Times change, people change, even Second Life Sims change folks. change is what motivates, and moves life forward, staying the same is just stagnant and boring.

I say this because some people are stuck in Second Life and will never leave it because they have nothing better to do in their lives, or because they are disabled or mentally or physically incapable of living a normal life. Nothing wrong with that, of course, for they need a place for entertainment also.

But do people learn in Second Life at all? Do they ever get the idea that what they do is wrong? Sometimes I wonder!

Anyway as many know, I have a dispute, with The D/s BDSM community in Second Life and how they operate their sims. My argument is over The Story of O they use, how they use it and how they train and treat their submissives. Most of the Sims, I have no argument with for they actually allow the female submissives their own choice to do as they please and force nothing upon them. I applaud D/s Bdsm sims in Second Life, that do that.

The one sim I do have an ongoing argument about and can’t stand, knows it, is Ratzu Darkstone’s Austin Island and Ratzu himself. Why? Well it started with his requirement for all female submissives to kneel for all males on his sim. My argument was always and will always be no female submissive should be forced to kneel for anyone, let alone males who think they are dominants and are not. But that was only the start of my dispute and argument with Ratzu Darkstone and his Austin Sim.

I didn’t ask or look for Austin Island as a sim to visit I was brought there by a female friend at the time named Shim. So, I went, joined on a whim, for her sake. To make a long story short now, I was a member of Austin Island from December 1st, 2019 to April 14th, 2020 when I requested Alumni Status for a few different reasons. 1) I am dealing with a cancer ridden wife, with breast cancer I care for daily, 2) I was under constant attack by Shim and her friend Nico, since the day Ratzu promoted me to Tyro-Master ahead of advancing Shim. 3) I was doing interviews with the men of Austin as per assignment requirements, and interviewed Rafe, when I, did I asked him about the attacks by Shim and Nico and he told me to stop talking disparagingly about Austin’s members. I did, but was angry and upset from all of the above and went off publically in Austin’s Cafe area asking for Alumni status. So, Ratzu granted that status immediately. When I calmed down, less than 24 hours later, I reapplied for full status as a member under Austin Island’s rules. Ratzu declined it after a week wait, telling me I lied to him and others told him of my comments. I remained an Alumni until July of 2020. One July Morning I logged in Austin Island and was standing in the cafe and a female member made a comment about multiple partners and how she didn’t like that, so I piped up and said, I didn’t like Harems either.

The next morning, I logged on and received a message from Ratzy Darkstone I was banned from his sim. So I wrote my first blog about Ratzu Darkstome and his Austin Island sim and posted it. A member of his sim told him I did and I received an instant message from Ratzu saying he had seen the blog and he wished I had been kinder to him and his sim in it. I told him then, he would hear more from me. And I kept my word over time, I wrote numerous blogs over it all and posted them on my Blog publically for all to see.

I used the information given to me by Ratzu Darkstone for his Austin Island Sim and training program in them. Ratzu sent people to me saying I would get banned from Second Life for giving out his Intellectual Property. Fact is he gave me the information of his own free volition, and I own it now and can use it as I please. it is in my computer. Now, since he didn’t like the blogs, he decided to stalk me in Second Life to a sim I Dj at and copy my personal information from my profile and send in a complaint to Second Life. Once i was notified of said complaints and him trying to recruit others to do the same, I filed complaints with Second Life on him and his sim in return. The dispute/ argument has now been going on since July of 2020 and it is December of 2020. I write, he fights back, I write more, he fights back more. On and On and On it goes. Now I can do this until I die if need be, I write it’s what I do, I also gather information and use it.

Now I am about to say something here to all D/s BDSM sims I have been on, that are not Austin Island or belonging to Ratzu Darkstone. I understand you all fear me doing the same to your sim and people that I did to Ratzu Darkstone and his sim. I get it I do, but I remind you I have information, on each sim I have been in for D/s BDSM and hold that information in my computer today. Yet, if you have noticed or not, I have not mentioned any of the other BDSM/ D/s sims I have visited nor have I tried to attack them or their people in anyway. I don’t mind being banned from any sim as I have been by the ones who use the Story of O and fear me, I get the protection you are using, but you don’t need it, I have no reason to attack or reveal anything about any of you. I understand you banned me for writing the blogs on Ratzu Darkstone and his sim, because you believe I would do it to you too, I wouldn’t and won’t.

That said we are now at a point in this dispute or argument, that innocents are being affected and getting hurt. If the BDSM D/s community wants to avoid further damage or injury to their sims or people, I would recommend, we reach an agreement of some sort. If we don’t well, I will write lots more.

That said, I have been given information, more that is regarding Austin Island and Ratzu Darkstone, as to where it is coming from I shall never reveal. But, I have his notes on his desperation to find new members, his meeting notes about it all and his meeting with the men and women of Austin trying to find new members and find mentors for mentees on his sim. I know of his changes in who is running his Tyro-Master program, also. I know also that he rewrote the rules for his sim and I have them also. I have Irene Silverwebs Graduation as an O Girl. Now how did I get them and why were they given to me is a question to answer for Ratzu Darkstone and his little sim. The obvious answer is staring you in the face Ratzu Darkstone, I am not the only person who was in your sim who doesn’t like it, and obviously some who are still there, don’t like your two faced lies, either.

[15:30] Ratzu Darkstone steps up to the podium and clears his throat
[15:30] Dell (dellmate) smiles at Melinda hello

[15:31] Ratzu Darkstone smiles and looks around at everyone
[15:31] Ratzu Darkstone: welcome to a very important celebration

[15:32] Ratzu Darkstone: irene has completed her time in the Chateau and we are all gathered to celebrate with her.
[15:32] Ratzu Darkstone: Thank you all for being here
[15:32] Lucinda Collins (lucindae) is offline.
[15:32] Ratzu Darkstone waves for Mars to bring her to the platform
[15:33] Sussesweet Hunter (sussesweet) feels her breath catch

The Opening of Irene’s Graduation

Greetings Masters and girls –

The last meetings of this year are scheduled soon. Girls will meet with Master Ratzu on Friday December 4 and Masters will meet on Friday December 11.

