The Republican Leadership in The House and Senate of the American Government have a problem with reality and truth. They also have a problem with whose ass to kiss to stay in office each election cycle that goes by. Right now all of them want to stand behind Trump and his big lie on The 2020 Election For President, but that wasn’t always the case with Kevin McCarthy and Mitch McConnell, right after January 6th, 2021.

This am on CNN, I heard a statement from Kevin McCarthy that he will not support a commission to investigate what happened on January 6th, 2021, the insurrection at the capitol, brought about due to Donald J. Trump and his words and speeches, all based on a lie the election was stolen by President Joe Biden and the democrats, a lie which is separating and dividing not only the Republican Party, but the nation as a whole. Sadly, americans stand about denying what they saw with their own eyes on television, then deny the damages and actions caused by those who did it all waving Trump Flags and wearing Trump hats. Be real folks wake up now.

I see Representatives and senators who helped barricade themselves in the chambers on January 6th, denying it ever happened and calling it a normal day of day trippers and visitors coming to washington for a tour? What is wrong with this picture folks? Do you people watch the news, CNN, even Fox, CBS, NBC, ABC and more have footage of the riot and insurrection at the Capitol, so where were these so called deniers on January 6th, 2021 that they didn’t witness what all of us really did see?

The Republican Party wants to keep Donald J. Trump, a Twice impeached Ex-President as its leader, going forward, for what reason, really? It’s called money and they believe they can’t win without him, and refuse to move on without him, that’s sad. But this is not, just about, who leads the Republican Party anymore, it now becomes where the hell is the Republican Party that once was the Grand Old Party?

Let me address the 23rd District of California, Kevin McCarthy’s home, he represents, let me ask the residents, do you really want to be represented by a man who is kissing Trump’s ass, and lying to you and they american public about what happened on January 6th, 2021? Do you really want to let him, say on January 6th, 2021, or january 7th, 2021, that Trump was responsible for inciting the insurrection at the Capital and then later deny it? And you really want to leave him in office, representing you and your full district? Answer me this the people of the 23rd Congressional District of California, why would you want to be represented by such a liar? This man is spineless, a liar, and a sycophant of Donald J. Trump, he believes he can not win an election without Donald J. Trump or Trump’s support or money! He is gutless and wishy washy and changes his stance and his own words daily that he speaks to match whatever he believes Donald J. Trump wants and needs.

While I am at it let’s discuss Mitch McConnell also. He di Trump’s bidding for Trump’s four year term, he had stacked the Supreme court with Conservative Judges, Who are about to take on Roe V Wade and a woman’s right to control her own body and the right to abortion for women. McConnell himself madea very serious statement after the insurrection at the capital and outright pointed the finger at Donald J, Trump as President and told all he was responsible for the whole deal at the Capital. Now McConnell is opposing everything President Joe Biden is doing and pushing Trump’s big lies also just like McCarthy. The People of Kentucky can not really believe in Mitch McConnell anymore in my opinion, what happened to the real McConnell the one with guts? where did he go and does McConnell really believe in Trump, or is this a money game for these Republicans?

I am about to give you what I believe is the real reason for these republicans pushing Trump’s big lie. The Republican Party believes it has no leaders, real leaders within it. They believe they can not win unless Trump is the Leader of their party, that’s a lie. Trump is a twice impeached ex-president who riled up Qanoon, riled up people, angered then and sent them to destroy, ravage and damage the Capital of his own country! He lost the White House, he lost the hOuse and The senate, he failed at diplomacy, he failed at foreign affairs, he was laughed at world wide by leaders of other nations, he was laughed out of The United Nations, he failed in North Korea, he failed in Iraq and Iran too. He failed to build his wall between us and Mexico or to have Mexico pay for it. Mexico laughed at him. People are cutting through his wall right now, and still coming to America through it, a failure. Trump is a bigot, he is prejudice and discriminates against all people of color too and yet these republican Politicians back him still?

Do me a favor people of 23rd District of California, and the people of Kentucky, wake up and listen, read, educate yourselves on what is real and not real, remove Kevin McCarthy and Mitch McConnell and tell them, to stop pushing the big lie and to move on back what America’s Government is currently doing helping americans!

After a pretty busy last few months, during which I have written very few blogs or anything else, due to real life events, I may be getting back to writing some if I can. Now, I know not all my blogs are famous or well read and I am not really worried about that at this time. I just feel like, at some point I have things to say about many issues in America and the world too. But, I also like to write stories and poems and have done some littlel e-books on Amazon Kindle Books. The little books I did in the past, are located at the following link if anyone is interested of course. https://www.amazon.com/William-McCurrach/e/B00CQMGTSM?ref_=dbs_p_ebk_r00_abau_000000 Feel free to look for yourself if you like.

