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Lets Perserve and protect, and carry-on, and reject Trump and his Maga Movement !


Saturday has begun, it is now March 30th, 2024. Easter is tomorrow for those who do celebrate it, so, families will gather and kids will get candy and do egg hunts and such. It’s a day of reflecting on religion and Jesus, and his resurrection. Many have that religious belief in America and I persona;;y respect them for that. And of course I wish all a Happy Easter Weekend.

That said the world keeps turning and so many things happen daily it is hard to keep up with. Politics in America is a crazy world as an election gets closer. Then, we have trials of one candidate for President coming up, and he keeps working to delay them all or dismiss them. I understand his plan is to delay all the cases and charges Trump can as he attempts to run for President again, but, I think we need to know if he will be convicted in any of these cases he faces. So, the sooner he goes to trial, the better for America it can be. If Americans vote him in, I firmly believe it is the end of our republic and democracy as we know it. Donald J. Trump is dangerous and a threat to the country and our constitution, period. And I pray Trump does not win !

Next subject, we have bridges falling, we have air flight problems and of course social problems too, all in America. a war in Ukraine, the problems multiply daily. Putin gets a new 6 year term and refuses to stop that war, Israel has it’s war ongoing with Hamas still, as the Jewish people feel they must eliminate their opponents. One day ata time in the world is all we can do. China is a danger to democracy also as it eyes Tiwan also. The world is becoming unstable and dangerous and if we are not carefully, we could faces new world war.

IN America we have a social issue that gets worse daily I believe. People do not communicate fully and finding dates gets harder. People avoid one another out of fear of being taken advantage of, abused or more. So they invented online dating sites, I have now come to avoid also, they only want money and really don’t work. Sadly, our society, is becoming a lonely one and we have a loneliness syndrome going on. People are tied up in their cell phones and computers or on video games. Bars end up the last resort so people turn to them to try to deal with their loneliness and drinking costs big money. People drink and lose control and people get hurt. Taking a chance talking to others ina bar or tavern, is really just that, because one small statement can get ya hit or into a fight, So, most who drink, don’t meet new people much anymore then get intoapattern of drinking alone or with only their close friends. Society seems to be failing in that way, interactions are determined on the spot, and chances that people use dto take care not taken anymore. Fears, anxieties take over, and people avoid each other, it’s a sad situation for sure in America.

Well, as we go forward, March of 2024 is slowly disappearing, and April will bring showers I am sure and MAy will bring flowers, then the temperatures rise and we play outdoors more. People then, hike, fish, play pickle ball and more. We try to entertain ourselves and we end up doing so in our own way, each of us. I hope and pray, that America can heal some, and move ahead, but we are being yanked backwards by the Trump fiascos going on. We must at some point, reject this rhetoric and move forward. The longer Trump runs and makes the statements he is, the further down the road to end of democracy and our republic we go. we teeter on the edge of collapse due to his statements and actions. America must wake up, now. We can’t have a man running for office, who makes the statements he does and does call for the things he does too. What will become of America, and how long we keep the country we have intact will depend on all of it. Americans have to understand, they are being challenged, and tested, and if we fail and give in to this MAGA Movement and Trump we will lose our own Indentity as a nation and free country. Let’s not allow our country, our republic, our democracy, our United States of America, fall like the Roman EMpire did. Lets Perserve and protect, and carry-on, and reject Trump and his Maga Movement !

Stop Trump now, Please !


I was born in 1956, and the world was just awakening to rock and roll and Elvis, Presley. Car were still made of metal, and records were still around. Phones were on a table or desktop, or hung on a wall, and you actually had to pick up the receiver and listen and talk into it. It was a different time and as my mother said she didn’t like Elvis, but, she loved Sinatra. lol.

The sixties were a decade of freedoms and changes for sure. We went further into the rock ear, we sent men to the moon, we made advances in weapons, wars and more. Kennedy took us through the Cban Missle Crisis as others fought for freedoms and rights. A President died by assassination, we hit the moon, another President fought for civil rights. Then a third President that who accomplished a lot, but in the end in the seventies, he fell and had to resign from office for crimes and lying. BUt the seventies created jobs, people could live and we still communicated in person mostly. Then the eighties hit and things began to change, electronics exploded onto the scene computers and video games began to take over. Discipline of children change to don’t hit a child and instead talk to them. We now have hit the Cosby Syndrome I call it, and the beggining of disrespect in America between parents and children and so much more. Fake music performers, Regan economics and secret weapon sales and more President’s in trouble. Things kept changing, time kept puttering on. The eighties we’re about and America was still doing just fine, enjoying itself. As it did, American kids got more unruly, more bullying and more violent. GUns came to the forefront, and murders and crime grew. Each decade changed, not based on laws, but on emotions and the respect of women started to drop. The woman’s movement cranked back up, and we did get by Republican President to another Democrat. All the while women, lost right, were harassed and put down. The Nineties would change that a lot, as we had women who stepped up and attempted to break the mold and stand for many things. But, we still had violence and more and couldn’t control certain things like drugs and guns, or child abuse, the deaths and violence numbers grew.