Master Ratzu’s topics will be:
1. review of the new rules and over arching principles
2. with fewer applicants at the moment, how do we engage members who have no mentees
3. discuss ways to improve the rate of new applicants

Master Ratzu would like to know of other things you’d like to discuss. Do you have questions and discussion topics?

Please send your topics to me 🙂

Yours in service …… Jen

The Meetings,

Austin Rules and Principles 18OCT2020

I have the new rules produced on 18 October 2020 also as you can see. How else would I know of the date they were accepted by Ratzu.

Now I can reveal all to the world and show the differences and changes he made if I must. I don’t care anymore period and I am growing tired of being told by sims I went to I am banned due to these blogs. I did nothing to any of them, yet it’s fine. I can practice D/s BDSM on other sims, in private and do so. I also do it in real life, unlike others who can only do so in Second Life. If Ratzu Darkstone wants me to stop blogging about him or his sim, he will have to ask me himself, politely, and apologize for his lies about me. Otherwise, I can write as I please on a private blog site I pay for, and that’s life folks. I scared no girls in Austin, nor did I create any trust issues in Austin Island. The only interaction I had with the girls of Austin, were for Assignments I did in the training program there, and private interactions with two of the girls there, that, remain private and will remain private.

Information abounds online and in Second Life about Dominance and Submission and BDSM, Bondage, Discipline,SadoMasochism. It can be found in Programs like Alt.com. Adultfriendfinder, Fetlife and numerous other web sites or web pages online. The internet is a large wide open information source for this purpose and for all information in general. Interestingly enough, what happens is people use the internet to gather information on this lifestyle, and then use it to create places to attract, prey upon and use and abuse women in general. One of the tenants of D/s BDSM, is Informed Consent. Informed Consent is having the full knowledge of what you are entering into, what it contains and pertains to, how it is done, and knowingly entering into it of your own and free accord. It also includes understanding it all.

Any online Website dealing with D/s BDSM, has clear warnings of it being adult in nature and about all it contains. The is not the case in Second Life, by Linden Labs on the web or internet. Second Life is a virtual world and I am sure they thought they would never have to face this issue when they came into being. Yet, people tend to create and use their imaginations and other resources they look up to create worlds that Second Life allows for one reason or another to exist on their platform amd servers. as Second life will tell all, they broke their platform into sections by ratings, and that should cover their liabilities in this matter.

Yet all is not well with the above premise or allowance or acts being done in these so called adult areas of Second Life and all know it too. Yet, Second Life, / Linden Labs does not react or do a thing about any of it, so as long as they run the virtual world they own, not much can be done to change it, or correct it. As they say the more the merrier in the world, because they make money on it.

The Adult section of Second Life, contains sexual sims, that include some of Dominance and Submission and BDSM also. Now, while this is what Second Life allows, it should be put under better protocols and rules in order to continue to exist in Second Life. All Adults using these areas, like those using gaming sims in Second Life should be required to have two forms of Identification on file, a credit card or payment method on file also. They should prove they are over the legal age limit in their State or place of residence also. Their address in real life should be recorded also. Adult behaviors include nudity, adult language, and the use of vulgarity at times and sexual acts, being done with pixels and in text. So in order to protect children as well as adults not wanting to roam into such areas, this should be covered.

That said, sexual areas, is where such sims as BDSM/ D/s sims should be placed under stricter rules and guidelines and watched more closely for abuse of women. Women end up forced or coerced into sexual scenes and more in Second Life and they have nowhere to turn to, to escape it, except to leave Second Life. another feature of Second Life is the ability to find or trace where someone is in Second Life, this should be stopped and shutdown. Tracking or stalking an individual in Second Life should not be allowed, period. I have had it happen to me and I am a man, so I can imagine how it would be for a woman. These are just some of the changes Second Life/ Linden Labs should make.

Now 2019 and 2020 have been learning times for me in more than one way, regarding people, and Second Life and Adult sims. What I learned is that people in Second Life are in it for different reasons of course, but, there are those in Second Life who do what they do, to take advantage, use and coherence and they abuse and discard. I have seen women damaged by these so called individuals, who call themselves Dominants/ Masters who run D/s BDSM sims. The first abuse or mistreatment is they advertise themselves and their sims as educational opportunities for the Lifestyle. I have seen many of them now, and many are based on a Story period, created by a woman a long time ago. The woman wrote said story to kept her lover’s interest who was a married man in the first place. While the story gets into the D/s BDSM lifestyle and portrays it in many aspects, it is just a story folks. The Story of O they are using is fictitious, fake, made up, and was written only for one purpose to keep the lover she wanted.

The Story, portrays one woman’s journey in the D/s BDSM lifestyle for the love of a man. A man who in short order after putting her into a Chateau in old time France, picks her up, uses her some more, and grows tired of her and passes her off to a second man. Now let’s start at that point, how many women want to be used, and made to get trained, thinking it was for the man they love, only to find out, she is being cast away and given to another man for his use? I would think an educated woman, who has self pride would rebell at this point and leave, but this O stays in the custody of the second man, who then not only rapes her, uses her and treats her like a plaything and belonging, giving her pain and punishment and demeaning her self-worth and self pride. He then, tortures her more and more to break her will and she does break, and gives in, ending up numb to all that has happened to her. So, she hangs onto to her second lover, for she has no place to go or run to. In the end he brands her, and sends her to a boat, belonging to a Commodore filled with guests at a party to be used by all the men aboard. She does so at his insistance of course and when done he realizes he no longer can punish her and discipline her in any way, because he loves her, but he knows he must release and get rid of her, at that point. The Story ends, with O, the woman in question, being released by the man, or in a second version asking to commit suicide and the man giving her permission to do so and she does. Now I ask, all submissive’s is this what you really want women, a man to pass you from one to another and then onto numerous men for their personal pleasure and fun, and then to be released and cast aside and told to go commit suicide? I would think any woman with a brain, self-worth, pride, would not go there. Which leads to the question of why some do?

