Cancer Update/Hillary/Assistance.

     August 20th, 2013, made my run to the Veteran’s Hospital in West Haven, Connecticut this am. Got copies of my MRI, Cat Scan and Pet Scans from July 22 and July 24th, 2013. Confirms Cancerous tumor mid-lobe right lung, malignant and active, preparing for trip to NYC, Ny to see Doctor at Sloan and Kettering. Wife working on making the appointment and the faxes this am, each day brings me closer to the pre-op on Friday, which includes, Blood Work, Cardio work-up to make sure I can withstand the operation and the Anesthesiologist lucky me huh! After that it is a wait till September 3rd, 2013 and the removal of my middle lobe right lung and the future paths of chemo and radiation and who knows what else. One day at a time is all one can do, I just know when ya stick a disc in your own computer and it shows your innards to you and they aren’t normal, well it’s weird. But as I said one day at a time, one step at a time one foot in front of the other is all one can do. Enough of this shit it is depressing!

       Next lets talk a favorite subject of mine, Hillary Rodham Clinton, our First Lady of Arkansas and The USA and Former Senator from New York, and Secretary of State. If ever there was a time America needs Hillary it is now. What would be even better is to have both her and Bill Clinton in the White House together in reverse roles from the first time round. Benefit of experience and knowledge all in one you ask me. I fully believe if anyone can break the glass ceiling for women in America it is MRS. Clinton. She has proven herself in all areas of politics and more and America needs a woman like her to prove to the world we too, have females worthy of the title of President of The United States.

       Next subject, Assistance to other Nations that America does daily and across this fine globe we live on. Certain countries, nations deserve our help and we are a very generous nation overall. Our problem is we give too much, to the point of hurting ourselves and overlooking the faults of others, and we shouldn’t, Afghanistan , Iran, and yes even Syria should be shut off. We are the only nation in the world that ends up defeating countries in war time, than paying to rebuild them in peace time, why? sadly we are foolish enough when it comes to this, because we believe we must lead in all areas, well we don’t have to anymore. Who has come to our aid at anytime of War, or Civil Disturbance, no one except France during the Revolutionary War. Since that time over 200 years ago, America has helped everyone else, but no one comes to our aid in times if distress, war or economic ruin or political troubles. Sad isn’t it folks, save all the money in aid to these nations and dump it back into the American Economy and create jobs and America will bloom once more!

       Story Links: “Disappearing Hams”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DZPFKYS

                             “False Accusations”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G

                    “The Importance of Christmas”–             – http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DS5LUNA

                       “Dark Secrets Overcome”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DJR1OKG

                       “Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock”—                   http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC

      I guess writing is an art few perfect and I know I have not perfected it as of yet. I try to put into words the feelings, and thoughts I have at a given time and hope it can convey something others would like to read and understand. Doesn’t always happen that way folks, unless you writing an article for a newspaper, magazine or a real book with many words and a great cover. I am not prolific in my writings, nor am I perfect as a person, but writing for me is more or less a way to relieve pressure, stress, tension, PTSD, and depression. So I write when a subject hits me or when something bothers me in someway or another, or when a childhood memory of pain and suffering hits my memory, or a military one may come up. I write to help my mental state folks, it’s a matter of the need to let words flow and get it out that counts for me. For others it may be something different that drives their writing, but me, well you get what flows from my mind, heart and soul.

      My latest report on my cancer is simple, nothing has been done yet, it resides in my right lung middle lobe for now at last view by Doctors. As I say my pro-op is coming up quickly, to be completed this friday the 23rd. In order to have the tumor and lobe removed I must be approved by a Cardiac Specialist, give blood and then see the Antheisiolist. If I get by the three of these are able to survive the operation, then the tumor and lobe get removed on the 3rd of September.

