Maybe at times we all wonder, what if?

What if is basically a question so many ask themselves at different times in their lives, like What if I had been born in a different era, time, place to different parents, or a different race, or color?

What if I wasn’t born to the parents I had? What if my parents treated me better, what if my father had stayed, what if my mother wasn’t damaged before she had me? So many what ifs can be brought into play in the life span of a person, whether they are male or female. But, here is the best what if question of all, for all to consider!

What if I had just accepted all I could not control in my life and went with it? What if I determined, I couldn’t stop the bad things brought to me by circumstances I can not control, and just barreled on through it on with a determination to be who I wanted to me and never looked back? Can you honestly, stop for a minute and think on that one? Imagine how your life would be, if you worked with what fate and god and family had really given you and set your sights on something you wanted no matter what and did it?

I like many in the world, did not have a perfect childhood, I had things dealt to me I wish to God I never had, but I also learned as I went along, a person can’t slap a smile from your face forever. a person can’t make you do what you don’t really want to do, a person can’t make you love or hurt someone either. That part is called choice!

So let me ask all, what if, we all just made a choice to forgive and forget and move on without holding pain, grief, despair or anger? What if we all, could dispose of emotions and regrets, and move forward as human beings, just surviving, and growing and learning as we go and accepting the facts, and then, choosing to change them as we go forward in life? What would happen then to all of us?

Lets take me for example, what if I just ignore the first slap I got a cross the face from mom? What if I just ignored the fact she tried to give me away three times and failed? What if I ignored Dad telling me he could shoot me and bury me in the backyard and never think twice about it? What if I could imagine never being thrown from my home in the winter snow with a box of clothes alone, by my dad? What Ifs are so many aren’t they?

What if, I didn’t find surrogate families to help me survive over the years? What if I didn’t drop out of High School and end up in the service? What ifs are so many like my Military days, what if I never joined the Army and failed, what if I gave up and never joined the National Guard and grew up and joined the Navy? The point being here that all the what ifs, can get you depressed, and change you as a person.

What ifs’ are choices we make in life each and everyday we live. We make the choices we do based on what we believe is right for us, that’s number one, number two what we believe is right for the people involved at the time, and three, the circumstances handed to us, because it is taken out of our control so we have to accept and deal with it all. In these cases I did, what a man would do, I choose to protect and do the right thing for the innocents involved not for me. My choices almost killed me emotionally as a man and i am sure there are many more out there who did the same in the same situations too.

No matter what we do in life, the decision we make is not always 100 percent right. We make decisions on what we have already experienced and lived through, based on emotions we feel at the time, and sometimes we make them, and have no choice because it is forced upon us. No two people, no matter what sex, color, religion, race or anything else react in the same way, why because we all live through different life experiences at different time periods and eras. So, when I ask, What if, I don’t ask it to be crazy, illogical, or silly, nor do I ask it for fun, I ask it because, it is the tiny little what ifs, that count in life! And sometimes, we forget before we act, to ask ourselves, What IF. We end up later then regretting what we decided because we didn’t ask what if, when we were supposed to slow down and do that, and the decision we made comes back to destroy, affect or give us despair and we lose hope. When these things happen to us, some of us make the ultimate decision and take our own lives because we can’t overcome or change what happened or occurred. That my friends is called depression, despair and surrendering, don’t go there, get help, ask for love, find friends, find families and find hope. For Hope Outshines all there is in life and as long as you have it, you will survive. Never surrender! For What if you did, would happen to all who know you, love you, worry about you, interact with you? What effect would you departing have on them? What if it changes their life when they are ready, and makes them go the wrong way with decisions and choices?

What Ifs, are the major turning points of life, liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness, not only for you personally, but for all around you, who interact with you too!.

So What IF, we all forgave, forgot, overcame and carried on? What IF?

Some Questions come to mind for me regarding the Kavanaugh Nomination and the Accusation currently being publicly debated in the news, on Television and in the papers and Senate. Now I am not a lawyer, or Senator or Representative or in Government in any way, but what the hell is the rush to get this  one Judge appointed to the Supreme Court? And Why the rush?