The truth is, this doesn’t happen just because a woman is submissive and it’s what they do. Wrong. The women this happens to are those who were abused before, have low self worth, they have been humiliated and embarrassed before and have grown to accept it all. Damaged emotionally, Mentally or physically or all three, they can only get attention one way, by accepting this. When they get tired of it, or realize what they are doing, or what is happening to them, they escape or leave. The ones who stay in these situations and under the above conditions feel hopeless and lost and need direction, because they can’t find their own way.

I have heard the arguments made against what I say above in this article, like I am submissive because I am in charge all day at work, or I am submissive in nature it is just who I am. True you may be submissive in nature and like to be submissive in the bedroom or for sex, it does not mean you should be abused, beat upon, scared or emotionally damaged, just because you want to be loved, now does it mean, to be loved, you have to accept these conditions these Dominants put you under. No, it doesn’t. and maybe you think it’s the easier way to go because your submissive, so did other submissives who ended up committing suicide or being killed. So don’t think that.

Here is the truth, you can be submissive in your love life or everyday life all you wish, no one will knock you for it, it’s who you are. But you don’t need someone using you, abusing you, programing you for use by others, and you should retain all your personal rights at all times, to avoid what you don’t want done to you. No man just because he says he is a Dominant/Master or wears a tag in a Second Life sim saying he is one, should have the right to mistreat, abuse, control you mentally, physically or emotionally. if you don’t understand what I am telling you here, let me make it clear for all submissive women out there, the final decision is always your choice, make it clear, make it decisively, make it informed, remember a man who wants you for you, won’t not love you for being you, he won’t dump you on the side of the road or take advantage of your kinks, desires, needs, and likes, to use you or give you to another for use. He will accept you for being you, respect you and care of you, not just because you are submissive, but because of the inner you. He won’t force you to do gang bangs, or be publicly whipped either, if he cares for you. Stop and think about what I am saying submissive women, just because you are submissive in nature and in life doesn’t mean you need to let these men, use and abuse and mistreat you, for their own personal pleasures and desires. Sometimes, most times, these so called Dominants who run these sims in Second Life don’t care about what you really need as a Submissive woman, only what they need!

I do wish all, a Happy Holiday Season, no matter where you are, who you are. Please remain safe from Covid-19/ coronavirus, wear a mask, social distance. For the Holidays are coming, and all of us would like to survive them, so we can be with family and friends in the future.!

A couple of things have come to my attention since I left Austin Island Sim in Second Life that need said, to anyone who goes there.

Seems the Owner of said Austin Island Sim, Ratzu DarkStone is breaking Second Life’s rules and regulations himself. He Voice Verifies everyone who enters his sim if they apply there for membership, it’s against the TOS rules of Second Life period. Plus he steals people’s IP Addresses when he voice verifies you. He talks rules and regulations and more, but he breaks Second Life’s and Linden Labs Rules by doing it all.

Another thing about Ratzu Darkstone, he is a coward, and a phoney, Dominant too. The man made up a program but has no idea what real life D/s or BDSM is or how it operates. The Information he uses he stole off the internet and just re-worded for his own purposes is all. He talks about people being poly on his sim, when none really are. If he believed it, he would practice it himself, he doesn’t, he’s been with the same submissive woman since February of 2016, yet if you tell him you don’t believe in poly or harems, he will ban you from his sim. His world is totally make believe and fake and it’s sad that people get suckered into it. You have to hand it to him, he cons many people and gets away with it daily. he runs Initiations, that include 20 to 30 people watching as he whips a female avatar and then invites five male avatars to gang bang the female while they all watch. Five men at once, as he sits by and stares and watches the whole show. Sad, for a seventy some odd year old man, who is supposed to be an Officer of the Court, to be doing isn’t it.

He lacks morals and ethics! I still want to know how Second Life, Linden Labs allows this man to run a sim on their program and servers and get away with it all. He takes people’s IP Addresses when he lets you become a member on his sim, that’s illegal in and of itself. He knows it too, but will continue to do so, as long as he can get away with it.

I find it amazing, that a Lawyer out of Austin, Texas is running a BDSM D/s Sim and he is licensed by The State Of Texas to Practice Law! It is not like he isn’t old enough to know better, he is, he is in his seventies folks. Sadly, the man, is a lonely soul I guess, he can’t find a real life woman who will have him, so he hides in Second Life, playing with the minds of Submissive Women online, over the Internet.

Austin tracks your IP, and that my friends is against the law period, any invasion of your privacy by way of your computer or IP Address is illegal by law.

Is it illegal to trace an IP address? IP address is public information. In most cases, that IP address can’t be traced to the person’s name or other personal information. If by mistake personal info is posted online, it is the fault of the one who posted it, turning it into public info. No persons name will be disclosed by IP address companies. Under this law Ratzu Darkstone is breaking the laws of The Federal Government by taking your IP Address. Period. The only way you can take anyone’s IP Address is if it is for Business to Business reasons, not for personal use of a man in Second Life and his little Sim, Austin Island.

An IP address, by default, is nowadays somewhere between a street address and a mobile phone number. If you obtained someone’s IP with the intent to simply know their location that is an invasion of privacy. If you obtain that same IP with the intent of doing harm then the act of the lookup can be perceived as evidence to a crime. Lastly, if you obtain that same IP address with the intent to improve that someone’s personal well being, then I could argue that your intentions are good. Though your intentions are good, that does not change the fact that someone’s privacy may be violated. Be careful how you use the obtained secondary information about a known IP address, public and private.

Ratzu Darkstone uses a program to grab people’s IP Address when he interviews and Voice Verifies an incoming member on his sim. He is committing some very serious criminal acts here, and he’s a Lawyer out of Austin, Texas doing this, too.

Linden Labs needs to look into this, investigate it, and act!.