For now, I have a few ideas on new stories to write and maybe longer material , I may be interested in writing out and turning into books or manuscripts so to say. Will I do so, well that will take time to know for sure. currently I am taking care of my wife who had a serious fall in March and that resulted in her having a brain bleed, blood clot in her leg and problems with her cognitive functions. Slowly she is working on trying to come back of course but my participation and helping her, will be vital, if she can recover.

Writing is an art in one way, it is also a way to let things out for many who write, emotion trapped in the human mind are dangerous if withheld from the world and trapped inside a person. So many writers work to release those feelings, emotions, and desires and lusts and more, in stories, in poems or blogs. So many emotions can build in a human being and so many thoughts can race through one person’s mind at a time.

The real question for many who wish to write is a simple one, where do I start and how. The first thing is to decide you wish to do so, the second thing is to be able to keep it in an order that will make sense, as you write it, so others can read and comprehend what you are writing and making it interesting for them to enjoy. So what should your first step be?

If you have an idea for a story, do yourself a favor, write it down in a general way for. What is it about, what subject is it on? Where does it take place, under what conditions, is it slow paced or fast paced is it a drama type or a comedy type or something different. Whatever it maybe, write it down in a General statement ok!

Now to flesh out the idea I recommend you stop and then outline it well. Where does it start, and how? Where does it take place, what are the surrounding, who is the hero or villain or just a participant. Why is each person a part of the story, what is their purpose, in it. Are they necessary to the story, and if so in what way!

Outline each part folks, the beginning, the scenery, the surroundings, Where is the story starting and why, what motivated it and initiated it. Long ago and far away in television history now , wasa show called The Walton’s. If you watched it at all and paid attention the stories were told through John Boy’s writing and journals. While now all of us keep journals or diaries like the character did, we do assemble stories of our own lives in our heads. So take it from the head to the paper ina outline format folks start there.

Once you outline it then you have a pattern to follow in general and an idea where you wish to go with it and a beginning and end in mind at least. Then, build the location or scene it starts in in living color so to say. All stories that are made up are based on something in someway that has happened in the Author’s life that they are taking and changing as they put it to paper. Don’t be stiff, don’t be long winded either when you write, concise is good, but, leaving out descriptions, dialogue or locations, tends to make a reader go what, how did this happen, if it does not make sense to you, it won’t to them either. You can’t sell a story that does not make sense or connect or tell all clearly. Readers like first being drawn in, second to feel the surroundings, to feel the action, to known the characters round em out as you go, make them as real as possible.

All writers, have a purpose in mind in telling their story, a reason to tell it that made it interesting to them and as the writer you have to draw the interest of your readers to keep it going so they will read it. A boring story will not sell, even an educational one has to be interesting to the reader. Otherwise why would they read it folks?

Anyway, at this point I will end this blog, for I believe i have conveyed some information for some who write, to think about. As I begin a new project or thoughts of one myself, I plan on following my own advice here and outline what I wish to do first. It’s like an artist who draws or paints, you must sketch it out first that is what your outline should be, a general sketch of the story, you are attempting to tell or write. On that note I shall end this blog on writing for now. My own work, will have to commence for me myself. So, I do wish young writers or new writers all the luck, and recommend you start as i said, and outline as you go. A writer basically to make a story a great one needs, details, and research to get the story out. The Outline is the guide for your story or book, never forget facts you used, for you will need to stick to them as you go along. Outline writers, outline and write, the more we write the better educated, the better entertained people can be, which is what you want in the first place, to be heard, read and ultimately sell.

I remember an old television show when I was growing up, that reminds me of the current status of the Republican Party today in America. A family was shot off into space on a ship they called the Juniper 1 if I remember it, correctly and the shows title was Lost in Space. The ship carried a family called the Robinsons as it explored space and accidently landed on a world, they had no idea where.

I say it reminds me of the current Republican Party, for many reasons, it had a head of the family who made common sense decisions and and used logic to survive. That is the old Republican Party that made sense see, then it had Doctor Smith the nemesis and stowaway on the ship who caused all the trouble, the family and crew could handle weekly. It also had a robot in it, that would run around at time, repeating Danger, Danger, Danger Will Robinson!!! Warning of impending doom for the family or Will the child, himself, who represents the Republican Party in my view.

