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Health Notes and Possibilities


     I remember back in 1990 when my mother came home diagnosed with lung cancer and told us she had it. My Step-father had cancer too and was less then six months from dying. Prior to that I had lost my Grandfather to cancer on moms side at 71 years old in 1971. Cancer then came back again to claim my real father in 1984, and circled us till it got mom and my step-father. Now it has hit me, with lung cancer and I have already lost a lobe and one third of my right lung. I have six herniated discs, sleep apnea, PTSD from childhood and service years, depression and anxiety problems too. It seems that no matter how many Doctors I see, more pops up for me.  

       Yesterday was a MRI of my liver where they have found a spot that was never there before, and an endoscopy for my throat to my small intestines to check for polyps and cancer or anything else. Luckily I am still here today and I don’t know what those results are as of yet, but at the least I may have Barrett’s Syndrome in my throat at the most possibly cancer of the throat and liver. The Results won’t be known immediately, so I will await them in peace. I know not what the future will hold for me, or if I have a future either, but I do know I shall live each second. minute, hour and day I wake up in full and try to enjoy myself. I can’t see it anyother way myself, I will not go down crying in my soup so to say.

          I have thought over the possibilities of my dying in the near or not so distant future and come to a conclusion few will understand. I will not ask my daughters, my sister or my wife to bother burying me or to bear the brunt of  the bills. I am filling out a form from the United States Navy requesting I be buried at sea after cremation.  I shall fill it out and send it in as soon as possible so all are covered from any cost, of my death.

         

Video gaming/Television/ Computers Tablets and Cell Phones/News Stations


       Are Video games and Gaming Consoles too damn expensive, I think they are!  An Average Video game for the X-Box One or Playstation 4 goes approximately 65 bucks American Dollars, then one system the Playstation 4 is now 3.99 plus tax and the X-Box One sells at 499 plus tax. Come on folks lets be real here, if you switched from your old console to a new one when these came out, the minimum expense had to be at least 399 and 65 for one game which is 454 before tax and the X-Box One is a hundred dollars more, just to start. Then both companies did not make them backwards compatible to play the current games you have for the older machines, either. I love video games but not at these prices  or expenses. Imagine if you have more than one child playing them, then you have to add 60 bucks for a new controller for them, plus a membership for a server online, so they can play live with others. Add it up folks, 399 & 65 & 60, and a 50 dollar membership= 574 dollars before taxes for a new Playstation 4, for a X-Box One it’s 674.00 dollars a shot. Crazy isn’t it, I think so. So and you are bad to both Playstation and microsoft for thinking Americans are made of money!

        Next subject television and how  some families allow it to babysit their children daily. I understand family time television in the evenings before bed like anyone else, but when you turn on the television and allow it to babysit your children your asking for trouble. Kids can be programmed by television folks, suggestive ideas put in their heads will kill people. They see it on a television screen they come to believe they can do it in real life too. Sad isn’t it?

         While I am at this. I want to mention computers, tablets and cell phones. People in america are definitely addicted to these devices and don’t have any idea how to escape them. They get fascinated by a computer or tablet phone or a telephones screen whether it’s a game, chat, texting or anything else it makes them lazy. What happened to the days when American children were outside playing with other kids, doing sports and games, instead of staring at an electronic screen and wasting away?  Years ago, a little video game came in created by russians, called Tetris, people spent days, months and even years playing it, and still do today, it got Americans hooked on video games and is making us weaker by the minute. Too many of our children and now generations of adults are stuck on this shit, we need to either ban it from children or stop making this garbage it is ruining america and it’s people. It is making us soft, which I believe was the intention of the Russian Government in the first place. But thats only my opinion folks, believe what you wish ok. It’s a kinda of mental warfare we as Americans would fall for.

            Final rant for today, news stations and companies like Fox, CNN, CNBC and others, need to realize that situations like this MH 370 plane going down in the Indian Ocean, are not going to have continuous periods of news to dish out. The search is happening true and we all know it, yet they keep splashing it across our tv screens and the air waves of radios and there is nothing more to report, really. Do you really think the average person in the world cares if the search area is 200 miles wide or 16 miles wide, nope not until you find that damn plane we don’t. And we do get tired of repeating damn reports that just say the same things over and over, there is more in the world happening then just this search. Stop hanging on and on and on to the same damn subject matter, the world is full of other things to report too.