While I was a member of Austin Island, run by Ratzu Darkstone, I brought some points up before being shown the door. The first point I argued and asked about was the policy of all submissives having to kneel for all Dominants on his sim. My argument was simple, even submissive women have choice, and should be able to choose who they serve and how and that includes who they kneel for. The reply I received was the submissives want to be told to kneel, they look for it, maybe so folks, but not under force of rules of a sim. Especially a sim that tells all it’s educating all in the D/s BDSM Lifestyle. But that is just the beginning of how Ratzu Darkstone, uses his Austin Island sim to break submissive women down, emotionally, mentally, and use them for his own purposes. His little program of training, breaks down and rebuilds submissive women in the image he wants them to be period. In the end, when they reappear from his Chateau in Austin, they are mimics and repeat the same lines, the same answers and act like each other. They come into his sim individuals, with their own thoughts and ideas, but when he finishes with them they are like carbon copy bots. he says he is protecting the girls on his sim, he isn’t let one argue a point with him and they get banned too. He has banned both sexes for different reasons, men and women. All reasons he has fabricated to get rid of those who don’t fit his sim.

But that is just the beginning of how Ratzu Darkstone runs and operates his little Austin Island Sim in Second life. What happens is because he trains all who enter his sim, to fit into his sim, any resistance is not allowed and the ones who don’t conform must leave or be banned.

While I was in Austin Island, I disagreed with how his program worked, how his rules were written and in the end crossed swords with Ratzu and his people. But, many think, I hate BDSM/ D/s that is far from true. Yet if I hated BDSM D/s like Ratzu and his people want the world to believe, why is he the only sim and person I write about? Ratzu Darkstome or his people can’t even answer that question really, they will say I am sick, angry or just a nut, all false and they know it. Ratzu Darkstone even told me when he banned me, he wished I was nicer to him and his sim. It was not to be that way because, I don’t believe in his way of breaking down submissive women online who are vulnerable, susceptible and emotionally or mentally damaged or disabled and using them to serve him and his men in all ways sexually online in text and pixel sex and acts of BDSM and D/s. I also don’t like liars.

It’s the preying on these submissive women that really is sad. Using someone that way is sad, by a man who claims to be a Dominant. And here is the biggest question for these submissive women who stumble into or end up in his sim, who is Ratzu Darkstone to tell you or anyone else that you are not submissive enough or not dominant enough and that you must be driven deeper into submission?

What right does he have to put submissive women through a initiation ceremony that includes public humiliation, embarrassment, public whippings and even a gang bang in front of 30 or so people on his sim before you enter his Chateau, for his other teachings? Why do you think part of his training for submission is a period of silence? Can you answer those questions, I don’t think so folks.

No I don’t hate the Story of O either folks, but I do understand what the purpose of the story was for the author and her intentions. She wrote the story to hang onto her lover who was older than her and she accomplished that. Here is a kicker though for all of you who praise and believe in The Story of O as the bible for your sims and training I remind all O was used first by Rene, as her first lover and then given away to Stephan like apiece of property, if someone loves you they don’t dump you like a piece of property. secondly let’s talk about Stephen in the story. He accepts, O and then commences to change her further, by torture and physical punishment, and when he gets her to a point she does as he wants and likes, he pushes, even further. Branding her and feeding her to the Commodore and his boat full of friends, for their personal use. An official orgy scene, where she is used by all who want her body with no care or worry about who she is, as a person or human being. Now, at that point Stephan decides he can no longer control her or discipline her, because he loves her, but also knows she is no longer bound to him. So, when O has had enough he releases her, in one story ending she just leaves, in the second ending of the story she asks to commit suicide and he says ok, and she does. That’s what you do with a woman you love? , I think not folks.

Here is the point of this whole thing, The Story of O, is a fantasy, a made up story, intended for the entertainment of the lover of the Author only. It has been taken at a value it should not be by these Sim Owners like Ratzu Darkstone and turned into a program for the control of submissive women period. Sadly, it has been accepted by many, and in the end, it will only harm those women who enter it and get used by it. It breaks their spirit, their pride, it breaks them and humiliates them, embarrasses them, and in the end gets them lost in feelings they don’t fully comprehend or understand, destroying who each one is as an individual. Once a person loses their individuality, they lose themselves period and act like sycophants. zombies, until at some point, they are tossed aside like O was and fall apart.

This is not furthering BDSM D/s or Educating Submissives or Dominants, this is using people period and then discarding them when they don’t live up to what he wants them to be. So, if you stay in Austin Island and under Ratzu Darkstone’s control, you need to stop and ask, what is Ratzu Darkstone getting out of it all, and what is he paying all that money for,to keep his sim going monthly, what is he getting out of it all, no one spends money like water, to keep a sim going without a reason folks or a purpose or to get something out of it, would you? What is a Lawyer from Austin, Texas doing this for folks, you tell me! And he does so even in America’s biggest recession since the 1930 and 40s, time are rough.

Oh one more thing here to say concerning this. While I was in Austin Island I asked about all of the above I mentioned the kneeling bit, the public humiliation, the whippings and gang bangs and why they couldn’t be done privately. No answer was ever given and I was told not to talk disparagingly about Austin it’s ways or it’s people. Sadly it all continues today, but, I also know Austin Island and Ratzu Darkstone have had to change its rules since I left. I have the new rules also, the changes wll surprise all.

As the Holiday Season now gets underway, worldwide and we all face the coronavirus/ Covid-19 and work overtime to survive, I want to Wish all a Happy Holiday Season. for no matter my differences with people in Second Life, or anywhere else, I do not wish harm from the virus or anything else. I do wish all peace on earth and good will. As we hunker down in the World to survive the covid-19/ coronavirus and move forward, we must remember to use Masks, Use distancing of at least six feet apart, and only shop as needed to survive.

In the near future I will show all, the new rules of Austin Island, against the old rules of Austin Island and the changes when I do. I will also discuss, how the D/s BDSM community fears anyone who speaks out about what they do and how they band together to save themselves, at least that is what they think they are doing. When in fact by backing one man and his sim, the rest of the D/s BDSM community, shows themselves not to be teachers, or leaders, but followers. Even though they choose to protect themselves from me, by banning me from their sims, the other BDSM D/s Sim Owners in Second Life do so out of fear, only of me. They think I will name their sims and give away their programs and rules and more for public consumption. Don’t worry folks, it won’t happen, I have no beef with you others, and I understand why you do what you do, you believe your protecting your sims from me. That’s fine to do, but I point out the fact in all the blogs I have written on BDSM D/s in Second Life only one man is mentioned and one sim. That in and of itself should show you, this is not a vedetta, against D/s BDSM itself.