We went thru Bill Clinton for eight years and survived although he almost didn’t, due to an affair and sex. Suddenly. it was all about a blow-job, and lying and Clinton hung on in office. He created jobs, adjusted the economy, and stabilized the nation in the end. Then, we ran into many years of close Presidential Elections, crazy candidates and women entered the fray for the Presidency in big ways. We had Shirley Chisim run, and other women like Hillary Clinton. They lost their war on birth control in the end in the 2000’s when a President Trump got Roe vs. Wade overturned. It’s 2024 now and I believe Hillary Clinton was right about everything she said regarding Trump, How The Hell did America ever elect Trump, a so called businessman, who is grifter, con man, liar, thief and so many things worse? He cheated companies out of money by paying them pennies on the dollar for the work and supplies they did for him. He failed at selling water, steaks and more under his name. He bilked and cheated people out of money for a University he never built. Yet, Americans voted for him.

Trump has his term, as President filled with things we never imagined a President would ever do. He Killed Roe/ Wade, he passed a tax law, that helped no one but himself and his rich friends. He told American’s during a COVID crisis to try tpo drink bleach th=o stop COVID on tv. He failed to build the wall he promised, and failed to get Mexico to pay for it. He lied folks. He lost The Presidental Position and office in Novemner 2020. He denied he lost, refused to concede and called the election stolen. He put together a plot to overturn the election, and failed as he called for violence on the capital, one January 6th, 2021. He called din Oath Keepers and Proud Boys who ravaged the capital, destroy buildings. got people killed and stodd there directing them. When he could lead them in person, for 185 minutes he sat in a dinningroom of the White House eating and watching it on television, and wouldn’t move to stop it, until his daughter told him to. Trump was impeached twice in office, he has been Indicted 4 times, had 91 charges against him. Yet some follow him and His MAGA MOvement like puppies following their mothers, it’s sad. He snuck out of Washingtom when he left and took secret and top secret documents with him, storing them in his home in MAr A Lago, think about that now. Why, Who did he show them to and why did he not return them when asked? This man, Trump gets preferred treatment in the courts and is delaying trials in anyway he can. Judges give him time and push back dates, and they need to wake up and realize his game plan. Trump wants to delay every trial past the election, so he can try to pardon himself. He is running not for you or the country Republicans, Trump is running to stay out of Jail, Wake Up!

My biggest fear in 2024 after living 68 years in America, and defending and serving the country I live in and love is Trump being elected again for in the end he will sell us out to Putin in a heart beat to save his ass. If You vote Donald J, Trump, you are viting a criminal into office, who is as Hillary, R. Clinton told you, Putin’s Puppet in all ways. Do me a favor and realize Americans, if Trump gets in, he will cell you out to save his own ass, he already tried once. Save your republic, save your democracy, save your freedoms and rights, VOTE Biden/ Harris. Lock Trump Up, get him to trial, let a jury of his peers tell you when thye convict him. Trump should never be allowed near the White House or Presidency or any other office again in America!

Cold Harbor Brewery, Westborough, Mass.


March 26th, 2024 is upon us all and the month is running down. As it does I continue to explore Westborough, Ma., it’s neighborhood and people and atmosphere and things to do. Westborough is a town that is friendly to most, and has places to gather, like taverns, bars and restaurants also. It’s library is quaint, and full of many books, magazines, and so much more, if you love reading. The Library staff is friendly and helpful in all ways, they love to help if you need them.

I have been slowly exploring the taverns/ bars in Westborough, first off because I am a widower and single and like to be able to talk to others, and meet new people and hopefully make new friends. Social interaction is vital to seniors like myself and others, so, it is nice to see some like to be welcoming and talkable.

I went to Cold Harbor Brewery on Otis Street on a Sunday here, and took a seat at the bar, to have a sandwhich and beer and see what it was like. It has plenty of parking, and it will fill up fast on some days and at times after 4 pm. So choose your time to visit carefully and be prepared to see people there. It is currently as I see it doing decent business and a friendly atmosphere, clean.

I had a Cuban Sandwhich and two beers as I watched the NCAA on the televisions there. The sandwhich was good and tastey and came with french fries in my case. The staff is attentive and aware of everyone there. They have a backroom you can rent for private parties and, a back corner in that room for bands/ music for parties. They do have Events scheduled and you can find them on the internet web site for Cold Harbor Brewery here in Westborough, Mass.

I would recommend you give Cold Habor Brewery a shot and check it out, it’s airy, and has dinning areas for families or couples, or singles too. It has sovenier shirts for sale and hats too. Overall, Cold Harbor Brewery is a friendly experience, it will more than likely be around long time and it has an outside area for warmers days in the spring/ summer and fall.

