The Russia Investigation Now?


   President Trump and CNN and other news stations and agencies are now predicting that the Investigation is going to come to an end soon. The one not saying that it is ending is the man running it, Special Prosecutor Robert Mueller, he has not said a word publically.

   As to President Trump answering the questions sent to him by The Special Prosecutor, I doubt it is true for more reasons than one. First off,  Trump’s anger over the investigation and his way of showing it is simple, he takes it out on his own administration, and media reporters left and right. His constant problem with answering questions regarding the Russia Investigation, his outbursts of anger and pointing of fingers at others denying things they know he did, yet denies is sad.

   I watch CNN, Fox and MSNBC, and see all they report regarding the Investigation and Mueller’s handling of it. What I am finding is that Trump does not handle himself professional in anything he does as President never mind in answering questions, he can say he answered the questions himself, but in the end when his lawyers are finished reviewing his answers and send them in, he won’t even recognize those same answers. Sadly, this President talks bullshit, lies and avoids, and distracts more than any President in American history. No Administration has more people indicted, convicted or removed from their jobs than this one, it’s sad.

   Here is what I believe will happen if I am correct. Special Prosecutor Mueller will complete his report when he is ready and I am sure, since Matthew Whitaker is still the Acting Attorney General, there is pressure being applied for Mueller to finish it up. Secondly, I believe Mueller has the proof to prove collusion with Russia and Obstruction of Justice easily. To compile and write such a report is not easy no matter who you are, but, in this case Mueller is being b=very careful in how he is writing it and what it will say. Thirdly, I believe Robert Mueller is an intelligent man, and will not allow Whittaker, Trump or any other Republican to block, or black out the report and he will make sure it becomes public. Fourthly I believe Rod Rosenstein, the Deputy Attorney General running the Mueller Team, will make sure more than one copy will be released. I believe what will happen is, Congress, both House and  Senate and the White House will get copies and as well as other individuals, who need to. Remember, NIxon’s Impeachment copies went everywhere, same with Clinton’s. it will not be any different here. Plus if it is redacted,, changed or hidden in anyway from the American Public, there will be hell to pay I am sure.

    Soon enough I am sure, Mueller will charge Roger Stone, and Donald Trump Junior. He may even charge Ivanka and her husband Jared Kushner too. Each had knowledge of the Russian Meeting in Trump Tower too. Indictments will roll out soon enough, I am sure for each knows it is coming and had publicly told friends they know it too.

      As 2018 rolls to an end, The Democrats, will have full control of The House, The Republicans only added two seats in the Senate. When you hear the Senate Majority Leader, asking out loud if the Democrats will act in a bipartisan manner, in the future, you know, he understands Trump and he, himself McConnell are in trouble and it’s coming soon.

     Since the MidTerm election has passed and the results keep coming in, putting more democrats in office, isn’t it strange there is now, no mention, of the wall between Mexico and America, there is no mention of the so called caravan of illegal immigrants who are invading the United States. Isn’t that interesting folks? I think it is, for what happened to Mexico will pay for the wall, it died, cause Mexico said no way. What happened to North Korea no longer building nukes and his buddy Kim Jung Un? The North Korean Leader is laughing at Trump as he builds new nuke sights and new weapons openly. The Saudi Arabians made up an excuse for murdering a Reporter and they are getting away with it fully. Putin went to France and just smiled at Donald Trump, it was funny. trump is just dog paddling his way through his term, he has no idea what the hell he is doing!. It’s sad folks!

    The strategy for this Administration is scream they are lying, tell the American People we are doing great and lie. It’s been that way since January of 2016. he  is unlawful, illegal and in plain english, wrong. When someone says something against Trump or his family or disagrees with them, he fires them! They quit or leave in a way with an excuse for not staying. Why is that, it’s easy, all can see just how illegal and corrupt and lying he is up close. It’s a sad, sad Presidency I’ll tell ya that much!

   Yes President Trump, The Russia Investigation will end soon enough and take away, Roger Stone, Donald Trump Jr. and more as it ends. It will also more than likely cause you to make a decision on whether to resign or be impeached outright, so hang on if you think the ride is rough for the last two years, be prepared for one hell of a ride if you stay in office! The House will be running investigations on every area of The Russia Investigation, on your taxes, on DOnald Jr, Roger Stone, on the Meeting in Trump Tower, on your daily lies and be sepenoaning many people. It will be one crazy ride indeed!