Is there an unbiased way to investigate the allegations without hurting the accuser and protecting her rights? Is there a way to protect Kavanaugh also?

The Senate knows from the experience and records of the Anita Hill Testimony how embarrassing, how humiliating and hurtful it is to call a woman to testify before a wide open public hearing in from of a Senate Panel and on television. This woman, Doctor Davis, doesn’t need the harassment, the humiliation in her life or the threats she is getting, why should she have to run and hide from her home, due to this and who is threatening her? Please explain why she had to leave her home and take her family into hiding, if she is lying? If it were lies no one would threaten her or bother her, they would ignore her!

Does Congress, The Senate or House of Representatives have a way to get to the bottom of these allegations, that is unbiased and as painless as possible to the woman involved? I disagree with the Senate pushing the Nomination of Kavanaugh to a vote, just because they don’t want to ask the FBI to Investigate it all, they can ask them to and ask the President to order it too. Why aren’t they?

Whether Doctor Davis comes forth or not for a public or private hearing, it should not be in public, and she should be heard out and we can not settle for a he said, she said here. We are dealing with a lifetime appointment to the Supreme Court, which means the fate of Roe vs. Wade is on the line here, the right of women to choose how to handle pregnancies and their own bodies. On top of that issue the issue that comes to mind for me is Kavanaugh’s opinions on whether a sitting President should be prosecuted or if he can pardon himself. Kavanaugh has stated himself he believes the President can not be tried for a crime while in office, and he the President could possibly pardon himself, wrong on both points, in my opinion.

Does the Senate have any unbiased Senators in it anymore with any guts and balls to stand up and say,  we must hear the woman’s allegation, and then hear the Judge’s defense and then make a decision? is not it fair that Doctor davis gets heard and I remind you for what purpose would she bring such an allegation unless it were true, what would motivate a woman to expose herself to such speculation, and scruinity, this is a college education woman with degrees folks! I remind you she has a teaching job and degrees of her own and a family too, so why would she suddenly jump up and put and yell an allegation, unless it were true?

I can see why she wants an FBI investigation, mainly because it will be unbiased and they won’t be afraid of the truth coming out. She wants it to backup her claim and to prove she is telling the truth, is that wrong, no it isn’t! She really has nothing to fear in testifying, except for the fact she wants a solid base to stand on to get an even verdict and a fair one.

Now I am going to say this regarding Judge Kavanaugh, if he comes to the Senate and denies knowing Doctor Davis, or denies the accusation she is stating, he has to prove he wasn’t there, didn’t do it, and that she is lying. The burden is on the Judge here folks not on the accuser. He wants to be on the Supreme Court, not her, he wants the Lifetime Appointment not her, so the burden of proving he did not do what she says, is indeed his.

If the Senate pushing his Nomination to a Vote without taking it’s time to solve the allegation, then, they are forcing through a Supreme Court Justice and forcing him on the American People, and for what purpose other than to have conservative control of the Supreme Court of The United States.  Make the Senate get the FBI to Investigate, make the truth come out, and remember if Doctor Davis is lying she can be prosecuted for libel and for false accusations too. If you were a woman, a Doctor, a Teacher and mother and wife, would you lay your life on the line, in such a manner!. I think not!

Kavanaugh must be given a chance to be heard and so must the women in the case. Both sides need to be heard, but so should all witnesses to the act or lack of act. Bring in the witnesses who were present all of them, all the males, all the females and the doctor she saw.

If Kavanaugh can not prove his innocence or lies he can’t be on the Supreme Court Period. Don’t make it a he said, she said case like Anita Hill was. Let’s hear the men and women involved at the time. Let Kavanaugh prove he didn’t do it. If he lies about anything he is non eligible for the High Court period.

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I received a comment on my blog,” Are You Fed Up Like Me!. calling me mentally ill, stupid and an idiot, it seems Trump supporters can’t fight the facts and truth, with intelligent words, they rather go vulgar and call names and not really respond. Sad really!

I said it then and I will say it again here and now, Trump is not capable, intelligent enough, to be a real President. He has narcissistic personality disorder and I even think he may be bipolar too.  He is up and down and all over the place on things he says, and he is dangerous to the world and America in general.