Overall, I would say Cold Harbor Brewery and it’s staff and atmosphere is something many in Westborough or surrounding towns will come to enjoy ! As long as they can keep it clean, neat and friendly, I suspect it will become a very popular place to go and relax for many. Take it from me !

They do have schedules for entertainment here, check the site for them. Some good music and more. I have been told they have Kareoke here on some night, I am going to check when, and what bands come in also. I am sure you can find out, on their website. Try Cold Harbor Brewery folks ! I did and I was pleased once, I got a seat.

Looking Back, Still here!


Saturday March 23rd, 2024, began for me at 5:30 Am, when I awoke. Chilly outside at this time 23 degrees and we are now in spring, yet it has ceased to actually have sprung, it seems. It, seems to be a morning for me of reflections and thoughts of the past mostly. I stop at times to think of my childhood, and growing up the way I did, under the circumstances my parents had and all my siblings and I.

We were never a rich family, and my step-father and my mother both worked all their lives , practically. Dad was a Machinist, who worked in a factory and mom a Nurse’s Aid, they both worked mostly the second shift 3 pm to 11 pm. To save money my elder brother would babysit us in the evening, until I was old enough to take over. He went off into the sports world playing any sport he could to escape, and I ended up the babysitter for my two younger brothers and my sister. I used to have to rush home everyday from High School to be there, when they left for work. Until, I hit a point in time, I met girls and made friends in the town we lived in. Then I basically escaped too. But, I always was forced to help dad rebuild the home, and the stone wall we had. I had to fight with my younger brother, who was mad as hell at dad for beating us and mistreating us, and he went after his younger siblings, until I stopped him. It was a position of older brother and protector I was forced into for a while and learned things from.

Eventually, I had enough and got fed up with it all and by my Junior Year of High School I quit school, got a job, and paid my parents a rent to live home. At one point I had blow-up with Dad and he threw me out into the street, clothes and all in a snow storm, I ended up in the YMCA, for a couple of years. I did The U.S. Army for about 6 months and got a trainee discharge, but, joined the National Guard. Did that for a few years, and then joined the Navy, for a good 12 years.

I was married the first time for 12 years, the last two separated from my wife and daughters and came home. My first wife I met in the Navy and it was a decent marriage until her past came back to haunt her. Once ethe divorce became final, I floundered some and move around, from the YMCA, to a apartment in a basement of someone’s building who gave me a break on the rent. I used to hang out in a friend’s apartment at times and at the Dunkin Doughnuts in town. Then I started looking for a way to start my life over, I was lonely. So I started going to Single’s Dances at a Tavern in a different town.

That’s where I met my second wife, who was really the love of my life. She was 16 years older than I, smart, pretty, a sense of humor and a lady I will love forever. We hooked dup on that dance floor first, dated some for the summer and by fall she invited me to move in with her. I did. We stayed together from there on for the next 28 years, in two different homes in two different cities. Our life was a quiet one for 28 years as we worked at first untilI couldn’t anymore due to Naval Injuries, and then lived off my disabilities and out social securities until she died. We paid off the home we had and we would always go to visit her kid, he family and the only one I saw was my sister now and then.

I was fine, because my family was never close. Then in 2005, my wife was diagnosed with breast cancer and the battle to keep her alive began. Doctor’s, tests, prescriptions and then ultimately chemo and radiation, until she went into remission. Then, I got lung cancer in 2013, and had a lobe and a third of my lung removed, no chemo or radiation needed and survived. Then her breast cancer returned, and the treatments came back, taking her back and forth all the time. COVID hit and she had to suffer thru the treatments on her own for a few months until they let me in with her. Then COVID restraints were lifted and we kept her on them steady. Finally at one point the Doctors told us the treatments were not working for her anymore and dher cancer was advancing, she opted to go to Immunno therapy then. I had no say, because it was the last resort for her and she knew it.

Immuno Theraphy it was for a year or so,until they shut her off and I was pushing her in a wheel chair to the Doctors each week for check-ups. She recovered some and was able at one point to be as close to normal as she could and even walked around the house and such. It was almost normal in all ways. Then, one night it was bedtime, I looked at her and said lets go to bed, she said no, she was staying in my recliner that nite. I went up to bed and went to sleep, till 3 am, when I heard the walls banging. I rushed downstairs, and found her, on the floor in the doorway to the bathroom. She had fallen and hit her head, I got her up and into a chair and tried to check her, but, she wasn’t well. I then told her I was calling an ambulance she refused and told me to call her daughter. I did, but, that only delayed me calling the ambulance and off to the hospital we went. We went through her hospitalization the first time halfway decent, took her two months to get back home after a stay in a rehab facility. I visited her daily, talking to her, watching TV with her, staying with her all I could. Then, she came home for a while once more for about a month.