   I give credit to the three Presidents who were Impeached in American History, they knew their positions and where they stood. The first one fought and stayed to finish his term, Nixon, had no choice but to resign, he knew he was cooked, Clinton was Impeached for his affairs and Whitewater bullshit, and survived, but you Trump can not survive what is coming. What is coming will be like an avalanche, and a hurricane combined. You have managed to already ruin many people and get them indicted, next will be your own family. sad indeed. I look forward to Muellers, Russia Investigation and further indictments as they come out. If you President Trump are not intelligent enough to understand, that the longer you hang on the closer they get to indicting Roger Stone, Ivanka and Jared and Donald Jr., then you are either outright stupid or blind, which is it? 

   As we close in on 2019, and the end of The Russia Investigation, you should sit back and count heads of how many have already been convicted, sentenced and indicted, and will spend time in jail and have their lives ruined so you could be President. You colluded with Russia and Putin and used rubles to win the election, You couldn’t beat Hillary Clinton without it. You have Obstructed Justice from day one, by firing Yates, Comey and others including now the Former Attorney General Jeff Sessions, it’s sad.

   I hope America will now get all the truths, from The Russia Investigation and Special Prosecutor Mueller, and I hope when it comes, we finally change all Trump did as Putin’s Puppet.

    

 

    

A Survivor is What I am!


I sometimes wonder, if I have had an average life, but then I realize I haven’t! I have survived many things, I think that would destroy others and am still here today, at 62, getting ready for 63 come January of 2019.

I had a rough start they say, I almost took out my mother coming into the world at ten pounds nine ounces I am told. Then I suffered through 199 seizures in the first nine months of my life, that stopped suddenly, when my elder brother took the tray off my high chair and I fell head first on my head. I was lucky to survive it, what caused the seizures according to Doctors, I was born with a small flap in my brain, when I fell it reconnected and never let go again.

I survived beatings as a kid from both parents, being ostracized by my elder sibling and all around me, because I didn’t fit in. I struggled for the first four years of schooling, because I had attention deficit disorder and hyperactivity, yet I survived it. I managed to learn to read music at 5 years old, took violin lessons, and gave it all up to hide in books and comic books away from the outside world. Was I normal or average, I think not. My mind raced ahead of other kids and adults alike, I saw visions of the future in my dreams and would wake up and see them come through the next day or soon after. Why, I know no,t it just happened to me.

I was put away for two years from age ten to age twelve, because I was told I was emotionally unstable, the truth was I was unwanted. I spent, those two years in a State run institution, being taught self-control, sad but true, I only had one tantrum in two years there and that was when I arrived, because I wanted to go home. I fractured both wrists during those two years trying to be nice to a girl I met, when I fell out of an apple tree trying to get her the apple she wanted.

I learned to roller skate, ice skate, play tennis and basketball in the Center I was in too. I survived it all and ended it by asking to go home, they complied.

I was rejected and looked at as a freak when I returned home and to school, yet I survived it too. I advanced to high school, and got to attend a Technical School my first year, by passing the entrance exam I took in half the time everyone else did it in. I lost my Technical School at the end of that year when my family moved to a new town and I was forced to transfer out, so I could care for my younger siblings. These are all things before 16 years old I survived.

I never finished High School, I dropped out my Junior year because I was suspended for not attending classes and skipping school. My parents refused to go to the school to get me back in, I was  told to find a job and Idid. I started work in a factory at 16 years old, and worked 80 hours a week at times for the next three years. When the factory shut down, due to a strike and moved away I joined the Army, failed but got a Honorable Discharge, due to immaturity. Once out I joined the National Guard  in my hometown, and looked for work again, living in the YMCA.  Was it normal no, but I survived it all.

I then went in the Navy, and survived there 12 years, becoming a Boiler Technician. Married in my first year in and that marriage went 12 years and we had two daughters. It ended in divorce, and my ex-wife tried to jail me for crimes I did not commit and she failed. My daughters I didn’t talk to for fourteen years and still I overcame. I reconnected to them, tried to help them and when they tried to lie to me, or con me out of money I gave up on them and moved on. I have now four natural grandchildren, 2 girls and 2 boys, from them and a second wife who I have been with 25 years, married for 18 of them, and two step grandkids a boy and girl, twins, by her daughter.

I take care of my wife who has suffered from breast cancer since 2006 and still does today and I take her for chemo three times a month. I feed her, help her dress and shower and we live in peace. I survived lung cancer in 2013, by losing a lobe and one third of my right lung. I am still here and surviving folks. hard to believe huh?