I am sure, there will be some in a sim I was recently on, that will wonder where I went and why. Well, I wont get into it, except to say, I was banned by it for blogs I wrote about another sim. Now that is fine and I have no objection to it, they have, this right, to do so.

Never will I argue with someone in the right. Yet, it does make me wonder just how tight and why these D/s BDSM hang onto one another, when one drags the rest down with it.

That said, let’s move on in life, for writing is what I do, and I do write about many subjects and books and poems too. As I said before, some subjects are dear to my heart and others are not.

First and foremost, life is ongoing and we have too short a time to hang on one thing or one subject for too long. The world is in trouble from coronavirus and Trump and nuclear weapons and climate change too. So Second Life is not my primary thing to worry about in life. I have a wife with cancer and myself in real life to care for first and foremost. So Second Life will always be just a place to go for music and to role play and play games period. It is not real folks, and many use it as a crutch to survive reality, I don’t.

Soon, I shall be writing more, books, poems, maybe stories and blogs I am sure. It is me, it is what I do, I don’t need anything in Second Life, just fun.

As to Second Life and my blogs, I write about what I experience in it for fun and to make a point, it’s not reality in anyway, just a virtual world for fun and games and that’s the point in general. Will I be attacking any sims in Second Life, in the BDSM D/s area of the Adult Section? NO, not except for the one I have already, why, because disrespect is not the way to treat anyone.

Each day, information pours forth about people and sims built in Second Life, their purposes, or styles and what their intentions are, so I look and listen and write about it all. Some I have dabbled in and even joined as a member and then ended up out of either by choice or because I write my blogs. It’s ok, for Second Life is just a virtual world, a game and that’s it. Anyone who takes it more serious then that, well just has a problem is all. Just click the x in the upper right corner and it’s gone that easy.

Onward now, we can get back to my prior discussions on BDSM and D/s in Second Life. many of these sims built for the purpose of either education or teaching of this lifestyle rely upon a book/ movie, called the Story of O. Let’s look at it and understand more is what I say.

The Story of O, an erotic novel by Anne Desclos, first published in French (Histoire d’O, 1954) under the pen name Pauline Reage, itself a pen name for Dominique Aury, a French writer and translator who was a respected member of the literary establishment but who gained her greatest fame in 1994 when it was confirmed that she was the author, under the pseudonym of “Réage,” of this erotic best-seller. It was then revealed that Aury was in fact yet another pseudonym for Desclos. The French government brought charges of obscenity against the book’s publisher in 1955, and a ban on publicizing the book or selling it to minors lasted until 1967. The controversial work has been frequently criticized by feminists as a glorification of the abuse of women. The protagonist’s name “O,” in the opinion of many, reflects (among other things) the objectification of women.

SUMMARY: “Réage”—a name invented specifically for The Story of O—was apparently told by her lover, the literary publisher Jean Paulhan, who was an admirer of the sadistic Marquis de Sade, that no woman could ever write an erotic novel. The Story of O was her response. This work, one of the most thorough and challenging ripostes ever made in a lovers’ quarrel, is distinguished less by its plot-about a beautiful fashion photographer called O who is forced to become a sex slave to a secret society of men and who is beaten and branded and eventually coaxed into enticing other women to become sex slaves—than by the manner of its prose, in particular the control exercised by Desclos in her depiction of O’s private musings and reflections during and after her submission to acts of torture and humiliation.

The intense erotic effect is achieved by a kind of mismatch between language and psychological content. If the language were made to imitate the full violence of O’s mental and physical suffering, it would often be shattered and reduced to an incoherent scream. Instead, the prose is constrained by Desclos and proceeds unruffled and at an unvarying pace through a series of degraded sexual episodes, leading eventually to the disappearance of O behind yet another mask, that of an owl. The most tightly fitted mask is style itself.

The Story of O is a shocking novel and at the same time a masterfully boring one. The deep erotic joy of suffering, it tells us, is rooted in the terror of boredom.

Now the above is all about Story of O, and not written by me, but can be found on the internet at numerous locations and websites. A few facts to mention here and now that are not included fully or clearly in the above. The author wrote said story for one reason and one reason only, to keep a lover who was married from leaving her, to hang on to him as long as she could. It is a story generated and written with just that purpose in mind and is a work of the imagination. At no time was it ever intended by The Author, to be used a guidline, or program for training submissives online in Second Life. Yet, people have taken it that way, and use it that way, and in the end, use it to control female submissives and train men to be Dominants. While it is a common scheme and act in these adult sims of Second Life to do this, those who do it, are really using these women, to fulfill their own sexual fantasies is all, in text in Second Life.

The Story of O has two endings for a reason folks. The Author made sure to point both possibilities out, for good reason.

While Second Life shall not stop this practice at anytime, because it helps to keep their Second Life Program going and profitable, is it right to have it happening, on the Internet which is public to the world in all ways? This is just one question that needs answered by Second Life and Linden Labs and the new Owners of Second Life also. As I see it, at some point, a individual can involve legal authorities in an investigation into said practices. Sadly, it seems, Second Life and Linden Labs have failed to look into certain practices like this.

I left or was banned from a sim called Austin Island run by and owned by Ratzu Darkstone, after I got angry one day and upset over personal matters and over attacks by people on his sim. When I approached a senior member of his sim for an interview I had to do, I was told not to disparish the member of said sim to other members and told to let it go.

Upon that decision and at that point I had more than one thing going on in my life. I had fought to almost completing Tyro-Master on the sim in question, minus three small steps. But I had also and have also been dealing with the cancer my wife suffers from, at home. I reached a boiling point at that time and while standing in the sim, I called out the Member who told me to stop talking about others publically and then asked to be placed in Alumni status, it was granted quickly.