One night we were atching television together, and she slumped to one side in her chair. I asked her why she was slumping, she said she didn’r know and I knew she wasn’t right. I called an ambulance again and off we went to the Emergency Room. They admitted her, treated her for two weeks the best they could then sent her off to a new Rehab in Hartford. For a month I drove there each day, spending time with her as she tried to recover once more, until a doctor came in and told her and I they were transferring her back to the rehab near our home. What I didn’t know and learned at that time was her cancer has spread to her bones and blood stream and brain and she has a small tumor in her brain. I was hocked and scarred now, but I stayed strong for her, the best I could.

My wife knew she was dying, at that point, and tried to fight back the best she could. I stayed with her, and tried to feed her the best I could,watch TV with her, talk to her all I could. But, by now it was the beggining of July of 2021, and she was fading fast. I came in one day in late July to find her trying to eat an durable to get the food to her mouth, so I fed her and went to see the Aministrator of the Rehab. I asked why she wasn’t being fed, and was upset. The Administrator looked at me and told me they are doing what they could. I asked how much longer her medicaid would cover and was told three more days. I called in Hospice and set her up to come home in two days.

The Hospice team set up a bed and equipment for her in our home and she came home to me, on July 29th, 2021. If ed her, hired a nurse to clean her daily and did the best I could. I had my sister come help me with her and tried to get her daughter too come and help. In the end, we did all we could for my wife, I know I did, On August 1oth, 2021, the nurse came to clean her, and told me she would not touch her. I asked why and she said, she had seen this stage before and my wife was on her way out. The nurse stayed for her hour I paid for and then left, 20minutes later, my wife passed. The cancer had won and I had lost. I still remember I had kissed her forehead and told her I loved her, and her last words to me were she loved me too.

Ten days later, we buried my wife, and I said my final goodbye to her by her grave as I cried. After 16 years of her fighting cancer rit was over, she was finally at rest. Thank God for that, for she had suffered bravely for those 16 years. As to me, I had to go on, which meant, selling all in the house and the house and getting out of it myself. My sister helped me thru it all and I stayed with her till I could find a place of my own, in another town and state nearer to her. Now a days, I live in a 956 ft. condo in Massachuetts, by myself, I am lonely at times and sometimes find myself reminising and looking back. I miss her everyday and I know she can’t come back and I can not reach her either. So I struggle at times, and push through the best I can, it will be three years in August of this year 2024. As to what happens to me, I do not know, I go day by day and push through the best I can, living in a 55 plus community in strange town, but, I am still here. The question is for how long and what is next ?

I would never vote Trump and have never!


Biden vs Trump part two is here. It is crazy to see, both are up there in age, and I remind all Trump is only three years younger than Biden.

We all know their views on all subjects from the economy to the environment and more. One wants to attack everyone and the world and control all if he becomes President, and the other stays in the normal politically. IT’s pretty sad we are hearing about only certain subjects, abortion, economy, security of the border, the same stuff that was in the 2020 race also. We seem to be rehashing the 2016 and 2020 elections, same subjects and same views, mostly.

Why would anyone vote for a man who wants to be a dictator and admits it, attacks women, buys his way out of trouble and has 4 indictments, 2 impeachments, and now 88 charges still out there ? I don’t get it, but his MAGA followers will vote for him it seems. I have to admit, Trump has found a way to delay every case against him in a court of law. What I don’t understand is why these Judges are allowing him to do so, are they that blind not to see what he is doing, or, are they just favoring him, in every case that has come up?

What I want to know is simple, why is Donald J. Trump allowed preference and favor, and gets what he wants, if we were in his position, we would have been on trial, convicted and locked up long ago, for all he has done ! Try doing some of it and see for yourself. Try calling people to Washington and destroying the capital with them, try stealing Top Secret and Secret documents, go ahead I dare you. Try grabbing women by their privates or raping them, go ahead and lets see how long you are walking free. Yet, people will vote for this man, why? Does anyone know why Donald J. Trump is being treated differently than you or I would be, if we did, all he did. As to his followers, ignoring the crimes and acts he did, no one can deny he did them, it’s recorded by television, and radio. It’sa sad world, when this one man, can run for President again, and all of this is hanging over his head and gets away with delaying tactics in the courts. Are these Judges scarred of saying enough and lets try the cases and get it done? Is it his money, or are these Judges afraid of the MAGA followers and the violence they can cause and have? I hear Trump’s world screaming of election interference there has been none, none has been found. Let me say this and Ask this- how long will the courts and judges involved and prosecutors involved keep giving Trump preferencial treatment ?

I think the Judges should be checked for bribes, or being maga members. I think the cases as they sit now all delayed is a disgrace to the courts, and a wrong being done to the American People by the Judges. We need answers to all the legal processes surrounding Trump and we the American People want to know is he guilty, before we vote ! I know I do, don’t you? Tell me America, I know for me I would never vote Trump and have never, but a man with 88 crimes, 4 indictments and 2 Impeachments in his one term in office, is not in my opinion a Presidental candidate.

