My Little Star trek Story


The Tidy Bowl Man’s Demise

Captains Log; Stardate; 3/15/2013: 8:15 am
I have been stuck in this watery world for months, searching for land. The water get rough now and then yet I survive.

Captains Log: Stardate: 1/15/2013: 1201.pm
The skies above the ship has become dark on and off, and the water gets rough, I still survive, a water spout hit, but, I survived it by paddling fiercely!

Captains Log; SStardate 3/15/2013: 2;15pm After avoiding the water spout the water has calmed now, yet I don’t knpow when the next storm will come!

Captain’s Log: Stardate 3/15/2013; 2;30 pm I am tired after surviving the deadly water spout, and now the skies above have darkened.

Capatains Log Stardate; 3/15/2013; 2;30 pm Looking up all I see is dark skies no light when suddenly the waters get very rough, large waves buffet my small boat.

Captain’s Log: Stardate 3/15/2013;2;35 pm The skies have cleared above for now, yet I hear a voice talking to me, what the hell are you doing here?

Captains Stardate03/15;2013;2;36 pm After trying tro answer the voice for what seems lioke hours I get no reply, yet I hear bombs away yelled as the skies darken.

Captain’s Log; Stardate 03/15.2013: The skies have darken now and the bombs start dropping I fear my end is near. The waters star rushing in a down spout and poofffffffffffffffffffffffffffff, I am gone, Sucked down deep now, looking up I hear a voice, the hell with ou Tidy Bowl Man, you’ve had it!

Age/ passions, Living/ Laughing, Crying and Dying!


      Age, Physical disabilities and overall health issues tend to get all of us as we go on in life. Yet, as I face these issues each day, the biggest thing is not health, it’s mental health really, I think for all of us. We tend not to accept aging and aliments very well and when our bodies fail us in anyway we fight back with will power and tenacity. We tend to never give up untill we don’t have the mental strength to do so, and that is what makes life so hard at times. 

        I have a belief actually, that all of us as individuals are put on this planet for certain missions God created us to complete, and that once we complete them, we return to the place from which we came from, back to the arms of our creator. Life is one constant mission each day with lessons to be learned, and taught to others, and to interact with other human beings, for the good of the world we live in, period. It’s all about what God intended when he made the planet and mankind, interaction and direction by way or each of us towards what will ultimately be mankind’s  fate in the end. I know I sound religious to some but the truth is i am not a firm believer in any religion, I do believe in God but in my own way, I do not believe in attending a church or listening to a  priest or paying a religion to practice it, I do believe God hears us all, so pray when you can though.

         As I age I look back to the good days of my younger friends, the ones who I spent time with fishing, camping, eating,building cars with and more. I look back at family I learned from and siblings I taught things to. I look back at memories of voyages across oceans as a Sailor in the Navy and the countries I visited. The People I met,  I laughed and the tears I cried, these are the important moments in a person’s life to me. following inner instincts God gave you as to your direction is everything. Helping other people is basic and needed to be done by all, so do it folks help a friend or family member survive and learn the planet and mankind will be better for it period and so will you as a person.

         As I have begun my 58th year on this planet in January of 2014, I look back on things because I have regrets, I had hopes vanquished, loves squashed, hates disappeared and in the end, loves found. We all do I believe and it matters not what you look like or who you are, or what color, race you may be, we all dream and reach for goals. Stick with them folks no matter who you be, for one day you will reach them if you keep striving, believe me. So, Strive, LIve, Laugh, and cry, but in the end we all face the fact we die, just be prepared for it, by doing the best you can while living! In the end make the best of your time on the planet and with others you touch and who touch you, for as we all know out time is limited here on Earth!

 

 

 

Health Updates and Tests


       We all get tested in life, when I was a baby I suffered through 199 seizures and survived, then I went through Hyper-Activity and Attention Deficit Disorder and overcame to go on to being a service member in three branches, U.S. Army, National Guard and Navy. I went through the test of surviving those years and going on to survive 6 herniated discs in my spine, ptsd, depression and more.

        I feel I am tested more now then back then, period. I suffer from depression, anxiety,ptsd,six herniated discs, plus now have sleep apnea, and now have survived lung cancer too since last August 2013. Today I went to the Doctor for a six month check-up after a cat scan and blood tests were done on me. Again, I am tested more, for while my lungs of which they took 1 and one third lobes from are fine now and clear, no sign of cancer. But, now my esophagus is in trouble and thick for some reason, and needs scoped out. And to add to the fun and games the cat scan shows a spot on my liver they don’t know what it is yet so that is an MRI coming up next. What other tests will I face and pass or fail I do not know, I just know each day is becoming a challenge in and of it’s own right.