America has had 45 Presidents now, if you include Trump, and of the 45 this is the most destructive of all of them. When the word Impeachment is mentioned about a President, I remind all Trump supporters, there have been a total of three before Trump who were put through the Impeachment Process.

Andrew Johnson, was impeached, after he took over for a dead Abraham Lincoln, Richard Nixon was Impeached due to Watergate, and more, and then William J. Clinton for the fiascos with women in the White House Oval Office. Of the three, Clinton was exonerated, Johnson was Impeached, and Richard Nixon was Impeached and forced to resign. Nixon had Watergate, Break-Ins, Lying to the American People and Abuse of Power against him  and was the worse of the three so far, he ended up resigning the Presidency, going home to California and disappearing from sight for years, and basically died a lonely, isolated man.

I submit for all, that Donald John Trump the 45th President of the United States has commited greater crimes then Richard Nixon, William J. Clinton and Andrew Johnson combined. For none of the three above dared to have Russian help to get the Presidency, Trump has. He has used Russian help to get the Oval Office and Presidency, by collusion, and the Russians contributing to his campaign. Russian Rubles were used in the millions to pay for ads during the 2016 election and to get elected he had to direct where those ads went, to win.  I know I will hear from Trump supporters I am crazy and delusional and more, I already have and I laugh at it.  For they have to be delusional themselves to blindly follow and support a criminal in the White House. He is narcissistic, dangerous and sitting within a hands reach of the nuke button that can destroy the world!

He throws fits when people say things about him he doesn’t like, starts witch hunts looking for the OP-Ed writer who submitted it to the New York Times, calls Bob WoodWard a famed Author and Reporter well known for facts, a phoney and his book Fire ,Fiction, lol! Here is something to consider folks when dealing with Bob WoodWard’s  book, he has it all backed up by interviews that are recorded with individuals he interviewed for the book. One more thing folks, facts don’t lie, but Trump does lie to hide facts and make himself look better. remember Donald J. Trump paid out 280 thousand dollars between two women to keep them quiet during and after the election, bought and paid them. Yes it is sad to see a President who then, denies he paid them, then when the facts catch up to him he has no choice but to say yes I paid them, I knew it, because his own personal lawyer turned on him.

Collusion is really in fact conspiring against the American Government with a foreign power and enemy. I say that just to clarify, it can be deemed a traitorous act!. I said, can be deemed, which means in my mind, it is not up to me to determine if it is or not, that would be Congress’s job to do, or the Special Prosecutor Robert Mueller’s.

There is no doubt at this time that Trump has indeed Obstructed Justice many times in his just under two years in office already. Others are paying the price right now for Trump being President, the way he got there, Flynn, Papadoulis. Comey, Yates, Manafort and more coming, Mueller and his team will get Roger Stone, and  I am sure it is a matter of time, then Congress will get Donald Trump Jr. too, for lying to them, and if they don’t, Mueller will. Sadly, Trump’s own family will suffer with him, in the end and he is too blind and selfish to see it coming. he is a selfish, none caring individual, who is fueled by greed and self only!. He got the Presidency, but at what cost to so many others, including the American People and his own family and so called friends.

He has failed in North Korea, they laugh at him now, he fails in everything he touches. He wants a wall on The Mexican Border, no one will pay for it and he knows it, Mexico told him no way. So he is trying to devise a way to pay for the wall, out of American tax money! Sad! We don’t need a wall, we need law enforcement to be paid enough and hire enough people is all, the problem has been there now for hundreds of years.

Why hasn’t Congress acted to Remove or Impeach Trump yet? Simple, they have a fear of Mike Pence, that is crazy. Pence is a religious bigot, one who believes everything the church he belongs to tells him. Now I am all in for religious freedom and rights, but Pence wants to kill abortion, tell women what to do with their bodies and so much more. Sadly, Republicans fear him more than Trump! But, it will more than likely come to pass, after the November 6th, 2018 elections. Then a Democratic Congress will hold Pence in check until the 2020 elections, by blocking any stupid or outrageous thing he puts forth.