 

        

News Feeds on Television/ Politics for 2014 to 2016/


      As every News Station on Television, follows and watches whether MH-370 the vanishing flight will be found and gives wall to wall coverage, shouldn’t they be considering the fact that, they really have very little to discuss, until the plane is really found? People get tired of the same news over and over and over CNN, Fox, CBS, NBC, ABC and others. Unless you have more pings, find  parts,  or bodies please cut back on the coverage. It is crazy to wake up at 6 am eastern time zone here and see it all day, till 12 midnight. All the coverage fills your air time true, but if there is no new information why keep repeating it? Please wake up to the fact that there should be more news in the world then just one place that vanished and went down, no disrespect intended ok?

        2014, is rushing on by month by month at a God Forsaken rate for me it seems. April 15 th already folks get those taxes in or file for an extension, so you don’t get fined big time. Uncle Sam will get the money one way or the other if your American, so just pay it Although I do believe the rich should pay more, if you have billions or millions folks, pay your damn fair share and don’t complain, not all of us are as lucky as you.

           Next subject, Politics! Politicians will be coming out of the woodwork very soon from both parties and maybe three. The Race on for the White House will begin once more pulling out many of the old candidates from both sides or all three sides if you will. Will we see Hillary Clinton run? Will Joe BIden oppose her if she does, and if she doesn’t will she support Joe Biden if he does? Will Ted Cruz attempt a run as a Tea Party Candidate?  Who Knows right, what about Rand Paul will he run in place of his father? We just will know pretty soon, I am sure. But can Americans actually make an intelligent choice of a President and Vice Presidential ticket to run the country, or will we as Americans make fools of ourselves? This is the biggest Political question America has faced in it over two century life!. We need strength, character, ability to lead, and most of all, someone who can listen and make decisions that help not harm the Country in all phases.

            Final rant for today folks! My health is declining I know it, but, I am stubborn and refuse to give up in anyway, it may not be the cancer that gets me, but who knows what. If i do go anytime soon, which I firmly doubt I just hope people will remember i stood for helping others, and making the world better, I served my country well and honorably, and in the end, I never hurt anyone on purpose or out of spite.

            

Changes/Writings/ Preamble/Health


       Changes come and go in life, and that includes relationships, people and jobs. It includes Doctors, Lawyers and more too, sadly each lose, causes changes in emotions in people. That is why the whole of human nature still spins on planet earth is it not? we survive by reaching out when we need someone or something to survive and they sometimes come from unexpected sources so to say. But if the fates allow it, they can work out also and make life better for all.

        Next Subject; as many know I write and a lot of my writings I have made into little shorts and short books and try to sell them on Amazon’s Kindle E-books. My Luck has not been there so to say, my writings  don’t seem to sell well. I have thought many times my stories were assembled well and good enough for others to spend a buck to buy and enjoy. I guess I am wrong on that point, so my 41 works  sit in Amazon’s E-Book library waiting on someone to find and like them. Nothing I can do except keep trying to write on subjects I know something about, or an stories I may believe are good enough to sell that i make up. Nothing much more one can do is there?

           I did commence work on a new story, I am calling Phasing- I hope at some point to finish it and edit it properly before releasing it at all. It’s just barely begun, but i hope when I finish it, it will entertain and impress some people, but it will be a slow work. I did the Preamble to it and started and finished one part so far.

           

                                        Phased Life Time

                                               Preamble

       Blurred Vision is all I have; I can see basic shapes but no, clarity here can’t move I am frozen in one spot! Slowly things start to phase in, a building then the brick in it, and windows, become clearer, the floor comes thru next appearing below my feet. Suddenly, I am here, on earth it seems, in a building still frozen in place as things become clearer all around me, slowly phasing in for me, but it is all material things found on earth, windows, doors, bricks, floors and some furniture slowly comes into vision. Slowly everything becomes more solid, the floor I can now feel beneath my bare feet, it is cold and damp but it’s now solid. Where the hell am I , I don’t know yet, but all I can do is wait frozen in place as it all comes into slow focus now.

       Each moment that passes by brings more vision to me and makes it clearer to me, I am on earth, but where and when, what year is it, what date and where are the people I see nothing but a window, a floor, a brick wall, and nothing else still. Everything phases in and then back out and then back in, what’s wrong with me, what is happening? I don’t know, so I suck, in a big breath, and try to steady myself standing there, unable to do much else. I feel a little dizzy and uncertain as things come into focus my stomach is doing flips and my head aches from a headache that is unbearable in my mind. I don’t know what happened what the hell is wrong with me? What is going on, nothing is stable it feels like I am going in and out of somewhere, but where and why and what the hell happened? Finally, I see a metal bed against a wall and stumble to it, falling hard on it and finally resting on the surface in a prone position, I fall asleep now. My body and mind has been pushed to the limits I can feel it as I pass out, and can’t do a thing about it, just sleep and the darkness takes me away.

