The Silent Searcher

                          She sits in silence and so shy,

                          Awaiting that one that will hold her close,

                          Aching to serve one Dom who cares,

                          Who wants her most,

                           And who, she will see eye to eye with.

                           Her silence speaks volumes of unspoken thoughts,

                           It tells of her self pride and self esteem,

                           Of what she looks for,

                           And of what she does dream.

                           Her aloneness speaks of her taste and style,

                           Of her patience and intelligence,

                           Her strength that comes from the inner her,

                           And make no mistake, it makes her very special,

                            Of that I am sure!.

                            She chooses slowly who she is with,

                            Who she may want to be with and serve,

                            How she thinks and searches for just the right one,

                            So she can be happy, content, and secure.

                            Seeking and finding is not easy, nor is it a game,

                            It is not just grab and go,

                            For more then kinks and desires and wants and needs must be met,

                            She needs the love, respect, and caring,

                            For which she knows she deserves,

                            And that has not been found yet.

                            A beautiful soul she has, filled with love and respect and loyality,

                            One so intelligent with a sense of humor and self is what she is,

                             Who seeks to be appreciated and cared for and wanted,

                             Because she is missing it in real life,

                             For she is someone’s girlfriend, mother and wife,

                             And is missing, an important part of her life.

                             All she seeks is one to fulfill those needs,

                             To care for her, to love her, to respect her,

                             To give her what she does not have at home,

                             For we all know how it is to be different,

                             And to feel so alone!.

America will choose today what path they wish to follow in this election. If they choose to turn seats in Congress over to the Republicans, then they are asking for a gridlock in Washington, that will do nothing for American jobs or the economy. It will just give some power back to the Republicans , just enough to lock up everything for two more years at least. It would be silly to do so, but the current mood in the country is Obama promised to lower the unemployment numbers and create jobs so we are going to let the other side in and see how they do. Bull Shit Really!

I would like to remind any and all who read this here and now, it took the republicans 8 years to dig this hole we are in and you have only given the democrats 2 years to try to dig us out of it? So is that is the way people are going to vote and make it go, well your not asking for help, your asking for magic.

Bush and Cheney took 8 years to bury the American Economy and destroy it. They gave cash back to the rich, and took from the middle class and lower class citizens. Bush shipped more jobs out of the country then any other president in History! he gave to his cronies and pals control for 8 years. And you want one man to change 8 years of work in a two year period and not give Obama the support he need to  do it? Sad indded!

If the republicans do get control of the house and the senate gridlock will only be worse and nothing at all will be accomplished in Washington. Sadly the American people may just do this to theirselves, because ethey have a lack of logic and understanding of the way it really works.

So In closing on this Election Day 2010, I voted and did what I thought was right, shouldn’t You? Remember if you don’t vote and get your voice heard, don’t complain when things get worse, cause you didn’t take part!

Vote folks

Election 2010 is tomorrow and I think Americans have to make a choice. If we turn over The House and The Senate then we take away any possibility of President Obama finishing anything he started. So, what I think is we should give him his full four years to complete what he said he would. Yes I know the job market sucks, but in the end, it wasn’t Obama who made that problem it was indeed Bush and The Republicans. So when you pull that lever think of the following for me, who lost your jobs in the first place for you and shipped them over seas? And who took your budget and made it in the red, the Democrats or Republicans? If you answer The Republicans then give Obama a chance in his first 4 years to turn around what BUsh and his Party did in 8 years. Remember Clinton left the country millions in the black, Bush left it in the red in the trillions!.

Why Must the Days End?

           Why do the days have to end?

           Why do the nights have to come?

            The Darkness rolls in,

           Night reminding me,

           Of, my past, my sin.

           I didn’t know what you wanted or needed,

           You refused to say,

           So now I wonder and think,

           All night and through the day.

          I go thru life, a statement reverberating in my mind,

          It’s one I carry with me,

          And shall for all time.

          My father, laid dying on his bed you see,

          And these are the words he said to me:

          My son he said my days have come and gone,

          I shall leave you before for long.

          But live you life to the fullest and enjoy,

          Do today what you love the most,

          Enjoy life to the fullest, and love those around you the deepest,

          For though I be gone and you may cry,

          Please remember these words, I give you to keep and hold.

          Live your life with honesty and truth,

          Be happy, be true, be honest and be bold.

          As I leave you now he said:

          I shall be gone and you will cry,

          But remember this is not really goodbye.

          We are all put here for a purpose, yes a plan.

          When we fulfill that purpose our time has come,

           And our life is done, and I am just a man.

           The days will pass, the weeks will come and go,

           The weeks, will turn to months, the months to years,

           And over time,  you will, have cried all of your tears.