I write small books and poems and blogs, I haven’t worked since 2000, due to Naval back injuries and PTSD from the Service and Childhood days. Yet, I survive, I move forward, I don’t surrender. My bills are paid monthly, my home is paid for , my cars are paid for and I pay for all we have, my wife of course can’t work. 

Recently, online, one person tried to call me a welfare case, because I live on Disability from the Service and Social Security, when I complained about Trump and his Republicans getting ready to attack and cut back on those programs. why would I get aid, because i spent 16 years defending America, gave my physical and mental health to protect and defend my country and it’s constitution and now Trump wants to destroy what I need to survive, you bet your ass I get mad!

So,  you tell me folks, am I a Average American, am I a Welfare case? Before you say anything either way, please, stop and consider all of the above and know this I went back I got a GED for a High School Diploma, I went back to College at 40 years old and got an Associates Degree in Hotel and Restaurant Management. I ran Hotels til I couldn’t anymore, am I a welfare case because I can’t work due to PTSD and back injuries of six herniated discs in my back, you tell me! I think not! I think I am a Survivor!

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I also write Poetry, Here is one I did when my Dad Died!


Why Must the Days End?
By; William McCurrach
Why do the days have to end?
Why do the nights have to come?
The Darkness rolls in,
Night reminding me,
Of, my past, my sin.

I didn’t know what you wanted or needed,
You refused to say,
So now I wonder and think,
All night and through the day.

I go thru life, a statement reverberating in my mind,
It’s one I carry with me,
And shall for all time.

My father, laid dying on his bed you see,
And these are the words he said to me:
My son he said my days have come and gone,
I shall leave you before long.

But live your life to the fullest and enjoy,
Do today what you love the most,
Enjoy life to the fullest, and love those around you the
deepest,
For though I be gone, and you may cry,
Please remember these words, I give you to keep and
hold.
Live your life with honesty and truth,
Be happy, be true, be honest and be bold.

As I leave you now, he said:
I shall be gone, and you will cry,
But remember this is not, goodbye.

We are all put here for a purpose, yes, a plan.
When we fulfill that purpose our time has come,
And our life is done, and I am just a man.

The days will pass, the weeks will come and go,
The weeks, will turn to months, the months to years,
And over time, you will, have cried all your tears.
But live your life for each day you are here,
For the calendar will continue to roll,

Time will pass before you know,

In the end my son,
We all eventually do what we have been put here for,
And our time is done.

Then he rolled his head, in his bed,
The vomit came, his eyes rolled back in his head,
And peacefully, and in silence he was dead.

I remember that day oh so well,
I remember the fishing trips, the pizzas, the laughter and
the tears,
And have carried his words, with me and lived them for
all my years.

This was written by me, when my Step-Father Died in 1990.

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Let’s talk Election Results now and truths. 


 Let’s talk Election Results now and truths.   The Midterm election has passed the Senate is Republican and now the House is Democrat, the numbers show it, the world knows it in America and what will happen next?

The Truth is Trump Lost in the Midterm Election by a big margin!.

Start with The House of Representatives- 225 Democrats Vs. 197 Republicans, this change in numbers means bad news for President Trump,

Then head to The Senate where the Republicans now have the Majority 51 to 46.

Let’s look at what can happen next and will it happen is the question, for do we really want the House to start Impeachment Proceedings on the President or don’t we? For in the end no matter how many Articles of Impeachment the House may write on President Trump, and his  high crimes and misdemeanors are far worse than Nixon’s ever were, is it worth wasting the time to do it?  Maybe not is what I say.

If the House takes the time and effort to write the Articles of Impeachment needed to Impeach President Trump they will be overlooking other matters, that will concern all Americans. 1) Medicare, 2) Medicaid, 3) Social Security, all three are safety nets for the Elderly, Disabled and deemed medically unable to work. If they don’t protect these programs, those who have them will watch them dry up and disappear and then the burden of caring for these individuals will fall to their families and add financial burdens, to all with these people in their families. Do we want that to happen?

Next comes the Immigration Problem and Daca, We do not really have an Immigration problem in America what we have is a problem with Republicans who want to make it a problem. Our system allows for immigrants to come here for various reasons, and we control who comes in and who doesn’t already by our own laws and methods. Do we need a President calling innocents seeking help and asylum. criminals, rapists and thieves and drug dealers? No matter what type of people they may be, they did not just run away from their home countries to come to America to spread crime, they are coming here looking for protection, give em hearings, then decide like the laws say to do.