             The above is the Preamble I put together for it, it wil cover adventures in time and space so to say. I will see how it goes, and how I work it, I hope impressive enough to grab and hold a readers attention, I will indeed see.

             Well, Next is  the health question for me, I have had to face the fact I am a cancer survivor and that my body basically turned against me in such a way. I survived it all, after lung cancer surgery last September 2013. Now I face more tests coming up on April 23rd, one will  be an MRI of my liver, where a spot has been found that was never there before. The second is my throat, the esophagus  swollen and they want to find out why. So they are going down through my mouth with a scope to my small intestines, and hope to make sure no polyps are in there or in my throat. Hopefully, it is no more than just acid indigestion problems and I will be fine, but time shall tell. No one knows until the test results come back is all I can say. I di get lite headed, a lil  dizzy and very tired at times where I must lay down. But what causes it at 58 I have no idea, but the tests could find out I guess. Sometimes I believe fully the life essence which is me, is slowly ebbing away inside this mortal body. Time shall tell.

 

 

The Adult Poems By me!


The Adult Poems

Dare

I dream of her night and day,
Her fragrance seeps in to my being,
Her thoughts and words come back to me,
How did this happen, from whence did she come,
A surprise a wonder is what she may be,
But the Lord, brought her here to me.

Each day and night, through happiness and sadness and fright,
I remember her words, her thoughts, her looks, her fragrance,
They are now a part of me,
A part she doesn’t notice or really see.

These dreams come at night and during the day,
They reoccur, and keep me aware,
That out there she is, missing me as I do her,
Why neither of us can ever be sure.

Her smile, her touch,
They mean so much ,
Can she know what they really mean to me,
Is this something she can see?

I may never know,
For she darts through my life, like a mystical light,
They shinning and then gone,
As I watch and wonder and hope and ponder,
Whether she shall ever notice me or care?
Should I ask, should I speak, should I say I care,
I hesitate, in confusion and in fear,
Will I ever take the chance and say a word,
Should I, Could I, Do I Dare?

Hot July Night

The sun burned all day against her skin,
The body shined with perspiration and sweat,
She swayed to the music of the night,
And I watched and wanted her all night.

I approached with careful looks and gently you see,
To, find out if she would accept me.

Her eyes were coals of black staring back,
And I swear my heart had an attack.

We whispered in each others ear,
As hands roamed over each over,
And to each others rear.

The passion grew as we held each other tight,
Breathing coming in large short breaths as our passions rose.

I playfully patted her on her ass, and she whispered more,
So I applied more swats and smacks for her and saw her hold her shudders back.

She whispered to me, she wished to be alone,
Let’s go to my place, my home.

In we walked passions high, and our bodies close,
She whispered to me, I want you the most.

I pulled her close by her hips,
And gently kissed her with my lips,
Our tongues entwined and a fire started inside to burn,
For we both had a passion that needed to be met,
And she wished to be mine and a pet.

I gently ran my fingers in her hair, as second hand grabbed her by her rear,
I squeezed both cheeks and smiled, then smacked them as the clothes fell to the floor,
Wait she said, I must go and lock the door.

With baited breath, and a tingle in my loins I awaited her return,
Yes we had a passion that burned.

Each touch, each caress, caused our passion to rise,
And I could see the passion in her eyes,
For to her each smack, each swat, each touch,
Raised her passion oh so much

She swayed and moaned, breasts hanging down, breathing hard,
Her moans growing louder and louder, her passion showing prouder and prouder,
The moment had come you see,
She wanted all of me.

Slowly I laid her back, and started my attack,
Licking slowly down her body, and taking in each inch of her satin skin,
Licking some places harder and softer, and hearing her moans once again.

Gently I grabbed her by her ass, and spread her thighs oh so wide,
Plunging my manhood deep inside.

As we made love so slow and then faster and faster,
I heard her scream as she came, I love you, you bastard.

What a special night it was, both all out of breathe you see,
And knowing I belonged to her and her to me,
All, on that hot July Night!