Now how do I equate it with The Current Republican Party, simple watch. The Republican Party today, The GOP as they call it is indeed LOST in Space period. It makes no sense, believes lies and deceit and barrels ahead into trouble every day now. Now who is the logical figure using common sense and intelligence in the Republican Party, Liz Cheney and those who support her, who are telling the truth about the Big Lie of the 2020 Election that Trump put out and carrying it forward.

Donald Trump is the trouble with his lies and his controlling of the Republican Party period and add in Mitch McConnell and Kevin McCarthy and you have people running around, screaming danger, danger, danger for no reason other than Trump told them to. Period. THis whole bit about removing Liz Cheney from the number 3 position in The Republican Party is pure bullshit! Cheney backed more of Trump’s proposals then any of these other assholes, she is being removed because she will not accept Trump’s lies and bullshit about the 2020 election and because she has enough guts not to bend to his will. Kevin McCarthy, Mitch McConnell and their cronies are only kissing Donald Trump’s ass, because he controls the purse strings of his followers and they need him and that money moving forward, period.

So as Liz Cheney, and others stand up and reject Trump’s big election lie, the Trumpers and Maga followers, tend to screw louder and make a bigger mess out of the country period. Donald J. Trump was and is the worst President in American History period. He had no control over anything he started, he finished nothing he started, he kept no promises he made. Look closely and you will see if you have a brain and a mind of your own and you haven’t gotten brainwashed with his bullshit. He promised jobs, failed, he promised to bring jobs back from overseas failure, he promised to get you a new healthcare plan, failure and he killed the one that did work. Wake up folks! He failed at The United Nations, they laughed at him. He failed in North Korea and Iran, kissed up to Putin and Russia and still people want to back this guy come on! What is wrong with you people? Leaders of other Nations laughed at him publicly, why do you think they did that?

There was no Quannon before Trump, there was no violence and riots in the streets before Trump! Trump set-up, called for and incited a damn insurrection against his own government, got property destroys and people killed too on January th, 2020, yet you all wantt o stand there and deny what was televised and seen by all of us? Sad! He Lost the Election by the exact same margin in the electoral college that he won his term by in the first place and over 80 million people voted for Biden over him, wake up!. So he cries they stole they election and you idiots believe him, but don’t believe in your own election process that’s been here since the beginning and has kept America going? You Trump supporters, are either just totally stupid, idiotic, or blind, which is it? This man, Donald J. Trump. all of you who voted for him elected in Office as President, failed at all he did and you gave him a four year term and he destroyed lal he touched, that should tell you you have problem with picking any candidate for any office never mind the White House!

Now before you hold a new GOP Convention, you better realize, Trump failed, he lost big time in all ways, in The House, In The Senate and The White House. Lost, you do understand that word right? He is a Twice Impeached Ex-President disgraced, do you really think, he can lead your so called GOP back to the top of the mountain, with all of the facts against him? I surely doubt that one!

Donald J. Trump doesn’t even deserve to be a citizen of America anymore in my book, he is a traitor to his country. That’s my opinion of him. He attacked his own Government, incited a riot against it and destroyed historical property as well as scared the hell out of the Senate and House and the leaders too. He even put his own Vice President’s life at stake doing it all and didn’t care. So you tell me what is so great about Donald John Trump, we are all waiting for that one!

As Liz Cheney fights back and more than likely will lose here, I ask you all, how many more times, will the american People sit around and Donald John Trump have his way and do as he pleases? He is a draft dodger and a coward and in the end he should be banned from social media, newspapers, and the news too. He should be isolated and removed from the public stage in America, and if you ask me he should be under arrest for tax evasion, and so much more.

I agree with Liz Cheney, Trump’s Big Lie is killing American Democracy and our Republic, and The GOP wants to back him and go along with him? No, Ban Donald John Trump from social Media, political influence, public speaking platforms and isolate him. He is a danger to the American Democracy, The Republic and to human kind in general in my book. He was given everything by his daddy and is a spoiled child in a man’s body is all.

As Liz Cheney, the number three in The Republican Party, speaks truth and honesty, regarding Trump and all he has said and done to the United states and our democracy/ Republic, Kevin McCarthy plays kiss ass with Trump and follows Trump’s orders to oust her.

I want all Americans in California and across the United States to watch this power move by McCarthy and why he is doing what he is doing. He is going to force the only person so far in the republican party, with enough guts and balls to stand up to Trump and call him out for being Impeached Twice, Losing the Election in General and in the House and Senate and all of his failures as President. Why?

Liz Cheney is speaking truth and McCarthy dislikes her, saying it, regarding Trump and all he has done to America. I stand by Liz Cheney and i am not even a Republican I am a Democrat, she is correct in saying americans should not stand for what Trump did to his country, in causing and inciting the Insurrection at The Capital, period. she is correct in calling Trump the biggest failure in American History as an American President also.