In the end, much like Trump, his supporters who now number around 32 percent of the country, refuse to accept the truth and want to blindly, and loyally follow Trump anywhere, and believe in him. They are just like Trump, even when hit in the face with facts, such as the death Toll in Puerto Rico from Hurricane Maria, they deny it all. facts can’t be denied for too much longer! Americans are getting Fed-Up, with being isolated from the world, from being laughed at by the world, by tariffs that have no business being there and so much more. This President is dumb enough to tariff american businesses and car company here at home out of business. Dumb, uncaring, and not intelligent enough to understand that one good tariff, brings many more back against us.

Trump is not responsible for the Economy America has today, that came from 8 hard years of work by the Obama administration. he takes credit for it and lies to Americans everywhere, what he forgets to tell his supporters is, you don’t turn the economy around in under two years, it takes time and the effects of what he is doing will not show up till after 2020. No economy on the planet, by any country changes in under two years that fast! It’s sad, he is telling his supporters these lies.

In the end let me say this to the Trump Supporters out there, you made the mistake of voting him in to office, you bear the weight and responsibility now, for all the damages he is doing to the country. I know you don’t like to admit it, but it’s true, you won’t be able to hide from it soon enough, when he attacks Medicare, Medicaid, and Social Security and takes money out of your parents and the elderly’s  pockets and food from their mouths and they start dying from a lack of medical coverage and insurance. It’s coming if he stays in office, he will take anything he can from the elderly, the uninsured, the dying, and the needy to fill his rich buddies and cronies needs. Sad, isn’t it!

American’s you want to do something to save America on the World Stage, economically at home, to help the elderly and the retired and those needing medical insurance, Vote Democrat on November 6th, 2018 and lets stop the madness now!

Each day I awaken to a new Trump controversy, how he stole the election, how he colluded with Russia, how he used russian rubles to win the election, how this member of his so called campaign went down in court and is headed to prison for so long. How his son Don Jr. lied to Congress and got away with it all crazy stuff, now I ask one damn question, aren’t you fed-up hearing it all too?

We have seen all the proof we need to know Trump is a corrupt, incapable, incompetent President! We have all the examples we need in his Obstructing Justice left and right, his accepting Russian Rubles into his campaign, the Trump Tower meeting, the writing of the letter on Air Force One, his denying he knew where the money came from to pay off Stormy Daniels and Karen McDougal, all lies he has told and admitted to. How many more members of his campaign staff, will have to go to jail for people to understand he stole the election, he had to, he couldn’t beat Hillary Clinton in a straight, honest race!

But, my guess is, the Republican led Senate and House is stupid enough to wait until after the Midterm Elections before they act on all of it, why, because they have hitched themselves to Trump!.   Yet November  6th, 2018 is coming fast as Trump’s approval poll numbers dip into the thirties and Mueller’s numbers for his investigation climb over  fifty percent.  The die-hard Trump supporters yell and scream obscenities and vulgar language and walk out when they can’t defend him anymore. Next up for the Mueller Team will be to get Roger Stone indicted and then get DOn Jr. for lying to congress. When it finally hits his family, Trump will then react and panic and end up resigning to save his son’s ass! Until then he is going to sit in the White House and be reduced to nothing but a talking head, who no one is paying attention to.

Americans now have a choice folks and here is what you can do come November 6th, 2018 by voting out Republicans. First step, take back the House and Senate vote Democratic. Second once the Democrats have control of the House or Senate or both, start Impeachment Proceedings against Donald J, Trump. Third, if Trump Resigns, the best thing is to have control of both Houses in Democratic hands to stop Pence from going crazy and control what he can do as a President. We are not stupid enough to not realize Trump will be pardoned by Pence, we know it will come. Once trump is removed, Pence will become President only in name then, unless it matters for security purposes.

Americans fear Pence because of his religious leanings and thoughts, and it is good we do, but if he becomes President it will only be for the remaining of Trump’s Term. He would never win re-election.

The facts are coming out faster now about Trump and his campaign, and the people he used to get elected. His actions in office are now becoming open to the American public by way of the Opt-Ed piece in the New York Times and Bob Woodward’s book released yesterday, Fire!