That was fine until a female member asked me to try to come back and return as a Dom candidate instead of a Master one. When I applied to return to full status, I knew I was in trouble, first it was only 12 hours later, and secondly, Ratzu Darkstone was immediately concerned and resistant to that happening. At that point, I had filed to return as the female asked me to, on the basis of trying to complete the program. But, Ratzu did not budge period, saying, I broke trust.

I stayed in Alumni status from April 14th, to July 9th in Austin, visiting the sim for dances and to sit and chat with people. When I awoke on July 10th, and logged into Second lIfe online, I was noticed by way of Instant Message I was banned from Austin Island By Ratzu Darkstone the owner. what occurred on July 9th, was a discussion about the poly lifestyle of BDSM/ D/s and started by a female member. She stated she did not believe in multiple partners and believed in one on one relationships. I agreed and had said. I don’t like multiply partners either and I don’t believe in harems.

Now what excuse was given for banning me by Ratzu Darkstone on July 10th was, as he put it, I scared the girls of Austin. They had been saying so for a while, false. Never scared any of them. The fact is I only did what was required of me for the assignments given to me with the girls of Austin period. With the exception of two girls who I had fun with on the side within the rules of Austin. This angered me because it was a lie and a false statement by Ratzu Darkstone and showed utter disrespect of me, for he didn’t have the gall or balls to ask me personally or tell me so I could correct it, if I did. He had given others chances before me at numerous times and refused to do the same for me. So, that was it for Austin Island and Ratzu Darkstones lil world, than I wrote my first blog and he read it. I refused to take it down and he hated it all. That began my blog writing in earnest. Then all the readers came.

Then, Ratzu Darkstone decided he didn’t like the blogs and decided to file a complaint with Second Life/ Linden Labs regarding me, calling it harrassment, and theft of his intellectual property. I never harassed him in Second Life period and secondly never stole any property from him or his sim, all information I used in my blogs was freely given to me by him, of his own volition, can’t steal what is given to you, can you? He got with some land owner who also owns the land a club I was Djing at and pressured them to force me to take down my blogs or fire me as a DJ. I did take down the blogs at the request of the sim I Djed on, because it was about to affect them. So, I now, went back to writing blogs, period.

Seems the blog writing is following me around Second Life and I am being not allowed in BDSM/D/s Lifestyle sims now, due to them. So my question is this, why when what I wrote does not mention any other sim or person in Second Life? Any other BDSM or D/s sim I entered I have been respectful and nice to all and polite, yet in less than 24 hours later, I get booted or banned. Why?

I can’t answer the above questions, but I can continue to be me and write my blogs. More will be coming regarding Ratzu Darkstone and his ways in Second Life and Austin Island. as to any other sim I entered regarding BDSM and D/s in Second Life, I have no objection to them in anyway or what they do or how they do it. I can’t blame the people who own the sims, who ban me or won’t let me enter their programs, for they are listening to it all and wondering will I attack them too, I won’t, they didn’t disrespect me, in anyway.

I believe in D/s BDSM, I believe it should be of free will and choice of those who participate in it fully. I also believe no woman should be forced to kneel or behave in a way in which she is not making a consentable, knowledgeable decision to do. It is one thing to be into BDSM D/s, it is another to force it, coerce someone into it, or to try to convince someone against their beliefs or will. That’s not what the lifestyle is about.

Ok A Few of the Short Stories i have Written are here for today’s blog. the link are. I may start writing a new story soon, I am still working on a process and a look at one, I may consider doing. Time shall tell. In The meantime my Author Page is here: https://www.amazon.com/William-McCurrach/e/B00CQMGTSM?ref_=dbs_p_ebk_r00_abau_000000

The current status of America’s Government is a question right now with Trump denying he lost the election of 2020 and the Republicans failing to believe he lost. Certain articles are being written about only 20 Republicans believing Biden won the election. Folks, let me tell you something, when someone gets beat by over 7 million votes in the popular vote and then gets beat in the Electoral College Vote, 306 to 232, it’s time to believe Trump has to go. He can claim fraud and more, whatever he wishes, it does not change the facts, Biden/ Harris won over Trump/ Pence.

As the coronavirus continues to claim more lives and spreads like wildfire in America, we have a President who has given up his caring about the virus, how many die or anything else, except to argue, he won an election he didn’t and can’t change.

America needs leadership, it needs someone to stand up and help us fight the virus and to set up the dispensing of the vaccine as soon as it is ready, as fast as possible. America needs a President who cares about starving Americans, who have no homes on our streets or those of us without jobs out there. Sadly, Trump has no care for anyone or about anything but himself.

Now what about this 2.7 million dollars or more, Trump has collected he says for his reelection? Why are people sending a President who lost the election money still and why is he asking for money still? It’s over folks believe me, it’s over so if your sending money to Trump, you know he is just collecting it to use as he pleases, and it will never apply to any re-election bid or be declared on his taxes or anywhere else. So basically he is defrauding Americans and taking your money for his own personal use, you do know that, right, Trump Supporters.?

I am waiting for January 20th, 2021 when he is forced to leave The Presidency and all of its protections. He is going to get hit with criminal charges, libel charges and civil cases left and right and he knows it. His kids will be hit with charges and civil cases also, you can’t defraud the public, collect cash and walk away with it and not pay a price. I hope someone tells them that! The facts are too many criminal actions have taken place in the last four years.

The use of The Trump Hotels for the reelection campaign and the amount paid to the Trump Organization for it’s use was absorbent and high rates no one should have been charged. They deposed Ivanka Trump Kushner over it already and she was cooperative they said, but they also said she knew it was an overcharge and did nothing to stop it or change it. Sadly, there will be either civil or criminal charges for it and she must know that and so does Donald Trump himself. How many more charges there can be against Donald J. Trump and his offspring is yet to be told, but you can bet they have piled up in the last four years.