Kevin McCarthy and Mitch McConnell, Ted Cruz and others all need to learn now what they are doing to America is distorious to the country and mostly to their own Party. People need to object, fight back, print facts and history and let Kevin McCarthy and Mitch McConnell know they are wrong, dead wrong, in all they are doing. Protests should be held in Kevin McCarthy’s hometown in California, in Mitch McConnell’s hometown in Kentucky and finally outside Mar A Lago in Florida too. Donald J. Trump belongs in prison not running a blog online telling lies about the 2020 election, he lost period, he is a walking crime spree in my book. Donald J. Trump is the biggest loser in American History in so many ways and i am waiting for the charges to drop on his ass and him to be arrested and charged for all he has done to his country and its people.

Never in American History hasa na American President been so corrupt as Donald J. Trump was folks. He almost sold you to Putuin and Russia during his term and would have if he could have, believe it! As we await the charges we are also learning how he corrupted the Justice department will Barr and the Supreme Court with his choices. I remind all who live in America, no American owes loyalty to Donald J. Trump, nor should you keep protecting him, the wheels of justice are rolling along now, he will get his soon enough. Protect your own country folks, protect your Democracy and Republic, don’t let Donald J. Trump and his cronies undercut it! He is destroying everything he can and you his supporters are blind enough, dumb enough, and sycophants of his, who care nothing about America just your damn selves, grow up, Trump will burn you all soon enough too.

No Politician is perfect, no man or woman is either all make mistakes, but none and i mean none in American History have ever attacked their own country in the ways Trump has now.

Wake up Americans, DOnald J. Trump doesn’t deserve your loyalty, he doesn’t deserve respect, he doesn’t even deserve to be a free man. I think the Justice Department and the Attorney General should bring charges against Trump and arrest him as soon as possible and investigate his tax dodging, draft dodging lying ass now!

America, america, we have the right to free speech here and this is my opinion of what I think, of Donald John Trump, I have a right to say it and a right to believe it too. If donald John Trump can hide behind the constitution and his rights I can use mine also.

The Justice system will work it’s magic soon enough I hope, Donald John Trump needs to be shut down and all of his enterprises and businesses too. He is a danger to American Democracy, The Republic of The United States and all of its citizens.

Enough is enough, we can only wear hip-waders so damn long and , listen to the Trump LIE for so, damn, long. Lets state some facts for all to understand upfront whether you are Democrat, Republicans, Independent or any other political follower. Facts don’t lie, numbers don’t, lie, there was no damn voter fraud, there is no damn problem with the election process, wake the hell up, people!

You don’t lose a Presidential election because you were great for the American People and America as a whole! You don’t lose by over 80 million votes and lose the electoral college by such a wide margin, if your any good, for anyone, anywhere!

You Don’t get Impeached twice in one four year term as President if your so god damn great, you get impeached because your a damn asshole, a liar, and phoney and totally incompetent, period. Then, instead of graciously admitting defeat, you deny it, fight it and inspire and incite an insurrection against the very government, you are supposed to be representing as its President? What’s wrong with this damn picture folks, you tell me!

Almost every friend of Donald J. Trump who originally helped him get elected President has been indicted and needed pardons from him to stay out of prison and you think it’s alright for him to be telling his big lie and to bad talk Joe Biden and the current Administration? If so, whoever you are, you need to wake up, stop smoking whatever wild shit you are or stop taking drug trips and see the truth. This has gone far enough in America and the whole damn world is watching it too and going oh no, when will they, stop?

Trump failed as a President, in many areas and they are as plain as if you had a damn pimple on your nose, for all to see. He failed in foreign Affairs, he failed in wars, he was laughed out of The United Nations, he stopped progress on climate control and peace accords, he stopped nuke talks. Leaders of other countries publically laughed at him for the world to see. He failed in creating jobs for all as he promised, he failed in building his great wall to keep Mexico out even, come on folks wake the hell up! He said and I quote Mexico will pay for the wall, that was bullshit then and it is now too. He failed in fighting the pandemic and left no plan or plans to vaccinate anyone anywhere and he slinked out of the White House, hiding the fact he and his wife and family were vaccinated.

Donald J. Trump is the worst President in America’s history, period folks. Yet Republicans want to back him and still follow his barrel of lies, the question is why? They are following Trump because they believe he can help them recover the Senate and The House and raise money for future elections, period. Trump has his sycophants out there who blindly will follow everything he says without doing any verification or check, sadly. Sycophant- definition as follows-a person who acts obsequiously toward someone important in order to gain advantage. when you look at these individuals they do not think for themselves, they follow Trump blindly, to gain financial help for their campaigns, and they want his followers to help them, along.