The Wall, a great debate is happening as to build or not build the damn wall. Here is my opinion plain, and simple. I don’t care how many billions we spend on a wall or how high it goes or how deep it goes down, it will not stop illegal immigrants and criminals from crossing the border into America. We have never had a wall, in 242 years as a country on the U.S. Mexican Border, why now? I submit that even if  such a wall is built, it is useless anyway, the Mexicans and others will tunnel under, around, or go over, or use sea routes to get to America anyway. You may slow the numbers by building it for a few years, by they will still come and get in. It’s a waste of time and money and material really. Man the damn border with Border Patrol, and do it the way we have all the time. Trump’s wants to protect America, then fine, do so using Ice and Border Patrol Guards, the wall will never work.

The so called caravan coming through Mexico to the American Southern Border, while they started out as seven thousand strong, how many do you really think will get here? A lot fewer I guarantee it, no way you may get two thousand if they make it. And then how many are going to stop in Mexico and apply there instead of coming all the way? Thousands have already, so be real here. No one knows who all these people really are or why they are coming our way, looking for safety and help, why don’t we find out when they get here? Lets just make them enter legally, make them apply, and let our system that is in place using strict standards and policies and regulations and rules and whittle out the bad and send them away? Why bad mouth them, and cause a crazy anger filled riot over it? Be realistic now, the system has worked for 242 years, it still works today and America is indeed a nation of Immigrants anyway, we are built on them. Our Ancestors came from other countries, we accepted all of them and survived, what makes anyone think we can’t handle these people too?

Now with the House of Representatives  Democrat, the check and balance system set up originally by the Forefathers and Constitutional writers is in effect again. So who really has the power here, in this set-up?

The Constitution vests certain exclusive powers in the House of Representatives, including the right to initiate impeachment proceedings and to originate revenue bills.

            Special, exclusive powers given to the Senate include the following:
  • Major presidential appointments must be confirmed by the Senate. …
  • Treaties with other nations entered into by the President must be approved by a two-thirds vote by the Senate. …
  • An impeachment trial occurs in the Senate.

Now as I see this, The Senate which the Republicans hold has only approval powers over certain issues and items. The House now Controls the beginnings of issues and controls the approval of all Financial Matters, or revenue which includes the wall, Trump wants.

 

 The House can start Impeachment Procedures and write Articles of Impeachment, but even if the Democrats do this, the Republicans control the Senate and will not Vote to Impeach Trump, because they have the Majority there. My solution to this problem for the Democrats is simple,  you can not convince enough republicans to Vote for Articles of Impeachment against Trump in a quick mode, then stop Impeaching him don’t waste your time. let him waver in the wind as a dead duck in office and move on without his bullshit. 1) Put Laws and Bills in Place to Protect Mueller and the Russia Investigation. 2) Get the report from said Investigation released by Mueller and put it before the American People in Hearings on National Television, let the American People decide once the evidence and results are released, as to what happens next. We the people have the right to know the truth!

If The Senate Republicans will not Vote To Impeach and Remove Trump and it is clear , then move on, block his wall money, block his destruction of Medicare, Medicaid and Social Security. Do what is necessary to stop him from destroying America from within the way he is doing it, save the country in all ways possible.

I believe eventually the Special Prosecutor Mueller will prove Collusion, he will prove Obstruction, just as it is now proven that Trump was involved in paying off Stormy Daniels and Karen McDougal, just ask The Washington Journal and The Post and New York Papers. This is about to become a President who will be indicted under Federal Laws by the Special Prosecutor and than also under Indictment by the state of New York too. It is a sad time and a crisis in American History now!

The Democrats want to do it right now, by the book, collect the Mueller Report on the Russian Investigation, Collusion and Obstruction, combine it with the New York Indictments and write the Articles of Impeachment now and force Trump out, force him to resign I say. But opinions are like assholes as many will say and this is just my opinion I am presenting here. I am sure Trump Loyalist and supporters of his will say I am crazy, I don’t know what I am saying, I  will get called names and a liberal, and a Democrat and more, I am sure. But you want the truth, I am really neither a liberal or a democrat or a republican, I am an independent at heart, yes, I am a registered Democrat, but never do I go one way, never have.  But none of that matters now at this point in time. what does matter is the state of the Republic, the status of The United States of America in the World, how other countries look at us, for leadership, militarily, morally and ethically and depend on us to do the right thing. I know I will hear how Trump’s economy is so great and he produced it, it’s false too, it started under Obama, it grew under Obama and Trump just tweeked it is all. And as he did, he passed a tax bill to make the rich richer and benefit himself at the cost of middle income and lower income Americans. Sad.