    It’s August again folks and that my friends and readers is time to watch my Boston Red Sox fight to stay alive in the playoff race. I love the Red Sox, , win, lose or draw so to say, and no one will ever change that either. I grew up watching the Red Sox year after year, with my step-father, and cheering them on and then bitching at them as they failed to get to the playoffs or faded from them and never reached the World Series. Dad as I called my step-father never got a chance in his 59 years to see the Red Sox win a World Series, don’t worry dad, I saw em win three for you.! It was glorious and a party and a half each time. I will never forget them coming back, in the playoffs against the Yankees when they were down 3-0, Dad would have screamed and yelled and been so damn happy to see them win 4 straight, them four more straight to win the Series. What a party we would have had Dad! Lets go Red Sox !!!!!!!!!!! I will finally get to Fenway Park on September 14th, to see the Red Sox live play the Yankees thanks to my baby sister and her boyfriend, finally dad, finally! I may also join you in heaven dad and mom and step-father soon due to the cancer I have too, since you all died of the same lung cancer I have now.

     “You Don’t Know Me!”— http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00EKNERFC

    “Conversations With Dad”— http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00EBC5FHG

     “Open Letter to Daughter I Never Knew”        http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E7SMC2U

      “Bea”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E674TIM

      “False Accusations”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G

       

      

  

      I tire of hearing of gay bashing, black bashing,color or aging bashing or bullying. The world must learn all are equal and all must get along to survive!  What is wrong with humanity?  In the US Military it matters not what color, race, nationality or sexual preference you have now matters. If we can all fight and die for our country and get along to defend our flag, our nation, our constitution,and our freedoms, why can’t we just get along at home, in The United States.

       It’s been going on in the USA forever and needs to end and not be allowed anymore. The world and Americans especially need to wake up and realize, we are all human beings, we all hunger, cry, thirst and hurt and bleed. We bleed red and carry blue blood, and are all the same, why can’t the world realize skin tone, accent, nationality, or sexual preference doesn’t matter. wake the hell up world, it needs to end!

        Next Subject, Egypt, Syria, Afghanistan, and other nations fighting between themselves and others, need to realize that the United States, can not continue to help and defend and give aid to them forever. Our own nation has too many homeless, too many ill and too many hungry and out of work people of our own. Why should the USA be the one to give, give, give and not get anything in return, you want American assistance, then offer us something in return worth our helping you, listen to us.

      Final word for this Sunday, my cancer is still sitting in my middle lobe of my right lung. I am awaiting pre-op on the 23rd of August to be followed by the Surgery on September 3rd, 2013. I worry and yes I am scared but I will never surrender to it folks, nor will I ever cry I was defeated, I am a stubborn old Navy Bastard ok!

Links: Mackey-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM

The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
“My Maria”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
“Three Amigos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

      

      Welcome to the world today and in the future, some big differences will have to occur for mankind to survive.  Stop and think how we are not dealing with critical problems and worrying about other things we shouldn’t be. It’s amazing that mankind got off of all fours and survived this long! The human brain is special as well as it’s spirit but like nations that failed before the United States came about, mankind is crumbling because we are stupid in ways we should never be. We fight over skin color, nationality, and what are ancestors were and who they were, when in fact we should just accept that part and move on. I don’t care if marriage is interacial   for we all bleed red, we all eat the same, we all depend on fresh water and air and by intermarriage we learn more about each other than ever before. So why do people oppose interracial marriage and the mingling and joining of races, prior prejudices  prior discrimination is all, we can’t let go of the past to get to the future is all. Sad isn’t it, for if you look closely every race, nationality,person is the same whether we praise the same god or not, whether we are black, white, yellow or any other color, we all honor and praise and believe in a supreme being who put us on this planet, don’t we? So why do we fight over color,nationality or anything that divides us as these factors do, it’s simple; pride and the inability to forgive and forget and accept what the world has become, a multiracial world that survives better, if, we are inter-mingled as one. So stop fighting the facts of live folks intermingle, interlove inter marry and learn that all mankind is the same, not different.

       Next subject, many have asked how I am doing since my cancer diagnosis, I am doing a ok, except for a tiredness that overcomes me, and i drink plenty of water and hold my hopes high for removal of the tumor and living on. Medical Science has come so far, in it fight against cancer since the first one who died in my family in 1970. Yet it has never gotten far enough to eradicate the cancer,  but many are now cancer survivors and that in and of itself is an improvement beyond compare. God Bless Medical Science and like any other human being, I hope they have come far enough in the advances in cancer fighting to save my live is all.