The voters who follow Trump are not educated, intelligent, or living in reality, they live in Trump World, Donald J. Trump’s world is like a sick and warped, Disney World, and Disney makes more sense than Donald J. Trump, folks.

Please remember the following: Trump failed at all he touched or tried to do as President, twice Impeached while in office, Incited the Insurrection against his own government and country he was President of, while in Office, then when he lost, he lied about losing, failed to accept his loss and hasn’t let go of that lie since he left office. That’s a sad, sad statement for any man or woman to have said about them, never mind an, ex-American President!.

He’s a disgrace to America and shunned by the world, think about it folks, it’s a sad statement the world is saying, about, Donald J. Trump. In the end if you stand by Trump’s lies you are enabling him and his crowd, folks, to tear apart, dismantle and destroy the only real democracy and republic in the world that has ever existed. I remind all, what one founding father said, Ben Franklin folks, after the Declaration of Independence was signed, We shall only have a Republic for as long as we protect and preserved it and defend it! If we allow people like Donald J. Trump to get away with all he did as President and since, we allow the Republic to fade from the face of the earth and America to become a wasteland. Don’t let it happen, Americans, Please!

When we are young, we all want to be older and bigger and stronger. we all want to do all the things adults do, as we watch as children. we want to run and jump and play music, and sing and have sex and smoke and drinks and gamble too. We all have a need to be adults. Then when we reach adulthood we enjoy a brief decade or so of great adult life, we work, earn money, save money, get educated and have fun in all ways. It involves learning sex, it involves developing habits and it involves growing more responsible right?

I can remember being a kid, running and jumping and playing games and not caring at all. I think we all can, then as we grow up we are faced with family responsibilities. taught to be responsible for our own actions, taught the laws of the land we live in and in the end, we all try hard to fit in, unless we go the route of crime and dishonesty.

We get taught manners, we get taught right from wrong, we get taught morals and ethics as we grow, and we try to apply them to how we wish to live our own lives. For many it is easy and natural to do, for some it isn’t and it becomes a struggle that balances on the edge of normalcy and insanity sometimes.

The point is this, at what point do we finally accept our roles in the societies we are born into, and then figure out how to flourish and survive and get ahead and along? well for many it is mid teens, some it is mid twenties and for even a few their early thirties. why the differences, it all depends on how you are raised, what discipline you are given, and what leeways too. Many want to look back and go I blame my parents they were messed up, BUt again we choose who we are and how we act or react to the world and those around us and what we need to do. No one else is really responsible folks, I tire of hearing how many blame their base families for what they turned out to be, it’s false. You made the decision to be you, no one else did, you decided whether to be angry, sad, depression is the only thing we can not control for it is chemically introduced in our brains. we can overcome physical disabilities, we have been proven to overcome mental disabilities as a race of humans, we have even learned how to chemically stop depression and control it to a point. what we can not control, is how society as a whole reacts to us, unless we work to fit into what exists.

What made abraham Lincoln who he was, what made George Washington the Father of America, these United States? What made man in history world wide, strive to improve themselves and the world around them, but working to do so?

One is curiosity, one is initiative and the final factor, really is motivation. A poet doesn’t write a poem, or a writer a story without any of the above. A President doesn’t run for Office without any of the above. A baby will not breath without any of the above, nothing happens automatically to humanity folks. A child is not created without initiation by it’s parents, a child will not breath without being motivated to either. Basics are not accomplished with some form of motivation, and initiated by some factor of one sort or another. It’s just a scientific and basic fact of human life is it not?

In order to survive we strive to be something we are not normally. We want to be better wordsmiths, we want to be better actors, we want to be better parents, we strive to be the best at all we do in life, don’t we?

So, let me say this to all out there and make it plain and simple for all to see. we learn as we go, yes we learn from what we see others do and say and we learn by experiences. Never forget as yo raise a child whether your own or another person’s, they watch what you do, they watch what you say they listen to every word, and they assimilate to it and adopt to it as their own. So when you stop to think about it, yes our parents have a major contribution to who we are each day of our lives, but in the end, we ourselves control our own outcomes and who we become as individuals. Once we are taught to make choices folks, it is up to us as to who we become and what we do from that moment on.

