I am slowly finishing up the house clean out in Wolcott, Connecticut as items are given away or sold or junked. The House must be cleaned and then sold as all must know now from my blogs. Changes have to be made to how I live, where I live, and what is next in my life.
I am in Massachusetts, now and in my sister’s home. I have been here for a while now on and off since my wife died in August. It has been a long haul emotionally and mentally to get used to not having my wife. I wish to God she was still here on earth, but cancer is nasty and a killer and hard as hell to overcome in the end and she lost the battle we both fought for her. I wish there was more I could have done to keep her with me, but there was nothing left I could have done.
Changes are always hard to handle and do once your spouse passes away. So, I have been going one day and one thing at a time. I have even changed my look basically, by cutting all my hair off to change my appearance and style. I tried to put the picture here in this blog but was incapable of it happening for some reason. I did change many things in the last 90 plus days since she passed. My new profile pic can be found on the blog web page, on my facebook page, on twitter too. I have figured out the fact I can’t go back and get her back or do anything for her now, so I must move on alone.