         My father God Bless him lived till only 55 and died of lung cancer, my mother lived till age 59 and died of lung cancer too. Me, I am currently at 58 years old, and unsure if tomorrow will come or not half the time, will I go past mom’s 59 I have no idea. One day, one Doctors Appointment and test at a time is all I can say. Lord have mercy on me is all I can say. But I am old, stubborn and ornery as they say and I refuse to go yet, so I shall fight on no matter what is next.

LIfe and Aging/ Second Life


     Seems life gets shorter each day ya live, right I know big deal right, everyone knows that. Get over fifty and ya remember and realize it each day you wake up. The body is not as willing and able as the mind is and things start to slow down and take longer to react. Add in medical problems, such as back troubles, PTSD for mental problems, depression and anxiety, and sleep apnea and you tend to move at a slower rate as the world whizzes on by, it seems to me. Seems no matter what one does as one ages you can never seem to fully catch up to the world around you as you age. Ah well all is a part of living and for that we should all be grateful.

        Next subject what does one do for fun when your closing in on sixty and not 100 percent healthy and a disabled veteran? For me it’s write, play video games, read a lot of books and build puzzles and play in Second Life on the Internet as a  make believe world to belong in. Second Life is a pixel driven realm online for all to be who they want as they want and have fun. It has everything in it, music, clubs, motorcycles, cars, boats, horses and games galore. You can Dj in it, you can play games like Putt Putt, Bowling, and lots more. You can visit other lands and people you would never meet in real are on there. Amazingly it makes one forget the pains of real life and gives one a place to imagine and enjoy other people and more. You can teach and learn, you can create a world of your own, or just create things to sell and make lindens on. But Lindens are needed once your in the world and you can earn em through many ways from free games, creating and selling, and  much more. More people should try it and see what they think!

 

 

 

 

Hump Day Thoughts


      It Wednesday again folks, yes we are halfway through the week! Hard to believe when time tends to go by so fast isn’t it, feels like yesterday was New Years Day! But the world will keep on spinning long after all of us are gone or have killed ourselves off by foolish bullshit we do as humans. No other species on the planet is so self-destructive as human kind, we kill off the animals, the planets, we pollute the waters and the air and than we sit back and blame it on everything but ourselves. Time will tell the story of being living on a world blessed with so many fine resources, but who ruined it for themselves and killed themselves off. The only question now is how long it will take and will mankind accelerate the process or work to prevent it from happening?

       That said and done, I do not look forward to cat scans every six months and blood tests, but I have to live with it as a cancer survivor now. All survivors deal with the chemo, radiation of cat scans and MRIs for check-ups and more. It’s crazy but how else will you know if it comes back to bite ya in the ass so to say. Cancer is a bitch!

        Final for today; My story is out in book form on Amazon’s Kindle E-Books: I did 41 small stories into books of different kinds each. So look for them folks and help an Old Disabled Veteran make a few bucks to survive will ya!

         “Blackness in Alaska”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00IHY5LCS

The story of a Sailor turned Seal by the Navy and sent on a mission to preserve security in Alaska and the USA

 

Concerns


      Concerns abound in people’s lives around the world today. We still have slavery in some places, we have wars still going on and people dying of Aids, and more. The Ukraine is falling to pieces, Russia is stepping in, America is warning and Russia is in return too. Nedd I remind the world and America and Russia too, we had two World Wars already where millions upon millions of me and women and children died for stupid reasons, lets not do it again, Please!

       Other Concerns the world’s economy. America’s economy, education, social help for needy people and more folks. Can we all wake up and realize that there are too many poor and unhealthy individuals in the world and someone needs to help them, that means the healthy ones and the ones with money should start doing their parts Sadly, it has become a me, me, me world and fuck you. In the old days of the 60’s, 70’s it was we, we, we, why is now a me,,me,me society and fuck you, because we have become too damn selfish! Wake up folks!

         Final Concern today, people like myself who live with cancer over their heads and how we survive and carry on. My wife had breast cancer and I sat through her operation praying she would live, and through her chemo and radiation treatments too for a year, she is still here Thank God with me after 7 years later. Me I was diagnosed with lung cancer in August of 2013 and had one and a third lobes of my right lung removed in September of 2013. I survive today, but like all cancer victims I must wonder for how long! I was scheduled for a check-up cat scan recently and had to go down and give blood for it. Upon two days before I was called by the Hospital cat Scn people, what they said was they needed to reschedule my Cat scan when I asked why, seems some Doctor sheduled a second scan over the first and they will be doing both at once. What does it men I do not know, but obviously they found something in the blood tests they will be looking for. I only hope it’s not much. I hope to survive all of it but no guarantees. Ah well life shall go on no matter what!

