and a faltering economy healthcare shall now become affordable for all. The plan is not fully understood by me, but the benefits for the elderly, injured will be shortly. For the Republicans to try to stop a HealthCare Law meant to help all Americans well they need to back up and think twice. You want to help Republicans? Do us all a favor and write bills adding to health care to cover any loop holes, or problems there may be with Obama Care. Don’t try to repel this law, by doing so you will put yourself in a bad position as a political party and destroy any chance you have of winning the White House.

     As The Presidential Election gets ready to launch into full gear come August 2012, stop and think before you vote. President Obama did some things in his first term already that will mark his place in history. His Obama Care is just one, this man got the man responsible for killing thousands in New York, he ended our participation in the Iraq War and is pulling us out of Afghanistan very soon. Obama’s biggest problem in running the country is Congress that is  led by Republicans who are mad they didn’t win the White House in 2008. Well, the Republicans had 8 years to run the country under George W. Bush and ran us so deep into the red we can’t breathe, we need to give Obama four more years to dig us out. You can’t dig a hole 8 years deep and then ask one man to fill it back in in four years, doesn’t work folks!. If for no other reason, give Obama a chance to fix it all before you can him this year. Mitt Romney may look good on the stump and talking but in the end he has no solid solutions to the economy, jobs, healthcare or wars we are in. Romney may look good, and be a business person, but his statements are non-realistic at times. Lets keep what we have for now and give Obama four more years!.

      As we look around the world Canada our allies to our north have healthcare for all, and we do too now. Other countries in Europe have it too, lets use their plans and laws as a basis to fix what may be wrong or incomplete in ours and make it work for all Americans.

       And in ending today, I say this to the Republicans and Democrats in Washington, DC who are now in office, your time is up in Congress if you think you can continue to block any progress in America, because you can’t be bi-partisan, we will vote you out if you don’t vote to move the country forward!

Break the Blockade in Washington!


     June 15th, 2012 has arrived and all is really quiet on the political front it seems. Are we about to get a media blitz from the Republican Party come September or October for Romney’s mad run at the White House? Can his money really buy him the Presidency? Lets hope not, for America’s sake!

      Half way through June and it seems  no improvements have been made in the job market, medicare,medicaid and no rescue plan is in sight for us in the trade Agreements, Social Security or Postal Service jobs either!  The only part of the government actually working and thriving is the State Department under Hillary Clinton, why is that?

        I have now live through so many presidents it is silly really, when you get to 56, all you really want to do is have one damn good one in office dedicated to helping seniors and veterans and americans of all colors, races and nationalities. One that will stop the bleeding of the United States‘s money and finances and make us solvent once again. One that can and will return our credit rating as a country to the top once more and accomplish something period. A dormant America is not good for America, the World Economy or the World period, without America the world economy flounders and slows to a halt.  Sad isn’t it really, but true, we need to lead for it to all work. It doesn’t mean lead in wars, policing or fighting other countries, it means lead with brains, inprovements, science,financial control and trade agreements and in health and education too. America always led in the past and the world flourished and grew faster than anything in history and America needs to do it again.

        I tire of excuses from the Republican side about what we can do, or should do or why they disagree with President Obama on issues and why they won’t pass a bill worth the shit in Congress or trhe Senate. Sadly changes need to be made this election year, but the change is not to be in the presidency, it should be in the Republican controlled congress and they should be reduced back to the minority period. They are responsible for the log jams in Washington not anyone else, so when you vote in November, and all of us should ove r18 and legal, I say keep President Obama, trash some of the Republican Congress and lets break the blockade in Washington an dmove the country forward.