Cancer, Toys, Stories


       Tuesday has arrived and yes the Bachelorette got her man last night. Des managed to get by the Brooks pain to find Chris still standing and caring and wanting her. Was a romantic ending that was perfect for her and him. Have to love a love story that works, thats what I say.

Onward and upwards today, next I am 2 weeks and three days from pre-op for lung lobe removal. On that day, they do blood work, clear me by way of cardio and the gas man speaks to me.  I have it on my mind daily, and wonder am I strong enough to get through the operation, chemo and radiation if necessary? I saw this same cancer kill my step-father who was 280 lbs. in ten months, I am only 210. Time shall tell I guess.

In the meantime,, I shall play with my new cell phone I can take even into the Veteran’s Hospital and get online with due to Verizon. My sister god bless her knew I wanted a new smart phone and offered to get me on, so I got a Droid. I will play with it and see what I can get to entertain me, for 5 days in a hospital bed. lol.

 My stories still sit on Amazon’s Kindle e-book store for sale, and a few are now on Kobo Books also, and many hide on WattPad. Hopefully some are reading them, I hope so, I tried to make them worthwhile! All one can do is try, hopefully with one of them I can make a hit, and make some money and be known for writing sensible stuff! Time shall tell for sure. 

My Links to them are:

“Conversations With Dad”——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00EBC5FHG
My latest lil Book on Kindle e-books

My List of stories:”Disappearing Hams”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DZPFKYS

“False Accusations”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G

“The Burner Man”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DWYZE9I

“The Flying Christmas Tree”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DV80T9A

“The Importance of Christmas”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DS5LUNA

“Dark Secrets Overcome”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DJR1OKG

“Confrontations With Mom”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DC3BQK0

“The House on Phoenix Avenue”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D910XBS

“Children center Lesson and Years (Hamden,Connecticut)”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D6VAS6Q

“UnWanted”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CEKO3KW

“The Chase and Ending”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D6GD8ZY

“Adult Poems of Romance and Lust”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D5L684I

“Mackey”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM

The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8

“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC

“Fishing Days with Dad”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS

Abraham– A Man of Contradictions”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6

My Maria“—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS

“Rusty The Beagle”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG

“Angie’s Folly”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC

“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38

“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child”——-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS

“Three Navy Stories”——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U

Three Amigos“—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW

“Passing on……………………”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952

God Damn It!”——–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU

“Women are in Charge!”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q

“WHy Hide It?”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696

“The Poems of W.M.M.”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ

“National Guard Heros——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU

“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A

“Romance,Sex and Fools”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U

“What Really Happened to Alex?”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0

“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU

“The Northern Woods Murders”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

Thanks for reading my Blog folks!

 

 

America Are you Abandoning ?


      America, America, God shed it’s light on thee, and Crown thy good with brotherhood, from sea to shinning sea! I used to sing this song each day while i served my country for sixteen years in three different branches of service. I did the Army first which I wa stoo young and immature to be in at the time and , then went back to the Army National Guard and then finally the US Navy. Sixteen years I gave on the belief that America was and is the greatest country in the world to live in and call my own. I thought of family and friends as I served in ships across the world steaming from port to port and doing missions asigned to us. I love America and I gave my spine up for it and for my children and wife at the time, yes as I humped my ass off and did my jobs I did precisely that, I thought of how American Families are safe because of the military and what I was doing.

       Now a days I am a Disabled Veteran who takes pills daily for blood pressure problems, to prevent strokes an dheart attacks of which I have had two. I take pain pills for my spinal injuries and pills for depression due to PTSD, and I lay down when my spine won’t let me stand up. I do less each day and I depend on The Veteran’s Hospital to take care of me here at home, and through my disability payments I get and social security disability I survive. I don’t have medical insurance i can’t afford it. I am not rich or even upper middle class I am regular low income folks. I struggle to provide for myself and my family, and those i love, but thats life when you don’t work, or because you can’t.

        I can’t go out an dbuy new computers, or I pads or Tablets or video games, I have to get used when I can find the money for them. My clothes are older now and my tee shirts ripped and torn, my sneakers give out and i go back to old ones for some to wear. These are now the ways Americans in their fifties, sixties, and sevenities have to think. You can’t go out to eat, or to a movie unless you planned for it ahead of time, life in the USA is not the same way it was growing up.

        America, America, God forsaked us you see, for he left you and met jobless, hungry and homeless you see, America, America, why did you forsake me, I served you well and went through hell and yet you abandoned me. Across America Veterans, and average everyday people who need disability, social security, medicaid, and medicare, cry out for help and Congress wants to cut these benefits, why so you can kill off the generation that produce and protected the country we live in. STop and thionk please, and lets see if we can get America, America, back to God’s good graces, and help our disabled, veterans, and elderly survive longer and live happier.