Trump’s cases brought to the courts in each state he has brought them have been thrown out one by one for lack of evidence and no basis in each case and more. He has no legal leg to stand on regarding the election and his lose in it and he knows it. He refuses to concede the election and he doesn’t have to by law, but he does have to get out of office on time for Biden and Harris to take over and he knows it. So what is making him keep at his persistence to say he won and Biden lost? Fear is the answer here folks, he is afraid, he knows once he is out of office, the charges and criminal cases and civil cases will come fast, hard and fully after him. He fears he or his children or both will end up in a prison or jail cell. Period. And No Donald J. Trump you can not Pardon yourself, it won’t fly in the courts.

I want all the Republicans to stop and think, what they are doing to enable Trump in his actions and words and his inability to run the Government these days. Does McConnell and the Republican Party realize what they are doing to the Constitution, The Country’s defense and and Intelligence abilities and our position in the World today? By Enabling Trump in all his refusal to do a peaceful turnover of the Presidency, the damage will be beyond repair and destroy the foundation of the American Republic and Democracy.

The Republican Party will be responsible for the damage and our inability to recover from it once Trump is gone. So, you Republicans doing so, should hide, and hang your heads in shame. Period!

Before I get into the differences between Real Life and Second life in the lifestyles mentioned in the title, I need to make one thing perfectly clear to all who read this. They are really two different lifestyles not one and they can exist and do exist in real life as separates, not always combined as many Second Life sim owners wish, all to believe.

First, let’s define each, for all to see the difference. BDSM, stands for Bondage, Discipline, Sado Masochism. Which means the act of binding someone, disciplining them by spanking and implements, and causing pain for pleasure or the release of endorphins for pleasure by giving or receiving pain. This can be done without being in a D/s Relationship folks and many do it, daily.

Domination and Submission, is a different item. Domination is the act of controlling through physical or mental force, another human being who wishes to be dominated and is submissive in nature and wants it. One who willing gives up control in a relationship to someone they believe is mentally or physically superior, or has more knowledge of sexual experiences, to reach a satisfying ending of orgasm for both partners. It is also a way of life many live by, in marriage and relationships, because one partner needs to be submissive and the other dominate, to fulfill themselves and make themselves whole, in all ways sexually, mentally or physically.

What is wrong with those in Second Life who run these so called D/s BDSM sims is simple, they teach that both go hand in hand at all times and they don’t, or don’t have to necessarily. As I stated each can be done on its own for it’s own intended purpose by any couple who happen to be submissive and dominate to one another.

Point in fact is the different levels for Dominants in the lifestyles. Many sims in Second Life will let some men go for the position or title of Dominant period, others want them to go further and become Masters. Now a Dominant is just a person who prefers to be in charge and has basic knowledge of the lifestyles discussed, A Master is supposed to know all, including the giving and receiving of pain for pleasure or discipline. Both learn how to use implements and toys and how to bind someone. The line is really thin if you look closely, but the point I am making is this, there is a thin line and one can perform and be a part of a D/s relationship and not use BDSM, and vice versa. Few realize this in Second lIfe so they automatically combine both, in trying to train people and educate people in the lifestyles mentioned here. It is not necessary. Period.

Next, those who attempt to teach what they do not know themselves, because they have never lived it in real life, should not do so. You can’t fake it, you can’t just create something and make it sound like your educating someone, regarding it, either. When you copy and paste and take material off the internet, rebox it and try to use it as your own, you get caught folks, people do look for themselves, just telling you all that.

Lastly here, I have no objection to Domination/ Submission as a Lifestyle, nor do I object to Bondage, Discipline, Sadomasochism either. As long as all, is with informed consent and knowledge, of what one is getting into and why. Old saying many ignore, when dabbling in new areas, or just dabbling in areas that can be unsafe, know thyself before you do anything. The best advice to give anyone, is simple, know thyself before you attempt to know anyone else or do anything in the lifestyle. Access your desires, your knowledge, your needs and wants and balance them to who you are. Make sure you are safe, sane, and give consent or get consent from whom you are doing it with. Never use equipment you have never used before without guidance and if needed, training. Play Safe, Live Safe and always know your safe words and how to stop. If someone does not stop, when you use your safe words, then leave them as fast as possible and seek help to stay away from them, while you heal or recover.

Second Life the Virtual World online, put out originally by Linden Labs of San Francisco, California is a place many users disappear to, when their homelife is poor or they are invalids or disabled and need it for entertainment. Many people come to Second Life online, to escape reality and to create and build worlds they can only imagine in real life and as a way to escape the savages and poor facts of their real life. Some enter Second Life for fun also, and others for adult purposes of interaction, verbally or in text, for sexual purposes or sexual adventures or role playing purposes.

Second Life has existed for many years now, since 2003 and it has grown and then shrunk and grown and shrunk again over the time since. It is estimated at the current time to have between 800,00 to 900,00 users across the world. It includes all nations, all nationalities, and all people who can reach it online.

Now some become excited when they join Second Life to learn to build, to interact with others, in virtual world, involves text, or typing, some voicing by way of mics and for any sexual performances or acts one must buy the parts to do so and be in adult sims in Second Life. Second Life is divided by rated areas, From General, to Moderate to Adult sections. each section contains sims built by members who have joined and pay for said sims to exist. Some are for Music, some for building, some for dancing, racing, motorcycle clubs and even gaming sims allowed in certain states and areas worldwide. Second lIfe and Linden Labs is very careful with their rules for games or gambling sims and adult sims too. They do not want trouble in the virtual world and will take action by blocking or banning those who cause it and problems between members, unless they break the rules and regulations of Second Life, they tend to stay out of.

I remind all, Second Life is looked at as a Virtual World, it is based on the imagination of its users, right down to the builds of sims in it. Imagination is what runs Second Life, but dramas between members cause problems of course, and the best way to avoid these dramas is to avoid the people you have them with. what many don’t understand is, some try to build sims and call them educational sims for certain purposes or lifestyles. Before you do so, remember this, you are not alone in doing so, nothing you write as long as you release it is Intellectual Property, once you give it out, on your own. You send someone information over the internet in Second Life whether it is a photo, instructions, rules, or ideas you wrote down, and claim to be for your sim only, it becomes public access, the person you send it to, can do as they please with it.