Yes I wanted to be an adult before i was one, yes I wanted to smoke, drink, swear, run, play and have fun we all do. Yes I wanted to be an adult, then became one, then as I grew older I came to realize, it’s no fun anymore being someone other than who I am. So I stopped and and just became me. an Individual who knows right from wrong, good from evil, peace from war, and what societies norms are and whether i shall follow them or fight against them. I’s called choice folks, we all have it and should realize no matter what, the choices we make and act on are what makes us fit in or not fit in and make us exactly who we really are daily in life.

Let me close this little write up with these words, I grew up, I adopted and adapted to life around me and the society I grew up in. I wanted to be an adult and do adult things and make adult choices and I have. My parents, weren’t right or all wrong either in all they did, nor am I. But, now in my sixties and an adult myself, I know they were not the ones who made my choices I was. So I accept me for being me and respect everyone else for being themselves too. It was interesting growing up and wanting to try all new things, but in the end it was my choices I made, that made me, me, no one else’s. So, as I stand today and look back I thank all in my life for the experiences I had, how I learned and choose who I am and say this, don’t rush growing up kids, don’t blame anyone for anything you did wrong, learn from it, accept it and move on from it and be better. Life is too short to point fingers at people in your past, you don’t have time for that. LIve, love, laugh, enjoy, do what you love, be who you want to be and remember, your choices make you, you.

Since I was a child, I can remember how America works, and what it means to be a part of it, in a productive and legal way. America has many laws and religions and more to guide it along. Many people say all the time, “I don’t want to talk religion or politics with you!” Why, is what many will ask, would people say that? The simple answer is people get so tied up in their beliefs in each area, we fight over who is right or what is right regarding each issue. The passion behind what you believe in, whether Democrat, Republican, or Independent, whether your catholic, or any other religions seems imbedded in us deeply and we tend to not listen to other views on important matters. The problem is when we don’t we tend to start wars, fights and arguments over it all and it erupts in violence and death for too many.

America as a country, was built on some basic principles and beliefs. In our way of life All Men Are created Equal and that is how the world, should, be really, also. The fact of the matter is not inline with that statement or thought or idea nor is it inline with that belief fully. Seems to me, we have many problems no one is really facing or overcoming in our country and society as a whole.

First and foremost is inequality between races, colors, and ethic backgrounds. I see it daily from both sides actually. The white separate themselves from the blacks and the blacks do the same in return. The orientals do it also, all becoming separate cultures and under one umbrella of America, but pulling ripping tearing at the seams badly, as we struggle for complete equality. It is really a sad statement on humanity and America as a whole really.

Skin color, nationality, religion or political beliefs should not be dividing america period or any other nation. The reason it does is called passion and a feeling of one making itself look or feel or act better then the other, it’s a falsehood folks, face it.

I don’t care if your black, white, or any other color, where you came from, how you got here, your here period and you belong here period. or it would not be your fate to be here. I hope that makes sense to all of us. We don’t choose where we are born, where we die or only where we live as we move through life, choose wisely folks ok. We all tend to go where we feel most comfortable and safe, especially as we raise our children, some of us have no choice whatsoever and we end up in improvised neighborhoods struggling, others live in rich ones and most live in average ones. Lets face some facts here for all to understand.

First fact to face for all, we are all human beings, mortals. We are on the planet we live on, and we must survive first off, secondly, we are all equal already when we are born. You want proof, look at yourself closely, do you breath the same air I do, yes, do you bleed the same color I do, red, do you need food and nourishment like i do, yes you do.

Do you want a family, a home, a place to live, yes we all do folks. Do we want to be able to afford to live, yes we all do. Do we look for help, make mistakes, recover from losses and make bad decisions, yes we all do. So, tell me please what makes you think because of your skin color or nationality, or politics, or religion that your better than I am? Tell me please!

Look I tired of many things in american life, people screaming they are white supremist, people screaming black lives matter and that they are black panthers, people yelling for attention. It happens everyday in america doesn’t it folks? We see it on television, we see it and hear it all day and night. But, what do we do about it all really. We recede into the background, we hide, we step back and yell from a distance don’t we?

Imagine this then folks, what would happen if one day, all colors, all races in america decided to protest, and fight together on one issue to overcome it together and all sides were viewed as involved and covered? I bet you, the problem would be solved fast and disappear, you know why, because all would have input, all would be listened to and yes all may not agree fully on how to solve it but, it would be solved in such a way as all could agree on it.

You want proof you say, lets me put it to you this way then. I served my country asa Soldier, and a sailor, I totaled 16 years of service. I served with blacks, white, hispanic and orientals and anyone who wore a U,S. Military Uniform. When one ship is shot at or one solider, it’s not what color they are, it they are americans and we will fight back to save them or honor them won’t we? It’s the American way period!