In the end it is just a matter of time now till Trump will either resign on his own or get impeached! We need him gone, we need Pence crippled and controlled until 2020 and we needa new Democrat in the Office who will be transparent, open and competent in the Office. Vote Democratic  November 6th, 2018!

September 11th, is upon us again, America, we can not forget the attack on the Towers on NYC,  nor can we forget the innocents who lost their lives to the terror that ensued. We were attacked out of the blue without warning and no one knew how they would do it, but do it, they did.

The hunt for Bin Laden that took place after this attack, finally got him and we did indeed put a hurting on the enemy, yet we did not eliminate them from the world stage.

As we pray and remember our lost fellow Americans and lOved Ones for many families, we must stay alert for more possible attacks by Al Qaeda and others. America is in a worse position now then it was on September 11th, 2001, we are more vulnerable and will probably get attacked again, I am sure.

America has always been a shinning beacon of might, strength and help for all in the world, yet today we face problems that are beyond the help of our great military forces. We may be the mightiest Armed Nation in the world, but, we have internal problems in the White House and oval Office.

Our Military will never falter, nor will our defenses again, is what we all hope and pray for, yet the President of The United States is a story the whole world is watching and basically going what the hell did America do, electing who they did?

Is the danger in the White House and Oval Office of an incompetent and idiotic and narcissistic President, more dangerous than the world stage and our enemies?  It is a question the American people will have to face soon in the Mid_term Elections on November 6th, 2018?

I think Americans must face the fact we have a danger in the White House not only to America but to the World too. Sadly, we have Administration Officials and Members who must remain in position to control and stop our President from doing things that can hurt our own nation. The Opt-Ed of the New York Times and Anonymous, showed us the danger of what Trump is capable of.

Next come Bob WoodWard’s Book Fire, on the Trump White House and Donald Trump’s incompetence in the job he holds. We shall now get a clearer picture of the inner workings of the trump White House and Donald trump and his supporters can scream, shout, yell and knock themselves out trying to deny it all, but my money is on Bob Woodward. Mr. Woodward did the right thing during the Nixon Years and Presidency and he worked in tandem back then, with Carl Bernstein who in my opinion both deserve a Pulitzer Prize each, their work for the Post back then was great and so is it today. I believe Mr. Woodward and know he would source each statement and word of his book and back it up with interview tapes to prove it too.

We hope never to face another September 11th, attack again. We fought the enemy back then, and we shall fight forever to protect our land, our people and our form of Government and freedoms. The Biggest battle now may happen come on November 6th, 2018 folks, if we allow Trump and the Republicans to stay in full power we will be badly damaged on the world stage and here at home. We must make the democrats take back the House and Senate, not only as a safety check against Trump’s administration and Donald Trump’s instability issues.

I remind all who read this of a phrase used in the American Constitution and stated again and again throughout America’s History, We have three separate branches of Government, The Executive, The Legislative and the Judicial. The Justice Department does not work for the President or his Office, it works for the nation and the people. Trump can’t be asking the Justice department, the FBI, The CIA to investigate the writer of the New York Times Opt-Ed piece, it is illegal and there is no legal grounds for such an investigation.

Now Trump and Cohen have both dropped their  opposition to Stormy Daniels talking and the case will move forward, Trump now is going to answer question in the Summer case too, but in writing. I remind Donald trump, it doesn’t matter which way you lie, in writing or verbally the charges and results can be the same if you lie.

In the end as we observe the Remembrance of The September 11th, 2001 attack and go forward, remembering those who died, we must also, remember all that happens around us. The danger of what is happening in The White House Oval Office may be bigger.

God Bless, the Americans who died and those who defended and got Bin Laden! We are America, we will remain strong, we will fight on and no matter our differences here at home, we shall stand united, strong and against all terrorist organizations.

Please take the time for a moment of silence and Remembrance for all who died!

On Twitter this am I saw a tweet about Trump not answering questions about Obstruction of Justice, made by Rudy Giuliani, the former Mayor of New York City. Mr. Giuliani is not really acting as an Attorney it seems to me, but more like a Public relations front man for Trump. he makes statements on items we already know, such as this one, he knows as most people with any education know, Trump is guilty as hell of OBstruction of Justice, secondly he also knows that Trump did in fact collude with the Russians to win the White House.