       Final say today, Egypt once again has gone into Civil War and destruction, the Middle East is like a war zone, each day and night in a different area, Sadly, the same prejudices and discriminations and disagreements that have divided mankind there forever still exist and they won’t let them  go.  They need to realize they are all human, all die when bullets and bombs and fires rage in their land. It matters not what religion you follow, it matters not if you think your fellow egyptian is different than you, or has different beliefs than you, they are still human beings and killing each other is against all religious and moral and ethical beliefs in the world. Wake up, and hold your tempers discuss difference and make it work, or you will destroy yourselves.

     Final Add today: Story LInks:

     

Mackey-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D50GPJM
The Project Murders, in Broad-View Acres -http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3QZZU8
“Tick, Tock The Infernal Clock” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CDU0FIC
“Fishing Days with Dad” ——http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CXYI8MS
“Abraham- A Man of Contradictions” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CWNZ3Y6
“My Maria”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CS3BTOS
“Rusty The Beagle” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CQ3S4LG
“Angie’s Folly”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CPMGIAC
“Three Mandolin Murder Mysteries in One!” —–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00COQNJ38
“Wails of an Attention Deficit and Hyperactive Child” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CO92VOS
“Three Navy Stories” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNW9C7U
“Three Amigos”–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CNV5FMW
“Passing on……………………”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952
“God Damn It!”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXD1TU
“Women are in Charge!”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CLXBS4Q
“WHy Hide It?” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CK7F696
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“National Guard Hereos”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CIH88HU
“The Holy Land Murder”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CCCZQ8A
“The Poems of W.M.M.” —-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CHQPNQQ
“Romance,Sex and Fools”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CH6VX1U
“What Really Happened to Alex?” —http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDBX0
“Unattainable Love”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGPDGDU
“The Northern Woods Murders”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CGMRXDC

I hope some will read and enjoy those I have written. God Bless all!

Thanks for reading my Blog!

 

 

 

 

      

       If a two letter word, that has a meaning that is large in the english language and in the world. It is always with us, if  this than that, if they win, if they lose, if this happens then that won’t, if I do this than that won’t be. If I date this person than I will miss that one, so many ifs everywhere, and yet, it sits in the english language as a  referral word to choose between two choices. Why is that, well I don’t know who created it, or why, we just all know it does exist don’t we?

        Ah little word always have big meanings, just as little children have big promise and hopes and dreams. If I have a son or daughter they can become this, they can become that they can affect the world and change it and make us proud right! Thats life, if I  raised them right and taught them right from wrong, not to lie, not to steal, not to kill or harm anyone, they will turn out great and be something special. But sometimes, it makes no difference does it, no matter how well they are raised, taught morals, ethics, religion and more, they still go their own  way and end up evil some of them. You can only attempt to teach right from wrong, you can’t guarantee it, in another person, if if they are your children!

       Hopes are always for the best when you are dealing with offspring, children and relatives period. You hope all goes well and they make something out of themselves and circumstances can step in and change your world and theirs. causing them to go one way or another out of joy, hate, anger, laughter or by some other circumstances. we don’t control destiny,fate or chance do we, we just deal with it as it comes along, changing our directions in life as needed to go around, through or into it all. That choice is what life’s all about folks, it makes or breaks a human being, in all ways. And it goes back to the if this then that, doesn’t it? Interesting huh?

       Ok enough random thoughts and ideas, my cancer is always on my mind as I hope and pray I can overcome it each day. cancer is sneaky, it’s there from no where, and they have no idea what causes it or exactly how to end it for everyone. Once your diagnosed with cancer you tend to start to think of the old why me question, I recommend you don’t. If you do you are wasting energy, time and effort in the wrong area of the battle and your not making the preps for the battle ahead and your not making the plans necessary if you lose the battle with it. Live, do what you have to get done, tell loved ones you love them, have fun, laugh and cry, be human, it’s what you are if you’re sick or not. Ok, people don’t want to hear you pitying yourself or crying over what happened to you, they only want to see you fight and win. Do it cancer Patients fight, keep your spirits up, don’t give up ever and touch the lives of those around you each day and give them a memory to remember you.