Yes we are a democracy and republic, first and foremost folks, and when we go to war it is our children fighting those wars, and no one says I am black, or white, or hispanic or oriental and I won’t go, we all went. we all served, we all did the duties necessary so our loved ones at home are safe, and live in peace at home.

America’s biggest problem isn’t discrimination, prejudice, race or religion or politics, it really one thing, anger, and tempers that flare up and how passionately we want tp belong and live in peace and be treated equally with the exact same results for all of us.

So I will leave you with a statement I have said before and will say again here and now, for all to read, and see.

I grew up in the projects of a city here in Connecticut as a kid. I had friends of all colors and nationalities due to that. When I was young, I got a peanut butter jar and it’s cap, and ran outside and tried to capture bees with it. One day I was doing just that, when I missed capturing the bee and it stung me. I cried and wa sin pain, I was young. a door opened and out came a lady and she calmed me down, hugged me and then put a mud plaster patch, on my hand and drew the bee stinger out and wiped my hand off and smiled at me and said, there you go. The pain disappeared and i felt a lot better, I didn’t look at her or her skin color, nor did I care, I was grateful and thankful period. It never dawned on me she was black, I was white and we were different. What did affect me wa sthe kindness she showed me, period. I will never forget her, ever for she showed me all of us care about one another period. That’s what America should be period in my mind’s eye. we should strive to make it that way always.

No man, woman, or child should be killed by police period, all lives matter period. Unless your willing to honor that and live that way, we will still have the problems we have. Police, firefighters are public servants folks, they are human they make mistakes we all know that now. We have seen it on tv, read about it in our papers or heard it on radios, let’s work to overcome it, but please, don’t be violent, don’t let your anger get the best of you, let’s find compassion, let’s find understanding, let’s agree to disagree, yet still get along and listen to one another, please.

We have seen enough killings, enough violence, damages and hurt and pain and suffering let’s stop now, and work together to make it better.

Signed.

We The People!

I have seen too much in my 65 years I think at times. At other times my body and my mind says to me enough, and I shut down, both mentally and physically too. IT isn’t anyone’s fault, it is age and time adding up against me right now.

I find at age 65, the body starts to fail, my neck and back injuries have started to affect all my life and what I can or can not do. Mentally I am aware of all happening just not able to jump on it all in the morning early to get started anymore. My head is spinning as I wake up and it keeps spinning for quite a while as I start my day. The left side of my head feels different then the right, my left side of my spine feels like it is slightly out of alignment. In the end I have to slow down, to get out of bed, to walk downstairs and to even stand in my kitchen as my coffee is being made.

My wife is in a nursing/ rehab facility down the road from me. She is 80 years old and I believe in better shape then me, right now even after she had a fall and brain bleed and can’t walk much. She is now giving me the honey do list daily when I see her. Even after all she has been through she still comes back and fights at 80 years old, I find her resilience and energy and determination to come home strong and surprising as hell. How she does it is beyond me.

Currently, as time moves forward I have called to have a Acorn Stair Chair Lift put in and I am in contact with a man for ramps in my house and on my front door for wheelchair access. The cost is atrocitus really for both really, when you charge 3200 dollars for the chair lift and then the ramps cost ya another 3500 dollars and your retired, injured a disabled veteran with a injured wife. I get that nothing is cheap folks, but, is there ever a company that will discount these things and still meet our needs and the ADA standards in an affordable way? I don’t see that happening now, so we have to dig into savings to stay alive now.

Each day is a new challenge for me folks, each day brings a new feeling of dizziness, a new feeling of lightheadedness on my left side. But, I will push through I always do. Slow the dizziness will disappear as I try to relax to do so. It’s what we do as humans each day, I know I see the daily on television,hear it on radio and news, so many die from coronavirus, so many get shot, so much violence happening in America and we the people suffer because as we get older, we are more vulnerable.

I care not what color a person is, what naturality they may be, or where they come from. I keep to myself, I mind my own business and i move along in life, quietly. My wife and I took the time and effort ove rthe years to help others out also. We have had numerous people live in out home over 20 years, an dhelped them survive and live well. We can’t do it anymore of course due to injuries and age, those people who we helped are now long gone from us. Our families are too busy taking care of their own, they have no time or effort to give to us.

The children are far away, they roam and have fun where they live, the grandchildren too. All too busy to stop, and try to help. Life has it’s cycles ladies and gentlemen, and when you hit our age, you tend to excuse the fact they don’t show up when needed because they are too busy at homes of their own.