           But live your life for each day you are here,

           For the calendar will continue to roll,

           Time will pass before you know,

            In the end my son,

            We all eventually do what we have been put here for,

             And our time is done.

            Then he rolled his head, in his bed,

            The vomit came, his eyes rolled back in his head,

            And peacefully, and in silence he was dead.

            I remember that day oh so well,

            I remember the fishing trips, the pizzas, the laughter and the tears,

            And have carried his words, with me and lived them for all my years.

 The Dare 

  I dream of her night and day,

  Her fragrance seeps in to my being,

  Her thoughts and words come back to me,

  How did this happen, from whence did she come,

  A surprise a wonder is what she may be,

  But the Lord, brought her here to me.

 Each day and night, through happiness and sadness and fright,

 I remember her words, her thoughts, her looks, her fragrance,

 They are now a part of me,

 A part she doesn’t notice or really see.

 These dreams come at night and during the day,

 They reoccur, and keep me aware,

 That out there she is, missing me as I do her,

Why neither of us can ever be sure.

Her smile, her touch,

They mean so much ,

Can she know what they really mean to me,

Is this something she can see?

I may never know,

For she darts through my life, like a mystical light,

They shinning and then gone,

As I watch and wonder and hope and ponder,

Whether she shall ever notice me or care?

Should I ask, should I speak, should I say I care,

I hesitate, in confusion and in fear,

Will I ever take the chance and say a word,

Should I, Could I, Do I Dare?

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 The biggest danger is if children get into such web sites as these and of course the web site do require birthdates to enter them.

 The Point is these sites are for Adults and there is nothing wrong with them being online except supervision is needed to keep a child away.

Part 1) Personal-November 1, 2010, this is my first post to my brand new blog here. I am going to use it to rant and rave and even post writings I have done for the world to see. I range in subjects when I rant or rave and they can go from everyday life events to political to even discussions on chat sites or more. The Point is to have a place to let out feelings, frustrations, ideas and even facts and stories I do. I hope by the time I get going and set up, it will be a popular blog people will enjoy following. But only time will tell for sure.

My decision to do a blog came to me after I realized I was getting to the end of a Writer’s Course I am currently taking. I did many poems in the past, and now I have done at least a dozen different stories. So many of those and future ones may end up here.

I also like to use Social Sites and I am on Facebook-Tagged-My Yearbook, and MySpace. I have found these sites use full as social connections to old friends and for making new friends also.

2) Political Outlook  to me-Today is also the day after Halloween 2010 and the day before the Mid-term Elections for President Obama. Yes I know the Economy is in bad shape and as our President he didn’t fix everything in his time in so far, but damn folks give the man a break. He has tackled HealthCare, which no other President has gotten through, Financial Reforms and more. No American President had ever done more in his first term in my opinion. I believe if he gets a second term and he should just for the efforts he has put forward so far, then he can complete what will indeed be ground breaking steps in American History and it’s economic future.

3) Another area I would look like to get deeper into in a blog and with others is the use of the internet as a Social  Connector for different reasons and it’s uses for chats and more. Like I said above I belong to many different online Social Sites. And each one communicates differently according to what they are created as. Facebook does postings to your page, My Space does the same also, but they also tend to go a little overboard with what information they give out on their users. The same can be said of Tagged, My Yearbook, and other sites. Then we have all the messenger services out here, We have Windows Live, Yahoo Messenger, Skype and more. Each controls themselves differently as far as members go. Also available is Pal Talk a free based service that charges for more personal closeness possibilities so to say. Web Cam sites pop up everyday for social purpose, but they also pop up for money making and more. They range from dating services to sex services over the internet, but my question is not why they exist, but is it a good idea to allow it online and how do we protect our children and ourselves from too much information being released? Controls and access to these sites that are adult in nature of any kind need to be tightened. For Ladies and Gentlemen, children of America are the future of America period, as they go and are taught so goes our Great Country.

4) Final Subject today for me, Soon it will be Veteran’s Day in America. As we approach it once more, I ask that people in America acknowledge it and  us Veteran’s who served, at least in someway. from the first days of this country, men and women have been sacrificing their lives, their time, their bodies to protect and preserve this nation and it’s democratic views and ideas. Without these self sacrificing individuals this nation would be in great peril. So when you lay your head down at night and sleep in peace and dream alright, stop for one second on Veteran’s Day and think of the service members so far away. Each one of them volunteered you see to protect this country and you and me. Each one has family and friends here at home, and they need to know they are supported and not alone! Thanks, from one Disabled Veteran to all who can acknowledge and understand!

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