Exploration/ Westborough, Mass.


Exploration of Westborough, Mass. for me has been slow, I have now lived in a 55 plus community here since March of 2022. At 68 and being a widower, I tend like most my age to stay to myself, and avoid large crowds. I have been up and down RTE 9 of course, to the center of Westborough itself, to the Library and got a card. I have been to Central House, JP’s Tavern, Red Heat Tavern, and Cold Habor Brewery too. Yet, I don’t stay in any of the taverns or bars in town I stay to eat a sandwhich and have a beer and leave. I have been to Bowlero on RTE 9 in Shrewsbury, and The Apex in Marlboro, the Neighbor Tavern again in and outs only, why I am not a drinker in reality. I have been to Salomon Pond Mall and Natic Mall also. Basically I tend to stay in Westborough, unless I have an appointment out of town for medical purposes. It is a town that is always moving I must admit, and lots of people here. Most have friends I see and family here. Unlike the situation regarding those of us newer to town and older, we keep exploring and hope to make friends is all, for some it works for others it don’t, lol. Since I do not go bar/ tavern hoping much, at all, I end up stopping in The Book Store now and then, I do my shopping at Stop and Shop these days too. BJ’s in Northboro is good for big items if I want them, or gas, so I did get a membership there. I tend to explore slowly, and look for places I feel comfortable in. I think that is what most people do in their own lives too !.

Being 68, I tend to be careful with how much I spend, how I spend it and for what reasons. Shopping in Westborough is decent enough and you can probably find what you need right up and down RTE 9. It is close to highways and main roads to get anywhere you wish from Boston and above to CT or RI or NY even. 495. 290 and more can all be reached from here. The central location is good if you like to travel around and check things out. Lots of parks and trails around also and as they say Boston is always busy with plenty to see and do, if interested. Boston is 33 miles from me, where I live. Again I don’t partake or go into Boston, it’s too congested to drive in. I have gone to Auburn once or twice for a ride is all or to buy a bowling ball lol. State Parks and Resevoirs are around also. My fellow 55 plus neighbors seem to find places to go and things to do a lot better than I do, but to each their own.

I even found the train station in town one day lol. Someone told me ya can take a train into Boston for the day and it doesn’t cost a arm and a leg. Haven’t done it yet, but, I may at some point. I hesitate to go out alone at my age, 68, and am a homebody by nature. I know there are places to go and such I have been told if I look online or ask people. But, being a widower, I am used to having my wife to share experiences with, and she passed in 21. I was married 28 years, when she passed, and it is never easy to replace the one you lost, nor do I wish to rush into anything, anyway. I shy from large crowds, I avoid events and parties even in my own condo complex. As I continue to explore Westborough, all I can hope for is making some friends at some point, but all takes time for sure.

Westborough, Mass. is a cozy town indeed, and I hope to make new friend here, but, I will not rush anything. I have tried PickleBall, it was fun till I sprained an ankle lol. I may go back to it this year at some point for fun. I do play pool once a week in my condo complex and now, I have started playing Mexican Dominos once a week. What else there may be to do in Westborough is beyond me so far, but, I shall continue exploring.

I found Panera Bread and I like that place to eat and relax at times. It is kinda out of the way and comfy. Prices are rising though, so, eating out has to be controlled these days. Many restuarants in Westborough like Zitis, Manderan, I hear are decent places. Did find a Friendlies in Marlboro, thanks to a friend. I hear Arthuros is a place to eat that is decent yet I have not been there as of yet. Being a single widower, I looked at Arthuros as a family type establishment. So, I didn’t venture there as of yet, but I figure I can stop in and look soon. Of course there are burger joints, I also tried Harry’s and South Street Diner. I continue to look of course, time shall tell, if I find a spot or place I really like. Since I am now a resident of Westborough, Mass. I will continue to explore it more and see how it goes. I like fishing also, so maybe I can find more places to fish beside Chauncey Lake and The Resevoir in town. Time shall tell ! I hope for a life of fun, as a retired 68 year old without any problems. Yes I have looked at the Senior Center in town also and been there a few times, I tend to check it out now and then these days, but it is not a busy place. I am sure it may be when I stop by, is why it doesn’t seem busy.

Currently, I am looking for a place to volunteer maybe for something to do with my time. I mean I can only play dominos or pool so much, and I do read and build puzzles too or chat on my computers. I like animals, dogs and cats are cool, and fun and friendly. I hear they may need volunteers at some places in town, but haven’t found this yet. I will keep looking is all. Anyway, Exploring a new town I live in will probally take a while for me, because I do not rush anything, and secondly I am being careful. As a senior, I don’t want taken advantage of, or being ripped off, in anyway, so careful is how I go.

Someone mentioned the VFW, I haven’t been there yet, but did drive by it. Didn’t look busy or that it had a place to park. So will check it again at some point, being a 16 year disabled veteran I am sure I will have no problem there. as to any other towns around I do not know Massachuetts at all, I came up from CT in 2022 to live here. I hear the area is a decent one in the boros and around here, I have not branched out as of yet beyond this town. Maybe I can make some friends and explore more and learn more, time shall tell !