        Finally for today I leave you with the link to my latest story on sale on Amazon E- Books;

        “Blackness in Alaska”
        http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00IHY5LCS

       The story of a Sailor turned Seal by the Navy and sent on a mission to preserve security in Alaska and the USA

 

Disabled veteran’s and Writing Stories, Poems and Little Books and Why!


      Many Americans, serve their country, and come home healthy and fine, many like me come home with PTSD, and physical aliments like my six herniated discs in my spine, depression, aniexty, and stress and more. Some lose limbs and others their minds serving the country they believe in each day they can. I did so for 16 years and as a Disabled Veteran, I find it rough at times to make ends meet, so I dabble in writing poems, book, and stories and trying to make a few extra bucks off of them to survive in life today.

       I wrote now 41 different little books, of all nature, from Murder Mysteries, to Love Stories, to Real Life stories that happened in my life, to of course Military Tales too. each one reflects something in my life that happened or I remember as happening and I document them in this way. A few are well made up stories from cloth so to say, where I came up with an idea nad it became a story or little book now.

        My latest little book is 30 pages long, and is about a sailor trained to become a Seal and sent into Alaska on a security Mission, and he barely returns after meeting a deadly russian foe. The Blackness in the story has to do with head injuries he incurs and medical problems he didn’t know he had.

         Blackness In Alaska——- http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00IHY5LCS can be found here on Amazon’s E-Books and on CreateaSpace too. I hope some will try it and leave some decent reviews too. An old Veterans like me at 58 trying to make ends meet can use some extra income and a chance at writing more!

        I also want to Thank all who bothe rto read my blog when I do write it, which is now spaced out a bit due to me getting older and my recent bout with Lung Cancer in August of 2013 and the operation to remove one and one third lobes of my right lung. So my life continues on as I keep writing and doing my thing, I hope some will find them worthy to buy and read.

           

Mackey-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM
The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
“My Maria”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
“Three Amigos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

      

           

Blackness in Alaska is now Released !


Blackness in Alaska: A Mission for Security
Authored by Mr. William McCurrach

List Price: $5.99
8.5″ x 11″ (21.59 x 27.94 cm) 
Black & White on White paper
30 pages
ISBN-13: 978-1495972386 (CreateSpace-Assigned) 
ISBN-10: 1495972380 
BISAC: Fiction / General
A tale of an ordinary Sailor recruited and used for Special Missions by the Seal team and his U.S. Government.
CreateSpace eStore: https://www.createspace.com/4674267

Music Lover I be/ Reba/ Veterans


      I am now 58 years old and have seen many musical singers and artists come and go in my lifetime and every now and then I am asked who my favorite artists are of the modern era for Country Music, Rock and Roll and Folk, But since I do not listen to modern rock and roll, I do country these days and grew up on it is all.

      I have seen artists in concert starting with Neal Diamond, then Billy Joel live, Trace Adkins and The Beach Boys. I come from an era that music is music not just rap or madding rock with lyrics I can’t understand. I loved groups like Seals and Crofts, and singers like Harry Chapin and Jim Croce,  their music was about a life like mine.

       So i was asked recently who would I love to see live in Concert just once in my lifetime, if I could. One person comes to mind and I have loved her music and voice from the first moment I heard her, her name is Reba!!!!!!! Reba has the best voice i have ever heard and her voice is like the sound of angels to my ears.  her performances make me want to dance and sing myself as well as smile ear to ear and she is one great looking woman too.

       If I had the money I would love to see a Reba Concert live and meet her just to say thank her for the years of musical enjoyment she has given me as a fan of hers. But my days of going to concerts are over for  money is tight and I am a disabled american veteran and could never afford tickets to such a show. I gave 16 years of my life serving my country as a Soldier, Guardsman and Sailor, yes I did three branches I failed at the first, but went back and made up for that failure. Now I have 6 herniated discs in my spine, PTSD from service and childhood and much more to deal with. But I am never ashamed  of my service and discharge which is Honorable. But at 57 last year I was also diagnosed  with Lung cancer like my parents before me, one died at 55 and the other at 59 and I am currently 58. My step-father also went at 59 from cancer too, it seems to run in my family for me. I shall hope for a longer life though and so far so good without chemo or radiation needed, although I am down a lobe and one third of my right lung. I survived and will for as long as I can, I am sure.

       So the next time you take a walk at a Mall, Park or any open venue and you see a man walking on a cane, or limping or bent over in pain or having trouble breathing in anyway think about the American Veterans whom served not for their own benefits but to protect the loved ones they left behind at home and came back home to.