Look, any American with a brain, who is not a blind loyal Trump Supporter, must realize, Trump is a criminal element that made it to the White House, by using RUssian Ads and Rubles to win the Electoral  College Vote! The money trail is taking Special Prosecutor right back to the Russians. Russians contacted Trump’s campaign  through Papadoulis , and slowly worked their way right to Trump Tower to a meeting with Donald Trump JR. Jared Kushner and more. Russian spies and operatives were all around the Trump Campaign during June and jUly and onward to the election in November of 2016.

Yet Trump Supporters, deny and distract and try to deflect from the truth. I have one thing for all who do this:  here is the Definition of Stupid 

Knowing The Truth, Seeing The Truth, Seeing Evidence of the Truth

                                                         But Still believing the Lies!

Sadly, that is where we stand right now, concerning Trump!

The New York Times OPt-Ed Article proves to me that some if not many in the White House and The Trump Administration, believe honestly that Trump is unfit and dangerous as President of The United States. They are obviously not alone either for being released in the coming week is Fear- Bob Woodward’s book on the Trump White House. It will detail statements made by Trump Administration Officials on Trump’s behavior and lack of knowledge of what is happening in the world.  I really don’t care who wrote the New York Times OPT-Ed Article, because in the end they are working with others to control a mindless President who has his finger on the nuke button that can destroy the world. This is an extremely dangerous situation for the world and the United States period, this man who is narcissistic, unstable emotionally, mentally incompetent, is within reach of the button that can start the nuclear demolition of the world. That folks is something all should be concerned about, including the Russians who put him in the Oval Office.

Look, even the Trump die-hard supporters must be seeing how unstable this President really is by now, what President would start a witch hunt in the White House looking for the writer of this Opt-ED in The New York Times? None! What President would come on Television for the world to see, condemning and attacking those who attack him in the papers or on television and embarrass himself and the country in the way?

For the Trump Supporters who are loyal, I will give you a comparison you can use to understand here. Do you see Putin, Kim Jung Un, or any other leader on the planet doing such things publically? No you don’t, you know why, they understand that doing so, makes them look like idiots on the world stage and platform, yet the American President is doing this? Wake Up Folks, Wake Up Senate, Wake Up Representatives, and Wake Up American People! It’s sad, it’s humiliating, it’s embarrassing, and no one is stopping him, why? The further and longer Trump stays in the Oval Office and White House the worse thing get for our country!

Lindsay Graham, the Senator who was John McCain’s greatest friend in the Senate should wake up now too. Senator Graham should see what is happening and take his blind loyalty glasses off, Trump is not Mr. Rosey here Sir, Trump is a Disgrace to America and the Laughing Stock of the World.

As, we move closer to the Mid_term Elections in November of 2018, we must as Americans, stop and think before we vote on November 6th, Stop and think, is it worth keeping a criminal, who has tried to hide his crimes in office? Is it worth it, just because he thinks the economy is something he fixed when in fact he didn’t his predecessor did! He is just living high on an economy Obama created.

There will be no Wall at the Mexican Border, there will be no De-nuking of North Korea either!. We have been pulled off the world stage as a leader by Trump in all ways, Economically, Politically, and more, yet the Blind loyalists keep backing him. Why?

He costs American Taxpayers more money with his golfing trips and cart rentals then any American before him. Shouldn’t he stay in the White House on Weekends and try to solve the Health Crisis and get Insurance for all Americans passed?  He Killed Obama care, why because it said the name Obama on it is all and he was pissed at Obama for teasing him before the election run he made and embarrassing him. This President is like having a vindictive little bitch, in the White House one that never grew up and never will.

Come November 6th, 2018, Vote all Supporters of Trump out of Office in The senate and House of Representatives, made it a Blue Wave that will wash away the stains of Trump!

Republicans need a New Leader, They Need a Stable Party if they want to be competitive, and Trump is not the way to go for them and they know it too! The sad part is, they fear if they tell the truth and turn on Trump they will lose their jobs, they truth is if they don’t they will for sure!

Make the BLue Wave of November 6th a reality and force folks, make America safe once more, remove the virus that is Trump Now!