The dating situation for seniors is not great !


Well, lets have a little discussion on seniors, and dating and dating sites. First things first, I am not talking adult dating sites for sex alone, friends with benefits or along those lines. There are many of those, which soak up the money of seniors, and give back nothing, not even meetings for coffee. They are sites that include x-rated photos of individuals showing off their private parts, and using those sites to tease others and make money. What I find funny about these adult sites, is simple they all want money, and give very little in return. You may as well go find a prostitute if your a man in need, or if you are a woman hire a giggalo.

Now other dating sites I have reviewed and tried include, Zoosk, Plenty of Fish, Match, and OK Cupid. Zoosk is a very popular site that allows you to post face pics and a profile as does all the rest. You can message and chat with others on Zoosk and if you do it right, you may even meet someone in person. The problem for me with Zoosk is price and how many profiles one must go through to actually meet anyone. And when even you meet, many do not have up to date pics, or information on their profiles. Zoosk, can work, but you have to except, people will lie about their ages, or post old pics.

What I have found about the rest of these dating sites is basically the same as Zoosk. They all cost approximately the same price on average, they all allow the same chats and messages for a price. Most are geared for certain ages of course, and in todays America, the people using them have problems too. I am among them in one way only, I look but I do not contact anyone, anymore, on them. I did it, three times, and found reasons not to do it again, each time. The first was a woman, I chatted up, met when I moved closer to her, and we walked twice, Wlaing and talking was very nice with her and I found her to be friendly and ok, FInally we went to eat at a Chineese Buffet and she ate four plates to my one and I was surprised and thought she was desperate. The second woman I met, was a few years older than me, a pretty woman and a a redhead. We had coffee and chatted and then went out for a meal and then, to a bar she liked. Now, in my opinion ya go to a bar you do drink something, and chat, and then dance if you know how, I am not a big dancer, a drink and chat would’ve been fun, but, she doesn’t drink, due to alcohol problems. So, that ended that one. The third was a woman, how I chatted a few times with and met for lunch. We chatted and honestly he rpic looked better than she did, and there was no attraction for me. I don’t think there was on her part either. The difficulty with online dating sites is simple, you must be prepared for many misses before you find anyone at all.

Now being 68 myself, married twice, divorced once and widowed once, I wonder why I would even venture out to find anyone. Look my first marriaged went 12 years ended in divorce and I have two daughters and had two of everything during it. Yet it ended in divorce through no fault of mine and based on lies. So, I took a few years to myself tried some dating, and just hung around. Then I decided ok, I am done being alone let me go find someone to date and have fun with.

Off to some Single’s Dances I began to go, in a search of someone I could be with, have fun, be comparable with and hopefully more. I found her in a singles dance, we danced all night long and I gave her my phone number and left it up to her. She called me, and that began a 28 year relationship for us both. 7 years together as a couple, and then 21 years married, fora long relationship of 28 years as I said, finally ending in her passing, from cancer in 2021. Cancer isa killer and I hate it, it has taken my parents, my step-father and now my second wife. I even suffered it and survived it in 2013, I was lucky, my wife was not. Now I fing myself a 68 year old widower, living in Westborough, Mass for two years this month, and basically dating no one and scarred to even ask or try to. I think, the first fear I have is the age factor, not many women do not want men my age. They want young, virle men. Second fear is being taken by women for money, or used by them to pay their bills. I know women have many of the same fears as us, men, Then we all have to deal with the ones just looking for sex ! As I man, I don’t want to be used for just sex anymore than a woman does, so if I think of finding a woman, I look for a companion and a relationship. Anything less is silly, and to look for sex alone is stupid, I am 68, so, as I told one guy who said, well you won’t find a hottie in that bar you go to, I laugh, what the hell would a 68 year old man what with a hottie, lol. So, as I see todays society, these dating sites, are impersonal, money draining and foolish actually. Do they ever work for anyone, maybe, so far for me they don’t.

So as a widower, experience and single, in Westborough, Mass. I know the odds of my ever finding a new woman to share life with is slim to none. I am not uneducated, stupid or foolish to change who I am to try to attract someone either. I am set in my ways, a homebody type, yes I can slow dance, yes I can cook, yes I clean my own home, and try to stay busy the best I can. Yet I also know that to meet someone you have to get out, and go to places and have fun. I hesitate to be honest, due to the fact, I live in an area I have no idea about. And I hate going out as a single man at my age, everyone is younger lol. I think single women are the same and always team up with female friends to do so, men don’t really have that advantage that, they do. The dating situation for seniors is not great !

America needs to see the truth, know the truth and not vote Trump !