America stands at a point in time where its reputation worldwide is being destroyed by Trump, he is laughed at by North Korea, he is laughed at by Saudi Arabia, he is laughed at by Iran, Iraq and Afghanistan too. He is laughed at at the United Nations by all nations and that has never happened in American History or the History of the United Nation either.

He attacks the Media and reporters for asking hard questions, and saying what he doesn’t want to hear, isn’t that what reporting is about, asking the hard questions and getting the answers for the people? It sure as hell is folks! He is is attacking blacks, hispanics and others openly as a President, what example does that send to the world and our allies? Talking allies now, he has tariffed them all, from China and Russia, to Canada and Mexico and anyone else he can, crying foul on the trade wars, when all he had to do was talk and negotiate with them. Now they are doubling down on tariffs against America and costing us left and right and destroying us too in return. Our farmers have to be subsidized by our own government to survive because of his tariffs. Think about it folks!

Look I can go on, as to how his tariffs on steel are affecting the Auto Industry too, but why keep going, many will not listen, many are in la lal  land so to speak, the great President, The Great man right. He’s a liar who lies to the American People 24 times a day on average, but I know the Trump Supporters will cry foul, call me a liar in return and tell me I am full of shit, I have heard it all before. Yet as this Presidency goes on the destruction of America from within keeps going on and Putin’s Puppet Trump continues. We need to block and stop him now, we need to fix it now, the American People need to admit they made a mistake in electing this President and start to fix it now or face the consequences very soon!

 

 

 

 

Veteran’s Day is important and so are the freedoms we all love!


Times be changing and so do the generations it seems. As my mother and father told me, they walked to school every day, 5 miles back and forth in the rain and the snow! We ate hardly nothing, we didn’t have television they told me, they didn’t have phones either. by the time they both died it was 1990 and 91 respectfully, we had television, phones, electric and school buses too. They raised 5 kids, 4 boys one girl and of the five four still survive in 2018. They feed us well gave us a home and beta us if we went wrong and made sure we didn’t. And when we did go wrong they corrected us, kept us off drugs and booze and made us work at home and get jobs when old enough to do so. Different generation then today for sure!

Today I watch my children and step children raise their children, they get fed whatever they choose, they get electronic gear, game consoles, cell phones, and computers, they go to the schools of their choice at the high school levels and they speak back to their parents like they are their friends not their parents. There is a level of disrespect between the newest generation and their parents and it shows.

What happened to America folks, what happened to parents who corrected their children, with spankings, smacks and discipline, like grounding and putting to bed without supper or tv? What happened to kneeling in the corner or staring at a wall on your knees till they were soe and you remembered what you did wrong? I know, I know Kramer Vs. Kramer right, I don’t believe the movie did it, I think the 1980’s did it with The Cosby SHow, and he is now in prison for crimes he committed. HIs show said no hitting you children, talk to them, convince them to go the way you want them to. The psychological way he preached fails. The Cosby Generation is now failing their children and their children will fail theirs too. There is something to say for the old religious saying. Spare the rod, Spoil the child just look at the children of America today, spoiled, selfish, demanding and disrespecting of their elders in all ways. It’s sad indeed. Some are growing up, dropping out of schools, other have fits of anger and kill people, and others die of drugs these days and Aids and other causes.

My parents told us, what to do, how to do it and when to do it,and why too. We grew up in the 1950s, 1960s and 1970s. We ended up in good jobs, or the Military. we became respected citizens who voted, who own property and live in peace, what happened to the children of the 1980s, and on? It’s sad,a dn many are now, walking the streets of America with signs, can’t find work, feed me I will work for food. Some live in cardboard boxes on the streets and America, is in a political mess, with the rich getting richer the poor getting poorer and the ill and sick and elderly losing benefits they need to survive, like Social Security, Medicaid and Medicare, that Rump and the republicans want to kill. It’s a sad time in America for all! Can it be fixed, I can only hope so for future generation of Americans, I served 16 years and am a Disabled Veteran from three different branches. I didn’t serve for me, or the few benefits I get, I served to Protect those I love and the Country I believe in, can we get some Americans of today’s america top think the same way I did? I can only hope so, now and watch!

As we Celebrate Veterans day come Monday, I can only hope all will realize, American Veterans served to preserve and protect the homeland, the Constitution and our family and friends we love and have loved.! Veteran’s Day is important and so are the freedoms we all love!

 

 

A Few Questions for Congress !


