Time Rolling/Why Must The Days End


     The Time slowly rolls by, and each day bring different adventures, emotions, rushes and pains, and in the end I know tomorrow I shall wake up and do it again. Life must roll on no matter what, as my step-father told me years before he died.  It’s nature, it’s humanity and it’s life.  Enjoy what you have in life and what little pleasures ya get folks, before ya know it, it can be gone in a poof.  Always remember, it is not what you get in life or receive, it’s not material things that count, it’s the emotional ones the, commitment ones and the caring ones that count. Those are what makes you important to the ones you may leave behind !

Well, I haven’t written anything new lately folks, been busy with running to and fro for medical for me and my wife. So when I leave you with something today, I leave you with a poem to read and think on.

I wrote this one years ago in 1990, October to be precise, when my Step-father died of cancer in the hospital.  I called it;

                                             Why Must The Days End?          

Why do the days have to end?

           Why do the nights have to come?

            The Darkness rolls in,

           Night reminding me,

           Of, my past, my sin.

 

 

           I didn’t  know what you wanted or needed,

           You refused to say,

           So now I wonder and think,

           All night and through the day.

 

          I go thru life, a statement reverberating in my mind,

          It’s one I carry with me,

          And shall for all time.

 

          My father, laid dying on his bed you see,

          And these are the words he said to me:

          My son he said my days have come and gone,

          I shall leave you before for long.

 

          But live you life to the fullest and enjoy,

          Do today what you love the most,

          Enjoy life to the fullest, and love those around you the deepest,

          For though I be gone and you may cry,

          Please remember these words, I give you to keep and hold.

          Live your life with honesty and truth,

          Be happy, be true, be honest and be bold.

 

          As I leave you now he said:

          I shall be gone and you will cry,

          But remember this is not really goodbye.

 

          We are all put here for a purpose, yes a plan.

          When we fulfill that purpose our time has come,

           And our life is done, and I am just a man.

 

           The days will pass, the weeks will come and go,

           The weeks, will turn to months, the months to years,

           And over time,  you will, have cried all of your tears.

           But live your life for each day you are here,

           For the calendar will continue to roll,

           Time will pass before you know,

          

            In the end my son,

            We all eventually do what we have been put here for,

             And our time is done.

 

            Then he rolled his head, in his bed,

            The vomit came, his eyes rolled back in his head,

            And peacefully, and in silence he was dead.

 

            I remember that day oh so well,

            I remember the fishing trips, the pizzas, the laughter and the tears,

            And have carried his words, with me and lived them for all my years.

 

 

July Flies/ Health/Military Stories and More!


       The month of July moves along at an unbelievable rate and speed for me. Hard to believe it is the 22nd already and that I have been coughing and wheezing now for months on and off. I have had a cat scan that worried my doctor and showed dark shadows in my lungs, that is now two weeks old, next is the 24th of July and a pulmonary clinic appointment, followed by a Pet Scan on the 25th of July.  Do I fear what they may reveal, yes, who wouldn’t, am I overly worried no. I have learned in my 57 years not to panic or get hysterical at all over anything. SO I will deal with each day as it comes and each result as presented to me.

I served 16 years in the Military as I went from the U.S. Army to the Connecticut Army National Guard and then onto the U.S. Navy. Each presents a different kind of  pressure to perform and survive. I’m sure with those lessons and times behind me, I will be fine, besides I am a stubborn old half Scottish, half french bastard!

Anyway, my stories online in Amazon KIndle‘s E-books, on KDP will outlive me I hope as i continue to write and post what I have done. Yes my stories , are not the worlds best, nor are my poems, but I tried to express myself in a way the world could understand the pains, the aches, the laughs and the loves, I hope i achieved that!

From my military life I produced two stories; 

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DZPFKYS
Disappearing Hams
A Navy story of humor, and sailors out smarting Officers!
Ya might like this if ya like a laugh now and then and silly stories!

“National Guard Heros”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU

I hope some of my Stories will hit ya and you enjoy em!

Mackey-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM
The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
My Maria“—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
Three Amigos“–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

Jobs/Help/Writing/ My Stories


       Yesterday, I attended a meeting with my wife of an Organization intended to help people, Financially and many other ways. People today may think many things are scams, lies, even games but this company does what it says it will and pulls it off. Insurance, for health, life, cars, homes,, Legal Help Prepaid , and an option that allows you to get a job part-time or full-time running your own business! Now the thing is you have to like helping people, you have to like people and communicate openly and do the job, or like any other business, you won’t make it. If done right and you follow what those above you say do and follow the program you can be financially free in five to seven years without a problem!  Does it sound good to you, do you think you could handle it and commit to being a worker in it? Contact my wife and ask her about a business opportunity or help in any of the financial areas I mentioned at mmccurach@comcast.net!

      Next, among some out there, I get complaints on my writing, and stories. They say I did not make them long enough to be called books, I admit I only do short stories not long books and I don’t charge much for what I write. I am only beginning to understand writing as a hobby and job and trying to make what I write as worth while to others and convey what I felt or lived through or what my mind creates for fictional stories. So if you read my works most were not intended to be books but were written into book form for me to make a few dollars extra any help would be appreciated.

Now, talking my stories, I did a few new ones I have posted on Amazon’s Kindle E-books; I hope some will find them interesting enough to try them: 

“Disappearing Hams”— A Navy Story with Humor-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DZPFKYS

“False Accusations”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G- A Story of how one child’s false accusations almost ruined many lives!

“The Flying Christmas Tree“——-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DV80T9A— The Story of how Christmas went out the back door one year!

“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
My Story I Wrote, on E-Books on Amazon’s KIndle E-Books

http://www.amazon.com/Amazon-com-Kindle-for-Android/dp/B004DLPXAO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1369313575&sr=8-1&keywords=kindle+software+for+pc This is the Kindle Reader App for Windows PCS

As a Disabled American Veteran, I  try to write what I have lived or experienced or every once in a while a totally imaginative story comes to mind and i produce it. I hope when you look at my works, you notice most are fueled by life’s experiences and written in short form because it is how I convey them. Also, since there is not much else a disabled veteran can do, I do this to keep my mind and soul going strong. Thanks to all who read my works and help me to get across the things I say.

 

The Writings of Mine on Kindle e-books on Amazon


Try one of my stories and help a Veteran sell some!

“Angie’s Folly” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC

“My Maria”——-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“The House on Phoenix Avenue”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D910XBS

“False Accusations”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G

A true story of how abuse ruined not one, but three families and lasted for decades!

“Dark Secrets Overcome”

A story of False Accusation of sexual abuse and the destruction the original criminal did not only to his family but to mine too from the period from 1978 to 2013!

“Confrontations With Mom”

My battles with Mom revealed and explored

“UnWanted”

My ChildHood in a Short Story of Truth!

“Adult Poems of Romance and Lust”

“Mackey” an empathy!
only .99 cents on Kindle’s E-books

The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres

My latest little book! Available Now

“Women are in Charge!”

Wails of an Attention Deficit And Hyper Active Child

Real Life event in a true story!

By me!

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU “Unattainable Love”The story of a Forty Year Love Affair from a Distance and the reasons it never was fulfilled!

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A- The Holy Land Murder-2.99

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CD79QL2- The Disease- 1.99

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC- Tick Tock, The Infernal Clock-3.99 per copy
Murder Mystery coverts three generations, solved by Estrangement and Time!

 

 

My Short Christmas Story for Lessons for All


 “The Importance of Christmas”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DS5LUNA

A Tender story of a childhood christmas and why it meant so much!