America is now forced to chose between two elderly men to be President ! Neither can speak clearly. What is the American Presidency and country coming to? Seems to me the choice presented at this stage of the game, is unfair for all Americans. Yet here we sit, stuck on the last two Presidents to choose from, why?

Now, I will say this, Biden doesn’t have charges and legal cases in courts left and right, he isn’t being fined and order to pay out overall half billion for shiot he did. Trump is the one with the criminal charges and pay out and indictments and trials. Based on records, and law, Trump should lose big time. No Americna President has ever had 2 Impeachments in one term, 4 Indictments and 91 charges against them ! In the end, I don’t care about Trump, he is the past and should be shelved now. Both of the Presidential Canidates are old, they are only three years apart in age. So, the age difference is nothing really, neither can speak straight without making mistakes either. But, does America really want to give the reigns to the country, to a criminal like Trump?

Being 68 I have looked at this coming election, in many ways, but, I do not see why Trump is being allowed to run again. Secondly, the Supreme Court said he can be on the ballots, I understand that one, what I don’t understand is why The Supreme Court hasn’t given a decision on the Immunity Question ! No one not even an American President should have immunity like Trump is saying. Making a Prsident Immune from all legal charges is stupid and dangerous as hell. That would mean Presidents can do whatever they want and get away with it. Which means a sitting President can order his opponent killed if they wish and not be charged ? That means a President can rob the country blind and get away with it, turn on The COmgress if they want and eliminate any opposition and get away with it, sounds to me like you all want a god damn dictator in office, why?

Is America really going authorian or communist, sure looks it to me. So, Americans want a man in the Presidency who will allow Ukraine to fall, Taiwan to fall, and who kisses Putin’s ass daily? Trump failed at everything he set out to do when in office. He failed at COVID, building a wall and making Mexico pay for it, he failed at selling water, selling steaks, and he conned people out of money for a Trump University he never built or started. He conned contractors out money for most of his adult life too. Someone need to understand, Trump is a pervert and criminal and a molestor and rapist, yet you want this as a President? Be real ok ! Then add in his actions as President, like creating fake electors, stealing documents secret and above, not returning them, add in the 2 Impeachmenst while in one term, add in the 4 indictments and 91 charges, and you want that for a President, are you people real?

The best way to beat Trump and The Maga movent, is like killing a snake, cut off it’s head. Trump must fall and fail to get the Presidency, as March 25th is coming fast, we shall see what happens when he is convicted. It will be the first time a American Ex-President will be convicted of a crime and become a felon. Trump is physically ill, mentally lost in his own mind and spouts so much crap, and he gets away with it why?

Here is my final question for all, If you or I, did what Trump did, while in office where do you think you would be? We would be locked up and the key thrown away, so why is Trump still free ?

Why is Donald J. Trump getting preference and special treatment by the Justice Department and the Courts? I thought America was based on the Constitution and laws, all are created equal right ? So, someone tell me why Trump can appeal everything and keep pushing it further out in time and get away with it. Why are Judges appointed by Trump running his cases and helping him? Sounds suspicious to me in everyway ! Why is America and it’s Justice System allowing Trump to play his delay game ?

The only thing I want to see is the delays stopped, his trials going forward and happening need to be put on. Lets give him a chance in court, and see what happens, what is Trump afraid of if he is correct and innocent? If Trmp is innocent as he says, he can prove it in court right, so why delay all the 91 charges against him and play delay? I think at some point, America needs to see the truth, know the truth and not vote Trump !

Please explain this to me America !!!!!


March 9th, 2024 is upon us, as mankind reaches out once more to the moon and space, to learn and explore, we have own problems here on earth. Mankind is killing it’s own planet, and we are the only species on earth doing so. We strip the earth of it’s resources like they are limitless, and we then pollute the air and environment daily, and 24/7. I am glad I am 68 now and have lived this long, yet I also understand, my generation and many before and after are doing the exact same to the planet, that keeps up alive. It says a lot about mankind’s nature and needs and greed, that we are stupid enough to kill what is keeping us alive.

That being said for all to see, lets see what is next, in the political releam of the United States. This country which I defended and fought for and served for 16 years and many other veterans did too, needs to wake up ! Politically, we are a mess, one party owns the House, the other the Senate and a Democrat has the White House. The hatered between the two parties, their incapability to act in a partisan way and get things done for the country is a sad reflection on what America is becoming. We are divided over our politics and on top of it, we have the MAGA Cult being led by the prior President. Let me say this, there is nothing accomplished by the hatered, and infighting and riots being invited by Ex- President Trump. Even people using dating sites online, tell others if you are MAGA or a Trump follower don’t bother to contact me. It’s there for all to see folks !