Misty Night
By: William

Was a misty night in October,
The mist rolled across the open fields and hid the trees,
She came through the mist at me,
Her beauty almost drove me to my knees.

Her smile cut through the mist and fog,
Her beauty burned the mist around her,
Making it part,
And from that moment on she owned my heart.

I froze at the sight,
What a delight!

The mist surrounded us and held us tight,
Locked in a stare,
The passions showing in our eyes,
Oh what a misty, October night!.

The Moon was shadowed by her beauty,
The skies parted it seemed to let her through,
Did she know what she could do?

Gently we touched, hands touching hands,
Pulling each other close,
Passions building and hearts beating in time,
I could not believe this beauty was all mine.

For one night in October under the foggy skies,
Through the mist, we touched, we caressed, we kissed.
We let the passions loose, felt the wonder.
Was it a dream or a chance, or a blunder?.

I will never know what it was or how it happened,
But I will dream of that misty October night,
Forever and live in surpise and fright,
For it was indeed, one special October night,
Burned in my heart and mind,
Never disappearing from my minds sight!.

Special Angel
By: William

She graces us with her presence each day,
Each of us see her in our own way.

She is here though, in all ways for us,
A beauty with charm and grace,
An Angel that brings light,
To, all of our hearts, right down, to our deep, dark parts.

Her presence is mostly in silence and strength,
But her beauty shines through,
Each word she speaks causes a pause,
Each laugh an applause.

She knows not that she is the Angel we adore,
Because so many of us don’t say it enough,
Of that I am sure!.

We appreciate her polite ways,
Her style, her grace,
The smile, on, her face.

She is like the hostess from above,
And she brings hope and love.

Heaven sent her down to us from above,
An angel with peace, intelligence, humor and grace,
It beams from the smile in her voice and face,
And she spreads her love all over us in this place.

We don’t tell her we notice or that we care,
Well this is my way of saying to you, you angel,
That we do care, and my way of letting you know I do share.

The End of Love
:By William

It started as a flicker and a snicker,
A Game it seemed, she came to me,
Playful and in a mood,
And we started fine.

It grew slowly as our hearts began to race,
But rumors and lies became interlaced,
And in the end it changed her and she did an about face.

Why do I try so hard?
What makes me search?
What makes it so?
What do I search for?
Will it make me insane or whole?

And when it ends, who is really to blame?
For it all crashing down,
And coming to the end.

I will never know or understand why love does end,
All I know is it starts as a friend,
Grows to a passion and caring,
Goes on to all the sharing,
And then it drifts off on its own,
To a drastic end.
And I lose a friend.

So someone please tell me why it must end!

 

The Real Hurt
By: William

Have you ever set out to be nice, to help and to care?
Then find yourself so close it hurts,
And then realize you can’t escape,
And then felt like you did an emotional rape.

You didn’t intend to hurt, you didn’t intend to touch,
You didn’t mean to go where you did,
You know you’re an adult,
And not a kid!.

Yet you feel, you try to give, you tell little lies,
You smile and try,
To keep someone happy because you know their pain,
Is it all really such a shame?

The hurt is not just one way,
You know the person is terminal,
And that their life will come to an end,
You didn’t start out to make them love you,
And it wasn’t supposed to be so,
But it went both ways, and I loved her so.

I couldn’t bring myself to tell her the truth,
I couldn’t hammer her heart,
I couldn’t hide the lie,
I knew we would both cry.

But her life will be oh so short,
Her time with us so brief,
I lied to keep her happy, to make her smile,
To let her know I loved her for a while.

I didn’t know she would fall in love,
I hope and wish her well today,
And forever more,
And I pray for her soul you see,
Cause even if I lied,
I loved her so, and gave her a part of me.

SO the hurt is not one sided you must see,
For the pain goes two ways,
I will live with my actions, and my hurt.
And always love her from afar,
For I hope when she passes and time goes by,
She will understand how and why,
I wear the shame and pain and hurt,
Upon this chest,
I hide beneath this shirt,
For it is real shame, real pain, and real hurt.

The Silent Searcher
By: William

She sits in silence and so shy,
Awaiting that one that will hold her close,
Aching to serve one Dom who cares,
Who wants her most,
And who, she will see eye to eye with.

Her silence speaks volumes of unspoken thoughts,
It tells of her self pride and self esteem,
Of what she looks for,
And of what she does dream.