        End of my Ranting/ Raving for today folks! I leave you with a poem, about my Step-father’s death I wrote:

                                              

Why Must the Days End?
By William

Why do the days have to end?
Why do the nights have to come?
The Darkness rolls in,
Night reminding me,
Of, my past, my sin.

I didn’t know what you wanted or needed,
You refused to say,
So now I wonder and think,
All night and through the day.

I go thru life, a statement reverberating in my mind,
It’s one I carry with me,
And shall for all time.

My father, laid dying on his bed you see,
And these are the words he said to me:
My son he said my days have come and gone,
I shall leave you before for long.

But live you life to the fullest and enjoy,
Do today what you love the most,
Enjoy life to the fullest, and love those around you the deepest,
For though I be gone and you may cry,
Please remember these words, I give you to keep and hold.
Live your life with honesty and truth,
Be happy, be true, be honest and be bold.

As I leave you now he said:
I shall be gone and you will cry,
But remember this is not really goodbye.

We are all put here for a purpose, yes a plan.
When we fulfill that purpose our time has come,
And our life is done, and I am just a man.

The days will pass, the weeks will come and go,
The weeks, will turn to months, the months to years,
And over time, you will, have cried all of your tears.
But live your life for each day you are here,
For the calendar will continue to roll,
Time will pass before you know,

In the end my son,
We all eventually do what we have been put here for,
And our time is done.

Then he rolled his head, in his bed,
The vomit came, his eyes rolled back in his head,
And peacefully, and in silence he was dead.

I remember that day oh so well,
I remember the fishing trips, the pizzas, the laughter and the tears,
And have carried his words, with me and lived them for all my years.

 

 

       

You don’t know me, but I see you every day, I walk by you as you argue, as you yell, scream, fight and run out of breath! I walk by you as you laugh, cry, and so much more, I see you run, push, challenge and submit to others ways and laws. I see what you’re doing, and watch daily, but I say nothing and carry on myself, hoping for changes that never happen. Funny how when you look you can see everything, but, you may never understand it all, until you are on the edge of survival in life. Sometimes it takes just a phrase or a line by a Doctor to awaken you to the world around you, but, then you figure it out too late, for your dying! I am a cancer victim and, each day I see life slowly passing before me in stores, at home, and other places I go, yet I just watch because I don’t have the energy anymore to interfere or affect what you or anyone else may do. All I can do is watch as my eyes scan all around me, I move slowly, my breathing is rough and ragged at times, I stop to rest and no one notices. Yet I go on knowing I have cancer and I am dying on the inside and no one would know unless I say it.

        People will not notice cancer victims unless you tell them you have it or they see you when you are thin and can’t move anymore. But they tend to ignore and run from it all, they don’t want associated with a dying person who has cancer they think it is contagious, when it isn’t! Sad isn’t it folks, how a cancer victim can go get tested and scanned, find out they may be dying within a limited time, but never tell anyone? It happens every day in America and in the world, and it has finally happened to me, I don’t want pity or sadness around me, I just want to know I helped those I loved in some way and that when I am gone they will think good of me, is that wrong to say or believe, I doubt it. We all want to be remembered in some way, at least I think so, we want to know we had some effect on the humanity and world we live in and on don’t we? My way has always to be there when I could for family and friends, and to write and tell stories and poems and in blogs. I discuss life, emotions, feelings, right and wrong choices, loves, hates, rants and raves. I try to tell the world in a not overly emotional way what is happening and why, but I am no Shakespeare, Hemingway, Ludlum, Spielberg or any other famous author or director or star. I am an everyday American with cancer who tries as hard as possible to affect the world he lives in before he dies. Am I wrong for just watching and passing by, I doubt it for when you have cancer all you want is two things, one no pain and two to die with pride and in peace. Is that asking too much?