But, lets look closer at Donald J. Trump and I do not make up anything I am about to say, it is all facts. 1) Donald J. Trump is not a self-made billionaire. HIs daddy gave him the money to start. 2) For decades Donald J. Trump paid contractors in New York State and elsewhere pennies on the dollar, cheating them in everyway he could. 3) Donald J. Trump is a proven in court, rapist, and defamer of women in his life and the country, is real and proven. 4) Donald Trump failed at selling water, and steaks and cheated Americans out of money collected promising a Trump University, that never came about. 5) As President, Trump failed to build his wall and to have Mexico pay for it. 6) Trump incited a riot and called the Proud Boys and Oath Keepers and others to Washiington, to cause rebellion and an insurrection against his own government and the American people and the election process of the United States. He refused to concede the legal election, to the winner Joe Biden. Trump slithered and skunked his way out of Washington when he did leave. 7) Upon his departure from the Presidency and the White House, Trump did in fact take with him Secret and Top Secret Documents, and refuse to return them upon request from said Governement. He hid them in his home and property at Mar a Lago, in Florida. Why did he have them, who did he show them to and what purpose did he have in trying to retain and use them for? It took subpeonas to retrieve said documents why? 8) Defamation cases have been brought and proven against Trump to the tune of, and let me make this clear amounts, 5 million for E.Jean Carrol first, then, 83.3 million dollars to the same, and then the state of New York has found Trump and his company guilty, and ordered him to pay New York 454 million dollars for fraud and tax evasion issues ! Yet, here he sits now the Republican Nominee for President of the United States, are you people serious here? How the hell can anyone believe Trump is Presidential Material or believe he should be allowed anywhere near the Presidency again ? This man, Trump told Americans to drink bleach to beat COVID, are you serious here, a child knows bleach is poison to the human body ! Wake up folks. The facts are staggering, yet, his MAGA followers run around the country praising and supporting this man, Trump for President again, why? Someone, I don’t care if it is a MAGA Leader, and Supporter, a Democrat or an Independent, explain to me, why, Trump is even being allowed on any ballot in America? It is sad that Americans will allow a man who talks of being a dictator, speaks like a Nazi and kisses up to Putin a Russian dictator and criminal to run for President? This is a sad statement on the American Mentallity, it’s character in everyway. How is it possible, and why in America today? Please explain this to me America !!!!!

So numb to the truth, that we have hit this low in a Republican Candidate ?


OK, Super Tuesday has now come and gone ! We now know that Americans have picked a Biden, Trump rematch, which I find amazing. What is amazing about it, is not the BIden side, for as an Incumbent, he is doing what I thought he would. It’s the Trump side that bothers me big time, I say that for a good reasons folks ! 1) Trump is a professional Con Man 2) Trump wants to be a dictator 3) Trump led a riot/ insurrection at the capital on Jan. 6th 4) Trump sent his followers to the capital to stop the certification of the electorial collage votes 5) Trump slinked his way out of Washington when he left 6) Trump Was Impeached twice in one term 7) Trump has taken secret and top secret documents to Mar A Lago and hid them and refused to return them, when told to. 8) Trump has been indicted 4 times, has 91 charges against him. 10) Trump lost defamation cases to E.J Carrol and has been labeled a rapist. 11) Trump’s Company has to pay out 454 million and on top of it another 88 .3 million to EJ Carrol. 12) Trump can’t reconiginize his own wife in phots, and talks gibberish in press conferences. 13) Trump mental capacity is the size of an ant in my book. His stupidity is only out matched by his brashness and foolishness. 14) On march 25th, this man Trump must go to court to face a hush money trial for attempting and paying off a Porn Movie actress. He will be convicted I bet. 15) Trump willbe a convicted felon then and The Maga people still want him as President, what is wrong with you. Why would you want a criminal as President ?

If Trump becomes President again, be prepare fora slew of lies and failures all brand new. He will not shut the border down. He will be buddies with Putin and be a Putin Puppet, so, start learning russian folks. Trump could not sell water, steaks, or a university either. He fails at all he touches and he is a destructive force, that incites violence and crime in America. Yet, here we sit, he is all but officiall the Republican Parties Nominee for President, why? He failed to build the wall, or get it paid for by Mexico as promised, he told Americans to drink clorox aposion to get rid of Covid, so that puts him in my book on equal footing with Jones in Africa, who posioned his flock. Trump is leading the Maga movement, to it’s own destruction, for once he is gone, win or lose, they are done too. There is no, win in electing Trump to the Presidency, you vote him in, you lose in all ways. Trump wins cause he gets to kill all the trials against him. And I regret to tell all, but Trump will be an ally to Putin, he won’t help Ukraine , he doesn’t care about the Average American, and he hates colored people of all kinds. This is a man who stood on a tarmac at a airport and pointed half way across it and said ” Theres my black man, my african american !” Thats how he treats blacks, hispanics and even Indians. Yet, here we stand now, with the same match-up from four years ago, Biden vs Trump!

My only question is, how did we get so many people, like the MAGA backers who back Trump, so, numb to the facts, so numb to the truth, that we have hit this low in a Republican Candidate ?

What is causing this blind following? And what do they need to see to stop doing so? You tell me folks !