Her aloneness speaks of her taste and style,
Of her patience and intelligence,
Her strength that comes from the inner her,
And make no mistake, it makes her very special,
Of that I am sure!.

She chooses slowly who she is with,
Who she may want to be with and serve,
How she thinks and searches for just the right one,
So she can be happy, content, and secure.

Seeking and finding is not easy, nor is it a game,
It is not just grab and go,
For more then kinks and desires and wants and needs must be met,
She needs the love, respect, and caring,
For which she knows she deserves,
And that has not been found yet.

A beautiful soul she has, filled with love and respect and loyality,
One so intelligent with a sense of humor and self is what she is,
Who seeks to be appreciated and cared for and wanted,
Because she is missing it in real life,
For she is someone’s girlfriend, mother and wife,
And is missing, an important part of her life.

All she seeks is one to fulfill those needs,
To care for her, to love her, to respect her,
To give her what she does not have at home,
For we all know how it is to be different,
And to feel so alone!.

 

Health/Religion/ Bible/Beliefs/Writings


      Hello America and readers, I hope this Monday turns into a fine day for all!

       Well, health is always an issue with me, come Thursday Morning begins the next phase of it I guess. I need to go to the hospital for a pre-check-up for a endoscopy on my throat which will take place on the 29th of April. Time to check the throat for soreness and swelling that has been happening now for years. I also await word on an MRI on my liver where they found a spot, never had that one before. So time shall tell how far I can go. As we all already know, my family history of Cancer is not great for anyone in my family. My Grandfather on moms’ side died of prostate cancer, my real father lung cancer, mom lung cancer too, so my having had lung cancer at 57 was no big surprise to me, really. Now I am 58 and a cancer survivor as is my wife these days. Each day is a step forward to survival or death, for us both, but we carry on anyway.

            Religion, has never been a big part of my life except as a child when I was sent to church on Sundays and Sunday school. I attended until I was fourteen years old, then stopped when given the choice is all. Am I ashamed of leaving it nope, am I ok with that fact yes. I did all the Roman Catholic things, taking Communion, making communion, and Confirmation too, in the red and white robes of the Roman Catholic Church. But I drifted when I found the tales of the bible as made up and false, at least in my opinion. I don’t knock anyone who believes in them or has faith in the church itself, but,  we have no proof that the Bible is the word of God, it was all written down by humans and passed on to other humans until the book was completed and then edited by the church itself in the end. So I believe the Bible no matter, what version or from what religion is a documented story being told by man over generations of writers, who continued it and passe dit from generation to generation is all. For I can do the same with a story, start it, hand it to family or friends let them read it and add a new chapter through years, anyone can. Where is the proof, there is none really. Faith is the only thing anyone will use as a reason for being religious, because you have to believe in something for guidance right?  But, what about the Big Bang, Evolution, and other theories of where human came from, are any of these real too? Probably not if you ask me, we all come back to one question, if it was God where did he come from and where is he now, if it is the big Bang what started it in the blackness of space, and if it was evolution where did it all come from in the first place. We have no human answers to it all do we?

           Anyway, all of the above said and done, I want to thank all who read my blog when I post it, I hop eyou can also find time to try my little poems and books on Amazon’s Kindle E-book Page;

            

Mackey-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM
The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
“My Maria”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
“Three Amigos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

 

 

“Blackness in Alaska”
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00IHY5LCS

The story of a Sailor turned Seal by the Navy and sent on a mission to preserve security in Alaska and the USA

             

           

Poem Day- Dreams Don’t Go Away


      For Today’s Post, I give you my poem, I hope all will pay attention who read it, and treat their children better!

       Dreams Don’t Go Away
By: William M. McCurrach

I dreamed of peace. I dreamed of joy, I dreamed of things like all little girls and boys.
I dreamed of love, I dreamed of caring, I dreamed of a family full of sharing.
I dream of all that could be, why couldn’t my dreams come true for me?
My Dreams were like every other child’s,
A World of fun, love and things so wild,
I did not dream of what happened to me,
I did not pick my mommy and daddy!
I did not ask to be brought into this world,
Any more than any other boy or girl!
I did not dream of living in fear,
I did not dream of siblings, who would not share,
Or, a mother and father who had no care.
I did not ask for the beatings I got,
I did not ask to be hurt and threatened to be shot.
I did not ask for the memories I got,
Where I wake up running and sweaty from who knows what!
I dreamed of peace, I dreamed of joy,
I dreamed because I was a little boy.
The years of dreaming have gone by,
But I still feel the pain and see the beatings in my mind’s eye.
I see the poker coming down on my head,
His big hands, grabbing me, and pulling me from my bed.
I wake up sweaty, my body trembles, my mind races to survive,
My dreams you see were real for me,
Back when they were alive.
So, as you raise your children today, think of the pain of my memories and how they won’t go away!.
Please treat your children better is all I can say!.