        Each day brings me closer to things I thought I would never face, pre-op procedures and necessities needed at my age so they can take my tumor out and a lobe of my lung. I need blood work to see if my blood will congeal in a proper manner, I need to get an ok for surgery from a Cardiologist is your heart strong enough to make it, when they remove the lobe of the lung? I need to see the Anesthesiologist, so they can measure how much gas to give me when they put me out for the operation, and to make sure I wake up when it is done. All is coming shortly in less than two weeks, now, I will roam the halls of a Veterans Hospital, getting it done and trying not to think of the fact I may not wake up when it is over. I have been assured I should survive the cancer at this stage, but, fates change and if my missions on earth are done, God may recall you at any time. Yet I shall never give up, I have too much here in the world to let go yet!

          If I were to go what I would leave behind, my written words would be my thing, a wife who loved me from day one and a sister who loves me so much she cries when she thinks of me with cancer.  My, two daughters in another state, and, many grandchildren, all who I love dearly. Old friends I have from my teenage years are still out there and who I am sure will remember me. But in the end it is not the material things you leave behind, but the loving moments, thoughts, emotions and caring you give to others that count. Few people even think along those lines, for they set up Last Wills and Testaments, leaving this or that to one person or another, I leave nothing except what is stated above, I am not rich in money, but I am rich in people I love. God Bless the ones who always believed in me, who pushed me to achieve, who were there when I was hurting. Who stood by me in good and bad times and understood me at all times, I love all of you. I will never surrender to anything, because I am me and I have seen cancer before in others, as it ravaged them and took them from me.

         I saw this disease take my Grandfather in 1970 and watched as mom cried. I ran to see my own father in his wake from cancer in 1984, as he died from it.  I then came home from serving my country for 16 years to watch my step-father, die from it in ten month and my mother die from it in 15 months. One from prostate cancer and three from lung cancer, like I have crazy huh. I cried for each one in private, comforted my sibling as I could and paid my part to bury my parents as needed. I did what was right in each case in my mind and heart.

         My daughters who live in Pittsburgh, Pa. with their mother around them and their Grandmother to guide them, do not know me 100%, because their mother asked for a divorce when they were young and I gave in to her. I had not a leg to stand on to try to take my daughters with me, even if I could have, I had no place to raise them in. I forgive the eldest for what she did, because she was misguided, driven by anger and fear, and directed by a vindictive mother. The only regret I have with her is I didn’t get to say goodbye back then to her, she was in school. The younger one, I hugged and kissed goodbye before I left back then.

         Today they live still in Pittsburgh and I chat with the younger one online, in text and she has been to my home with her husband and children and met my family here.  I have met my grandchildren by going to Pittsburgh, Pa and three of them coming here. I love all four of the grandchildren I have in Pittsburgh and always will till the day I die. I hope they know that, nothing cuter than a little grandson running around saying grandpa to me. Or the laughter of my granddaughters when I tickled them and they laughed so hard they almost cried. So these would be the things I would miss if I die, not the material things of life, but the people I love most.

         Today is the 15^th of August 2013; I am now nine days from the pre-op and 20 days from the surgery. I have only had two other operations in my life; my appendix was removed in 1979 in The United States Navy when it burst on me. My recent nasal surgery done by the Veteran’s Hospital in early 2013, so I can breathe again properly was the second. This time is the third and biggest for a lobe of my lung with a tumor in it is coming out. Am I scared you can bet your ass I am, but I also know if it isn’t done and removed what cancer can do to a person. So I shall brave it and hope for the best and hope I wake up, when they finish. At least I am going to fight as much as humanly possible against this disease which has affected too many in my family and my life. Il ook to the ones who survived it in my mind and praise their guts, their strength and their spirits for overcoming it and hope I am just as strong to do so myself. Time shall tell now!

     Good Morning World! I hope all are doing as well as humanly possible and are happy, but if you’re not, then you need to look at yourself in the mirror and ask why not?  For it is the person inside you who is not happy and it doesn’t matter what cover you put on to hide it, it will come out and hurt others, so deal with it! No one deserves to get hit with your emotional and mental overflow, and you have no right to take it out on anyone else!