A few questions for the Senators and Representatives in Congress is all.
1) Now that President Trump has fired Attorney General Sessions, how does a
replacement need to be approved to replace him?
2) Can an Interim Replacement like Matt Whitaker, as acting Attorney General
fire Roesentien or Mueller?
3) Shouldn’t Whitaker who has already defended Trump against Obstruction and
Collision charges, be forced to recuse himself?
4) All sign point to the Russia Investigation ending soon enough, will the
Acting Attorney General block the report from becoming public and can he?
5) If he does block Mueller’s Report on Russia from coming out who can Mueller
submit it to for it to become public and known to all for the results?
6) Since President Trump is a primary subject of the Russia Investigation,
should he be allowed to affect it in anyway or cut it short or shut it down?
7) How fast can the Democrats who took over the House in the Mid Terms, act
after in office?
8) We have from today until January 3rd it seems to hold on, and save the Russia
Investigation, how do you do so, so the President can’t end it and destroy
it?
9) Will the Democrats try for Impeachment, or will they not?
10) Impeachment takes a long process, investigations, Articles Being written and
being approved by both Houses, so what is the time needed if it is done?
11) What powers does the Senate have vs. the Powers of the house of        Representatives, in the Russia and Trump Investigations and Impeachment?
12) Who initiates Impeachment and writes the Articles, and how fast can it be
done?
13) Now with the Midterm Elections complete, What power does the House truly have           to check President Trump’s behaviors and plans?

14) Final question, will it be worth it, to Impeach President Trump at this point, or is it             better to just stop his agendas and plans and leave him waving in the wind as                     President as a Lame duck?

Cancer and Fighting it!


I believe I know a bit about cancer and fighting it, because I am a cancer survivor myself, I survived lung cancer in 2013. I also have had people with cancer around me all my life now since I was 16. For a beginning to what I am going to say here let me make my point.
The first person I ran into, who had cancer was my grandfather on my mother’s side, who died of it in 1971, in a Nursing Home in Waterbury , Connecticut.
Second Person I met and knew who had cancer, had it from when she was 16 to 62, when she died of Ovarian Cancer.
Over the years now and I have lived 62, I have lost, others, my mother in 1991, my Step-father in 1990 and my real father in 1984. Cancer it seems is everywhere and sometimes, some people don’t catch it until it is far too late. I also have my second wife, who has breast cancer that started in 2006 and is still fighting it in 2018, as it has metastasized into her bones and tissue. So let me say this now before anyone, says anything, regarding this to me, I have lived it, I am living it and i will live it till the day I die.
Cancer is sneaky, deadly, painful and nasty. It is you fighting against your own body which has failed you in someway it seems. What produces cancer no one really knows, sometimes it is hereditary , sometimes it is caused by smoking or other devices being used, including alcohol, sometimes diabetes precedes it, and sometimes it just shows up. Like I said, Scientists and Doctors and everyone who fights cancer everywhere have no real idea of the causes for it comes in many ways.
They fight cancer by removing it, which means you lose vital organs and struggle on. They fight cancer by Intravenous and Chemo and giving you Radiation, which ultimately kills the cancer cells or kills you slowly. I have heard of all the different methods of fighting cancer, all the different types of chemo and directing of radiation too. and I have seen the effects and results too many times over. I am a stubborn survivor who fought back early, was diagnosed early and had it removed early, I was only stage one. Mine was found by accident actually, in a survey, done at a Veterans Administration Hospital. My Doctor asked about cancer history in my family and since the survey was going on, she sent me for a Pet Scan and I lit up. One month later, it was removed at the same hospital and has not come back since, thank god.
I was lucky the others I knew or know now are not so lucky, they struggle to survive , they fight daily with pain, memory loses, breathing problems and more. Bladder, bowel and kidney, and so many other forms of cancer abound out there, taking loved ones from us daily.
Currently my wife struggles on each day, unable to be the same woman she was before the cancer hit. her memory begins to fade, her emotions rise and fall like a roller coaster, and her abilities are slowly fading. She was a Graduate of UConn in her day, a mother of two, a wife of two, an actor in plays, a grandmother to six, even today. Her life is an epic tale in my book and I think anyone who can survive cancer this long and still be a bookkeeper at home and pay the bills and handle the money is a great person. The point being, inside cancer victims are struggling to remain in control of bodily functions, mental functions and even digestive functions. The person inside doesn’t change, even if the body fails in these ways as the cancer goes on.
I love my wife and always will till the day I die, for she is a special individual, who has a brain like no one else’s, a personality like no one else’s, she lives and loves life each day, she presses on to survive, even as her real living time diminishes. She has her loves, her hates, her ideas and she stresses them, and makes them work. Even now at Seventy Eight Years old the strength of her personality and mind comes through each day she lives, and I am sixteen years younger and can only say this, I hope when I get to the age she is today, if I do, that I can still function mentally the way she does today. She is quick, smart, determined to survive and it is what all cancer victims have to be. No one with cancer can surrender, stop fighting or give up, some will because the pain is too much, the cancer has spread too far, it is too viral and runs rampant through them. Sadly we lose them, and they are all missed by families and friends, they leave behind. They tire of the fight!
When you see a cancer patient, you may not even know they are one, till their hair falls out, or they get gaunt and thin, or they begin to have bodily functions desert them and need help. It is their determination and thoughts, their struggle to survive, their willpower and emotional and physical and mental commitment to being alive that makes them so great to be around. many run when they hear the word cancer, some run and hide from it and the ones that have it, afraid it is contagious or catchy in some way, it isn’t. The price of fighting cancer and other deadly diseases is astronomical and growing each day, scientist research for cures, but in the end, no one can afford the treatments anymore, and then we have The Republican Party and President Trump, who are rich and well to do who kill ObamaCare and leave all these patients with no help to survive and pay their medical bills or get help once their funds go south. Some say medicare, medicaid and social security are welfare programs,that is false and no one can convince me it isn’t. If the Republicans kill Social Security, Medicaid and Medicare or cut it back, millions of Americans will die without treatments or care. No one wants to be on Medicaid, Medicare or Social Security, no one wants to be sick, or need help and too many individuals out there, go oh get a job, stop being lazy, excuse me, I am not lazy, my wife is not lazy, those I knew who died of cancer are not lazy, we are fighting to live and survive and it is all we have to lean back on and get help to survive with. Don’t let the Republicans kill Social Security, Medicaid, or Medicare, don’t leave cancer patients with no protection, don’t leave the medically sick and needing help they can’t afford and need desperately. Help them, by keeping Social Security and refunding it, help them by making Uncle Sam keep Medicaid and Medicare, and Social Security!
I have seen the destruction cancer can do, in many forms it takes. I also have seen and heard die-hard Trump Supporters, telling him go ahead knock out these programs and get the free loafers off of them, there are no free loafers on them folks, they are people hurting and needing our help. Save Social Security, Save Medicare, Save Medicaid, because if you don’t you won’t have it either, and neither will your parents, you, your children or grandchildren and more generations to come! The bills and medical costs alone will bury you financially and the pain and hurt and loss will bury you emotionally too! Cancer kills, it is deadly and no one can solve or cure it as of yet, lets fight it together so those who have lost the battle will not have loss in Vain!