Random thoughts on Judging, world events, fates and writing!


      Judging others from what others tell you or what you hear is wrong period. Unless of course you are dealing with people who are criminals, or mentally ill, then you should listen. But if you listen to people about everything others says about someone you will never get to know anyone in life. It’s not a mystery that communication and social interaction builds friendships and romantic relationships, but it is a mystery that some people can not handle social interactions and relationship because of personal problems of their own for one. But life is a mystery folks, each day that goes by, brings new lessons, new views and new people into your life if you are active. So remember don’t prejudge, at least give people a chance, because the next person you meet could be your lover, friend for life if you let them.

Talking about people and meetings and such, remember one thing, the fates drive us and the lives we live on earth not us, necessarily.  We are all put here to complete the missions we were intended to do, by a being more powerful than us for sure. And once we complete those missions we return to from which we came, it is a cycle and we more than likely come back in a different form or body to complete more missions, for they are never ever always completed are they? We all ultimately face the inevitable position of departing this earth, people and leaving behind people we love or pets or belongings, it’s just a fact of life. So what ever you do enjoy each moment your here on earth, for our time is limited and when you get older you realize it more or when you get cancer or any other disease you realize it so much more. Sad huh, but true, death shall overtake all of us in due time. It’s just another fact of existence isn’t it folks?

Enough of this depressing subject now, anyway, lets talk about current events. MH 370 the flight that disappeared is no where to be found it seems. All leads are going in the direction of garbage we threw in the ocean and that is killing sea life and polluting is all. Did anyone ever think about how the IceBerg in Alaska and the South Pole are melting at a furious rate and how the oceans are rising? At the current rate, of the melting of these polar points and icebergs, the ocean is rising at a very surprising rate, and many of the current land masses will be flooded over and mankind will have to crowd in together to survive at all. So what about that stuff folks is anyone paying attention to it in the world or are we all just la de da daing thru it all?

Closer for today, I write because it helps me as a disabled Veteran and a PTSD, to express events or items that happen in my life out loud and to allow others to understand me in many ways. It is a therapy for many Veterans or sufferers of PTSD, and we all do it to make living life more easier for us all. No one is perfect in the world and although many of us serve our country in times of war or peace, we also, sacrifice, and give up many rights and so much time to protect and defend not just the country and our way of life, but also the people we love the most. I think many in America do not realize  that what drives the service men and women in the USA to do the best they can, and fight so hard is the thought of their family and love ones back home. So please remember,they don’t do it for the honor or the glory or even the benefits they get, we do it for those we love, we leave behind so they can live in peace and love and honor.

Final Item for today: my writings are online in Amazon E-book form, and I have done now 41 different works of different sizes and of different subjects. I try to make them interesting and amusing for some, factual for others or about history, even did a few little romance stories and poems. I hope, that some of you will take the chance, to look them up and enjoy them at the cheap prices I posted them at, for as a Disabled American Veteran, I could use any help I can get with them.

  Here is a list of my works and more are there then this:

          
The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
“My Maria”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
“Three Amigos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

 

Thanks for Reading my Blog: William

 

 

 

 

March Ends/ Writing/Health/Cancer/Flight MH370


       The End of March 2014 for us in Connecticut is a snowy day, as we expect up to about one inch of snow. The weather keeps changing back and forth and yes I believe Global Warming is the cause. Mankind is the only species on the planet that can kill the world it is living on through stupidity and being selfish. It is sad as hell really.

        As March ends my health hangs in there so far, my breathing is a lil slower and I can’t run like a used to, but what do you expect from a guy who lost a lobe and a third of his right lung to cancer. Thats life as they say. I am awaiting further tests for a spot in my liver found on my last Cat Scan and a Endoscopy test of my throat due to thickness of my esophagus and to find out what may be what, where. I keep trucking along trying to write and be me, and enjoy life each day is all.