      In my life I have lived many different parts of life with different people in my own family. As a child I was called the child from hell, the one who tore my family apart over who my real father was, bullshit. Then as I aged I learned how to investigate and research things on my own, conducting on my own and finding what I needed to live life out. You can’t go forever in life blaming your patents for something they didn’t plan on or cause to happen. Even if you think they did cause it, you have no right to judge them unless you were in their damn shoes. Judgements are left to judges for a reason folks,it’s so emotions, hatred love and misunderstanding are overcome. I hope some people will learn that someday, for judging someone else is not our business, that belongs to a neutral party to do.

      Next, my cancer fight continues as I wait for a slot in the hospital to have part of my lung removed so I can survive. It’s the waiting game that wears on you, nothing else really, unless you count the coughing and hacking, and wondering. I have no idea what they willf ind, except I do have a tumor in my middle lobe of my right lung, will I need chemo, radiation, what stage and type is it and how long shall I be around on this planet? I don’t have the answers, but I am determined to fight the cancer, I am determined to stay here on earth as long as I can. I have a wife, a sister, two daughters and grandchildren, in no way am I ready to go. But, as my stepfather said, we are here for missions we perform, when you perform the last one you can do, God recalls you and you will never know when!

     Last note for today folks: America’s greatest hope for the future and return to prominence again, lays in the hands of Hillary Rodham Clinton in my opinion, a woman of stature, brains, with and logic.  A woman who deserves to be President of The United States, she is an outstanding person with morals, ethics, manners and grace and brians beyond compare. Break the glass ceiling folks, this is the woman who needs to be President and will do one hell of a job at it too.

     Today, as I sign off on this blog, As a cancer Patient, Man, Veteran,Father,and Husband, and Grandfather, I leave you with my story of what should be Passed On to the next generation of children in all families:

  “Passing on……………………”  http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CMXC952  

   Thanks All for Reading and God Bless!

      WEED, POT, is it good or bad for medical reasons, well, Dr. Gupta of CNN fame says it works for medical treatments. I agree it does, but, like everything else, moderation is the key. One has to control the WEED/POt not it control them. Science has found one out of every ten people can become addicted to WEED, but it on the other hand helps people in pain and suffering and makes life bearable for them. So, I think it should be professionally rolled and sold like cigarettes, boxed and sold over the counter and taxed. And it must be fully controlled strictly so youngsters don’t get it with false prescriptions or parents knowing. I have seen how it works for cancer patients, for those with certain conditions and I watched Dr. Gupta on CNN go through it all. I am one of those cancer patients now, I am one with lung cancer, and I know it can cause cancer too, but it can also relax a person, take away the stress and pressure, bring out the artistic part of someone and help others cope with life.  So I ask the American Government,  why not legalize it and make it available in Hospitals, Prescription form? I believe many could use it for mental, physical pains and ailments,  we have fought legalizing it since the 60s, isn’t it time to realize it has a purpose to help mankind?

       Next Subject, the return of A-Rod to Major League Baseball ! He violated every rule, regulation  on drugs using PEDS and more to improve his performance and take away pain. Modern day baseball, should not allow this and how is it going to let players like this in the HAll of Fame, and let them hold records that are falsely enhanced by drugs.  What would Babe Ruth say, what would Dimaggio say, what would players who gave all they had to set records say and do, who did the records they set all natural? Should players who are enhanced by PEDS or other drugs be allowed in the Hall of Fame or Banned? I say  Ban them, Hank Arron did it naturally, Babe Ruth, Mickey  Mantle, harmon Killebrew and more all natural in their days and played great and deserve the Hall, but A-Rod no!

     Last for today, I have written many little stories, poems and such and posted them for sale on Amazon’s Kindle e-Books as many know. Now I am not a great writer, I am just average and need some work for sure and to write more and learn. But I do tell the real stories to the best of my ability currently as I learn and go along. I just hope they convey, the emotions, feelings, pain, laughter and life I have lived in many ways to others, so they get a view that all life is not the same for all, no matter color, race, nationality or anything else. If ya get a chance to read some I hope you do, I hope you enjoy what I tried to do!

       “Conversations With Dad”—–http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00EBC5FHG

      “Open Letter to Daughter I Never Knew”—-http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E7SMC2U

       “Bea”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E674TIM

        “False Accusations”—http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00DYAID6G

        Have a good day all and remember, we all have our mission to complete before we             depart earth and head back to where we came from!