Election Day 2018 is Here, Vote!


Today’s Election is a big statement for all Americans to make, the simple question for all is this, DO you want to let the Republicans, kill Social Security, Medicare and Medicaid and run unchecked for two more years, or do you wish to put a check and balance system back in place against this wildness and erratic Presidency?
My wife and I will vote against the madness I am sure, we live on Social Security and my Disability from the Military life I spent 16 years serving my country and i am proud of it and I don’t want to lose any of what I earned. I got up 16 years to protect and defend the Constitution of The United States and its people, not to be stripped of all I earned doing so, and my spinal problems will get worse not better with age and my PTSD will never be relieved, I need the help and coverage to survive.
For those voting today, do you want nothing for medical coverage, you have no more ObamaCare left, the Republicans have killed it. So what insurance do you have to fall back on now? Where and how will you afford coverage for the rest of your life and how much of a burden will you be on your children and grandchildren in the future when your health starts to fail?
Social Security goes and many who can’t work and have no safety net like an IRA or bank Account, will have nothing left. Are you going to pay to take care of us all, who will have nothing left? I doubt you can without a program like Social Security in place or medicare or medicaid. Wake up the Republicans want to take it all from you and give you nothing to depend on or rely on anymore, do you deserve that?
Vote Democrat, Vote for help, Vote for the Future, Vote to stop the Republican Trump Train from mowing you over and destroying your life! Vote Democrat Today and save yourselves, your parents, your grandparents and your children’s future, not to forget your own! For in the end you will have nothing to protect you from being eaten alive by medical and dental costs and pay to eat and house yourselves on! Stand Up, Fight Back at The Polls, stop theRepublicans now, Vote Democrat!