         My writing has slowed now a days to a much slower pace as I think of what I want to write about or make up as I go along. But hell, each story or tale or poem I have ever written has some attachment to real life for me.  I try to change the names and mix up and add things to amuse others to get their attention, so they may like them all. Doesn’t always work and sometimes my writing skills are not as good as I wish they were. I sometimes wish I listened better in Elementary School or High School, especially in English Classes, but what the heck youth got the best of me back then.

          I have written now over 40 different works dealing with my childhood, murders, mysteries and poems but I do not sell a lot it seems. I suppose it is because my skills are not as good as I would like them to be, and some of the items I write do not interest others as much as they do me. I did takes on Hyperactivity, Attention Deficit Disorder. I did stories on my childhood problems with Wails, and Children Center Lessons and Years, love stories with Unattainable Love, and Maria and more. I did Murder Mysteries with The Northern Woods Murders, The Project Murders in Broadview Acres, and more. My Poems are now turned into books and hopefully some will like them over time. I do what I can when I can nowadays so everything moves slower for me.

           On the upside of all, is The UConn Huskies here in Connecticut, both Mens and Womens teams are in the NCAA Basketball Tournaments and winning a big plus for our state. The revenue alone will help UConn gather more students and players over the following years.

            In The meantime we have disasters galore across the planet and no way to turn them around or change them, anymore than we can now stop Global Warming. Battles still rage in Afghanistan, Iraq and Iran are still fighting for recognition and Russia has decided to try and annex not only the Crimea, but maybe Ukraine too. Why, I have no idea, except to increase their own land mass to accommodate more people. Who knows I don’t, for I am not a political genius of any kind.  Which brings me to todays News Headlines: North and south Korea fire missiles at one another, why? Be damned if we know right, but I will say one thing, Americans can not get involved, we already had out Korean War fiasco no more please.

             Flight MH370 has disappeared off the face of the earth as far as mankind can see so far. All those lives lost and no answers is not a good thing. Was it a mechanical problem, a pilot error, a terrorism incident,an accident or what and will we ever know? What do you tell the family members when you really have no proof what happened in anyway? I don’t know, but I do know if it can’t be found and is under the Indian Ocean so deep, we may never know and families need to face that fact.

              My close for today’s blog:

               I am a cancer survivor these days as is my wife and many other human beings on this planet. A disease so horrible it eats away human beings and turns their own bodies against them. It needs to be cured and stopped folks believe me for i survive only after a accidental find of my lung cancer. I appreciate my survival and the Doctors who helped me through and the family I love so much for being here. Somehow, someway, I am still here and I am amazed. But as my dad said, Life shall go on, long after I am gone.

              I leave you with my cancer story I wrote, at least the link to it, it costs 1.99 to buy, but in the end it tells a cancer story many need to read so here it is:

The Disease [Kindle Edition]—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CD79QL2
Bill (Author)
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Kindle Price: $1.99

You can leave me reviews or messages of what you think on that Amazon Page thanks.

 

Some thoughts for March 3oth, 2014


      Welcome to Sunday March 30th. 2014. The Final Four will be determined today in college basketball. The weather is beginning to shift toward spring, and life slowly goes on. The Russians are deciding whether or not to annex or take over the Ukraine again. The Afghanistan’s still don’t know which side is up and may fall prey to terror groups once again, Cancer is being fought worldwide, politics suck worldwide and people go down in planes and may never be found again. Yet the world keeps spinning in it orbit, and continues on it path intended for now. One day we will destroy this world from polluting it and misusing it’s resources at a greater rate than they can be produced. Sadly, the future of the planet and humankind is not unlimited. What mankind has not figured out is the only thing keeping us going is the planet we live on, and if we keep destroying it we can not survive.

          Battles are opening across the worlds surface on more than one plane of existence. Each of us fight our own in many ways. I fight cancer as an individual, and so does my wife daily. We survive on pure stubborness and determination, but how long can one fight their own body turning against them and survive? No idea but we shall fight on no matter what, for we want to live is all, but sooner or later even the force of ones soul and spirit gets tired and we fade from the living. It happens to all living being on the planet folks, our time runs out. Amazingly, it is usually when we have completed, our missions we were put here to do. I know, I know no one understands that when I say it, but, we were all put here to accomplish missions given to us by the supreme being that gave us life, once we complete all of them we are recalled to from which we came from. That just my personal view is all.

           A Final Thought for all today, if mankind was supposed to last forever, wouldn’t all resources be unlimited instead of running lower each day? sadly, what I say is true, and in the end generations and billions of people are here on the planet, but we have too many to survive forever on the world we live on.