I struggle through because i have to, one day, I may not be struggling anymore as i see it. There will come a morning or day, when I can’t anymore and I will go down like a ton of bricks. I can feel it coming each morning a little more than the day before. The imbalance, the dizziness persist, a little more each morning and doesn’t let up easy. I sit and write this and the world spins in my head as I do. Yet I refuse to give in, I have a wife who is older than I and who needs to see me dailly and who I Love in worse shape than I. she comes first for me, I go to see her as much as they allow me to. She barks orders at me, I make calls and try to get things done and hope she is right that she will come home. Some think I am crazy and she persists, even if she can’t walk yet. Who knows for sure, money is just money as long as I can eat and pay my household bills, to keep going we shall, when she comes home. No one knows more than I right now, how it feels to really be alone.

I served my family growing up, I served my country as a young man, I served my wives one for 12 years, and now one for 28 going on 29 if we make it that far. I served and served and gave and gave and we helped and helped others. Now all we have to help is one another as time moves forward. Can we, will we survive and if we do, will we be broke, and destitute next?

I have listened to some people, looking for partners in the Bdsm/ D/s World online and in Real life. I find that the hardest part of it all is that people tend not to communicate well with one another. Some just come to the lifestyle looking for just sex and to fulfill their kinks and move on.
If you want a relationship in BDSM or D/s or both, fine, but do yourself a favor and learn to listen to who your with. Many just give orders or make demands, if you listen to your partner, you would know what they like and what turns them on and what makes them like or want to be with you.
Clear communication is not just telling your side, it’s listening to the other side, who is your partner, too. So sit down if your having trouble, openly talk and don’t be afraid to say how you feel about anything. Honesty, straight forwardness. compassion, caring and in the end, compromise goes a long way folks.
When I say compassion I mean have some empathy for your partner, care about what they want, and listen honestly and with full attention.
If you Don’t listen and openly communicate you may not last in a relationship, whether it is in this lifestyle or vanilla, if you get the drift ok.
What we all want is someone we can respect and who respects us in return, someone we can get along with, grow with and in the end have something lasting, if you ask me.
Before you jump into any relationship, look at yourself, know thyself first, know your own kinks, likes, desires and then also know what your hard limits are and what you hate too. Be able to convey and talk about it all openly with someone you know or like a lot and are attracted to, be honest. For if you hide something, lie about yourself or don’t convey something clearly, you will lose out. So remember open communication is not just shouting what you like out at someone, it is also listening in return and compromising to a point of both sides being satisfied in the end.

I hear Republicans, shouting, I hear Democrats shouting back. the political game continues as people hurt for money, hurt for help, hurt for food and try to survive a pandemic that is killing people. Instead of being on one page, one team and helping Americans survive this covid-19 virus and all of the variants, we have assholes screaming publically it’s all a ruse!

Let me say this to all, JIm Jordan and other slike him attacking, Anthony Fauci over this virus is stupid, assine and shows just how stupid Jordan really is. But if you were watching this so called debate or questioning that happened you will see, Jordan wears a mask as he does it too. There is an old saying I learned as a child from my parents, it goes as follows, Never bite the hand that feeds you, Jordan is biting the medical experts leading the charge against a deadly virus that is killing people world wide and for what reason other than to spread false information, his illustrious leader he loves so much, Donald Trump, the worst President in america ever, put out.

The Republican Party needs to get rid of Jim Jordan, Matt Gaetz and others still shouting the Trump bullshit lines word for words. They are lost and still brainwashed by Trump and his people, no one is buying it!

As they shout Americans are losing their liberties, Jordan says, well no one is losing any liberties you can choose to go maskless if you wish and do as you wish. The CDC and Authorities are not locking you down, they are suggesting what will keep you alive. So, why are these people like Jim Jordan attacking the leading viral authority in the world public on television, to what purpose does he do so? All he is doing is making a performance and showing how ignorant he is of science and facts and putting on an act for all to see. It’s sad indeed!

Look, I am old now, I am 65, I know of polio vaccines I had them as a kid, mumps, chicken pox and others. The vaccines didn’t kill me folks, or billons of others overthe years either. I have both vaccine shots and got them in March from the Veteran’s administration. They are safe and yes we may need booster shots in the future to keep us going, but it is better to get a shot or two or three and be safe then to walk around, and run into someone with covid-19 or a variant and get sick and die! I see people running around maskless, within six feet or closer and in packs like dogs and cats. Well do what you shall folks, but I ask, are you willing to risk getting this virus and having to fight to survive and maybe ultimately dying from it? You Tell me America, a mask is light weight, social distancing doesn’t stop internet viewing or visiting, it doesn’t stop you from seeing family or friends unless you can’t pay the service to do so. But, even then, isn’t it better to stay alive then to take a chance and die?