Vote Democrat November 6th, 2018


I am not a credited or certified reporter of news in the world or any place specific, but I am a concerned citizen who believes in speaking the truth as I see it and I am sure many will agree and disagree with anything I say on any subject these days. I come from a generation that was born in the 1950’s, and yes some say I am old fashioned and outdated, and some will say my views are not the average for today’s world.
I am a Disabled American veteran, I served a total of 16 years, serving in three different branches, I did the United States Army first and failed there, in a way for I was immature and not ready to fully serve and at the time never understood what I was getting myself into. But unlike others who got a Trainee Discharge from the service in the 1973, mine was Honorable. I went on in the next year to join the Connecticut Army National Guard, where I served in my home town and State and Country for the next three years, while the economy tanked, and jobs disappeared. In the end the time for change for me came, on December 29th, 1978, when I joined the U.S. Navy and stayed in for the next 12 years
I married while in The Navy and had two daughters and a marriage that lasted those twelve years I was in Service. I was discharged from the Navy, Medically Under Honorable Conditions. I haven’t really worked since 1994, when I was declared unemployable by authorities due to back injuries and PTSD systems.
Now why would I want to make a podcast, many will ask, well, I now at 62 years old and going on 63 in January of 2019, have been around a bit and have experienced many things. Among them, I remind all is the number of Presidents I have witnessed in America, 10. There are others who have witnessed and lived through more of them I am sure, but, I am only concerned with those I know. I was born under Dwight D. Eisenhower, who became President after leading the Allies in World War Two to Victory. But the president I start with really and remember most is John F. Kennedy.
So, to stay on point, Kennedy was the first I can remember, and I have seen all since till President Trump. None lacked the moral and ethical fiber or had a lack of empathy for the people of the United States than Donald J. Trump. None have disregarded, ignored and attacked former Presidents the way he does, none have killed HealthCare just for personal reasons of not liking the name or person who was attached to it, like a child. Obama did nothing to Trump, neither did the Americans who counted on Obamacare for their Health coverages. Yet, he did it anyway and did not replace it with anything.
This President is accused of sexual harassment, by at least 16 women, He is accused of Colluding with the Russians our mortal enemy to get elected, he is accused of Obstruction of Justice left and right and he lies on an average of 24 times a day to the American People, and still his blind loyalist followers back him one hundred percent and won’t say a word against him. Isn’t it, time someone steps up, stands up and stops this man?
Let’s discuss the Republicans who are backing him some starting with the Republican Majority Leader Mitch McConnell. Here is a Senator who is supposed to be working for the American People and his people in Kentucky who has pushed through a man to the Supreme Court who is a Sexual predator and gotten away with it.
Now McConnel is out to kill Social Security and Medicare and Medicaid and does not think twice about saying so. He will leave your grandparents, your parents and you and your grandchildren with nothing to fall back on period. Have you heard of any plans to replace these items he is talking of cutting, nope. So here is the dal he cuts them in anyway, it is more money out of your pockets to take care of your parents, grandparents or disabled or children medically. No one has invented any HealthCare now have they, nope.
That being said let’s talk about Trumps rhetoric and speeches lately. How about trup wanting to end Birther Rights for those born in America. If he does this then, anyone born on American soil will not always be American no more. Do you really believe he can change the Constitution just because he wants to with an Executive order? I don’t and The Speaker of the House Paul Ryan said it also, no way he can do it, yet he says he can, will you allow it or will you take action and stop him?
Let’s talk Immigration now, We have policies and laws in place to protect people coming to America and asking for asylum, we have procedures for this purpose and we are a country built with immigrants I remind you. Should we turn away people seeking asylum, just because he wants it that way and wants to build a wall we have never had for 242 years and never needed before? Mexico told him they won’t pay for it, and we should tell him no also, we don’t need one. We dealt without one for 242 years folks, so why now?
These people in this so-called caravan he calls it are walking to American and looking for help, not invading us. He is wrong, The American Military should not be manning the border to stop their entry, or to put fear into them. It is apolitical ploy, for the election folks, he is stroking fear and trying to juice up his loyal supporters, it’s wrong.
As this Election closes in on Tuesday, November 6th, of 2018, the real choice is whether you will allow a republican Party and its President to lead America away from Democracy and the Republic we live in, and allow them to steer us to nationalism, under a Nationalist President, which trump says he is. Is that the kind of country you want for your children, your grandchildren and your future generations to come?
Join with me and millions of others say no to nationalism, say no to the loss of Social Security, Medicare and Medicaid, say no to fear mongering and threats. Say yes to reinstalling the Check and Balance system our Forefathers put in place when they created America, Vote Democrat on November 6th, 2018, save the Republic now, Save Democracy now, Vote! Don’t get led by the bullshit and rhetoric of a nationalist President who doesn’t care about anything except himself and his rich cronies! Vote Democrat and let’s balance it out!