That said, people tend to think, they can treat others with disrespect, or in anger or just push or intimidate others in Second Life. You don’t have to put up with that at all folks, all you do is ban them , or block them in Second Life and carry on. There is nothing anyone can do to stop someone from doing anything or saying anything about what happens in Second Life if it is not said or done in Second Life, itself or on their servers. They have no legal justification, to step in, if it is not in their Virtual Program, or on Their Servers and people have the right to free speech in America. period.

A while back I got into an argument or disagreement with a Sim Owner in Second Life, and this person decided to ban me from their sim, No Objection there, I never went back of course and never will. Yet, I wanted a way to explain to all why I was banned by this person from their sim, because of the adult nature of the sim and the purpose it supposed, plus people asking me why, it happened. So I wrote blogs here, on my blog site, about it all and what happened and why and explained it all publically, for all to see.

These blogs, had the desired effect I wanted on the man and his sim. People read all the blogs and in the end his sim suffered for what he did. He lost traffic to his sim, his membership decreased and it slowed it down. So, he came after me for writing my blogs, chased and stalked me in Second Life first to a sim that had nothing to do with him or his sim, and then copied my personal information from my profile and tried to report me to Second Life as harassing him and stealing intellectual property. He failed, for he has no intellectual property to steal, since he sent me the information I used in my blogs of his own volition. As to harassing him, I never did or would in Second lIfe, not worth my time, yet he stalked me in a different sim. When the above failed to get me thrown out of Second Life, he and his cronies devised a plan to get me fired as a DJ on a sim that was related to his sim only by the type of adult sim it was. Well, when the Manager for said sim came to me with this problem, she asked me to take down said blogs, because they were beginning to be affected by the blogs, because the land owner they pay for their sim property was associated with the other man’s land too. So, I made a decision, I would leave said sim voluntarily and find a new place to DJ and I have. My reasoning was simple I didn’t wish to cause any trouble for the sim I DJed at, for they were good to me and vice versa. So, I took down the blogs and then changed Sims to Dj at. No the sim I Djed at did not fire me, so people know, they still carry Me on their DJ schedule, but I don’t do it, I left. My choice of course.

As to the blogs, regarding the sim, I stand behind them fully and always will. They may return at any time, and I know they made him change his ways and hide more on his personal sim and in his little sim, he controls. I also know that if he wants to grow his membership list, he will have to change his ways and rules, of what he does. He knows it, I know it, and his members know it too.

Last thing, I have noticed other sim owners in Second Life, who are into the BDSM, D/s Lifestyle have read my blogs, and I noticed that. Now to them I want to say something, I appreciate the fact you read the blogs, I also want to say, I hope you have noticed only one man and one sim is mentioned in said blogs.

I have no objection to the D/s or BDSM lifestyle at all and never have, the blogs were never about the lifestyle or anyone else who does it or likes it. This is about one person, one sim, the disrespect and lack of respect for his actions, his lies, and his cowardness and inability to tell the truth and to face someone face to face, and hash it out. Men face people and don’t hide. that’s number one, number two they are not afraid, so they have no reason to lie. Men also have a set of balls, and don’t hide behind female members and members of their sim for protection. Men don’t go crying to others for help and protection either, they stand up, face the truth, admit their mistakes, make changes as necessary to make it work and compromise. That’s how life goes, and that’s how real men make life work. Smart leaders come from smart followers folks, in order to be a good leader you have to be a good follower first, if your not, you have no damn idea, how to lead and shouldn’t. I don’t care if it is in Second Life or Real Life, it applies to both, just because one has a Degree from a College doesn’t make them a leader or smart, just says yes they passed the courses, if you can’t apply the information you lose. A college degree is a piece of paper only, experience, honesty, truth, open communication, listening, and compromising, gets you places, anything less fails.

  Everybody wants to be Heard!  That is what all will say, and age does not matter once you can speak. Many are overlooked, ignored, brushed aside, or told to shut up. People grow up in different situations, and different families. We grow up in such a way as we are told to or directed to by parents and relatives, not as nature intended us to be. We all want to be able to speak our mind, have our opinions and ideas and thoughts heard, it doesn’t matter who we are, by color, race, creed or sex, what does matter is we will fight until heard and acknowledged in some way.

   When, your a child of 4 or 5 years old you start questioning things around you, colors, shapes and items come into focus, but it takes longer for relationships to develop that we can grasp onto and that we as children and human beings can fully understand. Unless we are given freedom to explore and understand these relationships, we get lost. It happens to so many people in the world, that they will work till their dying day to be heard if, they, must. It is human nature to be that way for all of us. I would never deny that and nor should anyone else. Many hit snags, blocks or can’t be heard because they lack the ability to get loud enough or to find a way to express what they wish to say and convey it properly. Now we don’t realize this until one day, we try to convey a thought or words and we find ourselves being ignored or overlooked or brushed aside and go, “ What the hell, I am trying to tell you something”, Loud enough and hard enough that people go oh and realize your saying it to them out loud! Funny, it is at that point people finally go, you exist, you are for real, you are here, and we need to listen. That is how it goes for many in the world, those the quiet ones, as I call them, who sit back, and you do not hear from. It is called all we want to do, is be Heard! So, we struggle until we find a way to be heard! This is how we get our politicians, our writers, our poets, our public speakers and in the end the people who were never heard are finally heard, through written words, or public speaking. They end up coming out, speaking in their own ways, and when finally heard get recognized as individuals with something worthy to say. That also makes them important to the society we live in, in the world.

  Some grow up to write for newspapers, some become news people on TV, others write books or blogs or articles on subjects few would even think of. They quietly plug along, subject after subject, article or book or poem, trying to be heard and tell what they need to and they do not look for fame they look to be noticed, only. They are the ones who are unheard, but finally find a way. They become important in their own ways, through the struggle to be heard. They just want to be counted, acknowledged and able to finally say something and be constructive and worthy of some attention, for once in their lives. They are the Unheard!